Chapter : 04

Our eyes met, my heart began to pound. Very very hard, I was afraid of this man. He was looking at me with a frightening eye. To avoid this monster, I started by pushing myself backwards.

___ Don't forget what I told you. he shouted.

He stood up while looking at me again. He took his usual place, my mother who had gone to look for I don't know what had just entered the room with a glass of water. She approached me.

___ Hold this. It will calm you down.

I took the thing from her hand and swallowed, taking some water so I could swallow it.

Get some rest, honey. I'll come by and wake you up at dinner time. Honey let's go, let her rest.

The two of them walked out leaving me alone. I went back to my usual place, my place of sadness, I sank back into my tears. I don't know how much of the time I spent whining but I cried a lot. I'll say I cried practically every tear in my body.

At dinner time, my mom came and called me. I rinsed my face and joined them. Arriving at the living room, I took a seat next to my mother. She served me food, it was couscous, my favorite food but unfortunately for me, I had no appetite.

I was only playing with the food, every time I tried to take something, I still remembered what my father had done to me.

___ What's wrong? my mom asked.

___ No mom. I'm fine. I just have a headache.

___ Try to take something, daughter.

___ Don't worry mom.

I started by swallowing a few things, after I swallowed something, I took my leave of them and went to lie down on my bed hoping to get some sleep.

Everything had become very quiet, I couldn't hear anything, it seemed that both my parents were already asleep. I got up to close my door but sorry for me, I saw that there was something wedging the door. I turned on the light switch that allowed me to see more clearly. I was totally surprised, it was my dad. He walked into the room and closed the door behind him.

He pushed me onto the bed without even giving me a few minutes to explain. He lifted my little dress and pushed his hand into my vagina. I wanted to scream but he blocked my mouth with his hand.

He pulled down his pants and took out his magic stick again. He put it in my mouth and asked me to suck it like I was brushing my teeth. I took the thing in my hand and started brushing with it.

___ Harder. he exclaimed.

I turned up the volume every time he said that, I didn't know what I was doing. I didn't feel anything, he was always giving me these orders.

At some point, he took his magic stick out of my mouth, put it back in his pants and left my room.

When he came out, I went to lock the door. The only thing I could do to avoid these things was to lock my bedroom door. After I finished locking it, I went into the shower. I spent a good amount of time brushing my teeth, I couldn't sleep that easily without brushing my teeth.

I rolled over on the bed and went to bed. I didn't sleep a wink all night. Even if you were in my shoes, you wouldn't sleep

The next morning, I got up very early, did the dishes and some small chores. After I finished doing the housework, I went to the shower to take my bath.

I was taking my bath quietly when my father entered the shower without even knocking. He pressed me against the wall and penetrated me with his stick.

He resumed his little back and forth movements, I couldn't scream, I took the pain in spite of myself, my father took advantage of me again for the second time. After he finished, he got out of my shower and left me crying.

I took my bath and went out while getting dressed in my uniform. When I got to the living room, my dad offered to drop me off today since he wanted to go that way, my mom agreed without any discussion because it was less of an issue for her.

___ Good day dear, your father is dropping you off.

___ Okay mom.

She gave me my breakfast and I went out with my dad. He took his car, which allowed him to go anywhere he wanted. I spent the whole trip avoiding my dad's eyes, he was trying to look at me through his rear view mirror as I was sitting in the back seat.

___ Hey Emily, when you get to school, you behave and don't say anything to anyone.

With both hands placed between my legs, I nodded my head in agreement with my father. He smiled at me and dropped me off at school. Before leaving, he reminded me again and disappeared into thin air.

To be continued