Chapter: 05

Arriving in class, I went to sit in my usual place. I, Emily, who was used to chatting with my girlfriends, was like a deaf mute, I had no sense of humor, I took my book and started reading. I didn't even feel like talking to anyone. I was reading quietly when I felt two hands on my eyes, do you remember those games from elementary school? They would close their eyes and ask the person to say the name of the person behind him/her.

I couldn't react because I didn't want to hear anything, it was Juliette, my girlfriend with whom I talk the most. She tried to argue with me but I didn't give her the chance to listen to me. Since she insisted, I took my things and went to sit somewhere else. I needed a confidant, someone who would listen to me and help me get out of this mess I've been in since last night.

All my classmates were having fun except me, suddenly the class quieted down and it was our teacher who had just come in. We greeted her and she started to teach her class. She spent hours talking but that day I couldn't hold anything back, my head was totally blank, every time he tried to ask us if there was a question, I answered no with my classmates.

I was calmly copying what we had just done when the siren of the college put me in a sal state. I wanted to run away from the room, I was not afraid of the siren but of what I was going to experience later at home with my father.

I put my things in my backpack and went out. He was already waiting for me outside with his car. To impress people, to show the teachers that he was a good father, he came up to me, took my backpack and stroked my head as if I was a spoiled child or as if I was very very important to him. He waved his hand to the leaders to show them that he was a father. When we got to the car, he threw the bag in my face.

___ He said, "Next time you take the bag off, do you understand me?

___ Yes, Dad.

As I tried to start the car, someone started knocking on my father's door. I had my head down, I didn't even want to know the person but the voice of the person brought me back inside. It was Juliette. My father rolled down his window, I was already staring at her, I was already shaking behind the car.

___ Little girl, what's going on? My father asked with a smile.

___ You are the father of...

He finished his sentence while fingering me. My father nodded his head.

___ What did she do?

___ She's quiet at school today, sir, my girlfriend is not well, sir. Did you hit her?

Another new problem, yes Juliet had just gotten me into trouble. My father looked at me with his eyes.

___ Is it true what Emily says?

___ No, Daddy.

___ It's not true, sir. She's lying.

___ Thank you so much, daughter. You can go. What's your name?

___ My name is Juliette.

___ Thank you very much, Juliette.

___ You're welcome, Dad.

My dad put his car in gear and we left the school. As we drove away, he kept looking at me. I was already shaking, my whole uniform was wet with sweat.

When we got home, he told me to lie down on the couch and that he would punish me severely. I put my bag on the floor and quickly did what he asked me to do so as not to wake up the lion that was sleeping inside him. He took off my silip that I was wearing, I didn't know what was going through his mind, he took the key to the door and put it in the lock.

___ If you ever scream, you'll feel me.

My dad gently lifted me up and stuck his magic stick in me again, he grabbed my little breasts and caressed them with both hands, I could feel things inside, it was like there was a current in my head or like there was a bug going through my mind.

He took out his tongue and started sucking on my nose, my eyes, my ears and my stomach. He wanted to put his mouth in mine but I refused. He insisted but I refused. I didn't want to let him do it, I was still a child but at that time, I hated being kissed too much. After he did his thing, he brought his hand to my little buttocks and pressed them, suddenly he let out a loud cry and I felt a warm liquid in my strong inside again. He withdrew at the end and asked me to go and take my bath before coming over to learn my lessons. He took my silip and threw it in my face. I took my thing and went to lie down on my bed again. I was tired, tired of this shitty life, I was only 13 years old and already going through something like this with my father, something I didn't even know the name of. The only thing I knew for sure was that my father was putting his penis in my vagina.

To be continued.