Chapter: 03

___ Here is the sheet and your dress. Make sure you put them on quickly.

After saying this, he threw the two things at me and left my room. I took the sheet he had just washed and put it back on the bed. I was traumatized by what he was doing to me. I slowly spread my legs, my vagina was burning brightly. It felt like there was fire inside.

I went to take my bath hoping that everything would be better but alas, it was even worse than what I was feeling in the meantime.

Lying on my bed with both hands on my head, I couldn't think, I was still in exam class and this is what my dad was doing to me again. I got up and walked out of my room. The only thing I wanted to do was to get away to nature, to go for a walk so I could forget what my father was doing to me.

I put on the dress he had just sent me and went out. When I got to the living room, I told my father that I was going outside to have fun because I was bored. But it was total desolation, my father got up and locked the living room door.

___ You're not going out of here Emily, go back to your room. You're not leaving here.

___ I need to get some air.

___ Get some air? What do you have in here? Is it hot in here? You're done learning.

My father expected me to answer, but the only answer I gave him was tears.

___ Don't you have a mouth?

Suddenly, someone started knocking on the door. I don't know the person but he really saved me. My dad waved at me and I ran back to my room. When I got to my room, I heard a funny voice, it was my mom. Finally, she is back home. I will have some peace.

___ Where is my daughter? My mother asked.

___ She's in her room. My father replied.

My mother is a woman I love very much. Who of you will tell me that your mother is a bad woman? No, mothers are our greatest protectors. I was already in tears on my bed, when the bedroom door opened. It was that woman. So as not to worry her, I quickly cleaned my face. Guess what, my father was with her.

___ Emily, what's wrong with you? my mother asked as she approached me.

I looked at my dad who in turn looked at me with a "Get out" face. I looked at my mother, the poor thing who was worried about me. While the only thing that bothered me was right behind her. So as not to scare the mother too much and to avoid my father, I decided to lie to my mother.

___ Mom everything is fine. I hit my head while showering.

___ Did you hurt yourself?

___ Yes, Mom, it hurts here.

___ It's okay.

She touched my head. A sign all mothers do, she looked at me again and started checking my eyes.

____ Mommy everything is fine.

___ I have to worry, Emily. You are the only daughter.

What did she say? Only daughter? Maybe to her I was a treasure, but to my father I was a toy, an object he could manipulate sexually whenever he wanted and whenever he pleased.

Your mother is right, Emily," my father said, "we must protect you. You are our daughter.

My father was an unscrupulous man, how can he protect me when he just raped me? This man, a first class enmerder.

I didn't want to worry my mother, I started by pretending, deep down I knew everything was very very bad but I had no choice.

___ Mom, my head hurts.

My mother touched my head again and walked out leaving me and my father alone in the room. He waited until my mom's footsteps were not heard before approaching me.

I tried to avoid his gaze but this man put his hand under my chin and lifted my head.

To be continued.