Chapter 4

I woke up from a loud knock on my door.

"Bobby wake up".

I groan and went to the door,I opened it and my grandma step in.

"Did you sleep last night hun?".she ask and sat on my bed.

"Yea,I slept right through".

"Oh that's good,you know you don't have to go to school now.You can start in September, from what I saw yesterday you're not ready to go back in public you're still scared".she pulled me down beside her.

She was right I was still very afraid,I couldn't last a day out there.I know I have to be brave because I haven't gone to school since my old house.All I had to do was stay far away from people as possible and if I feel like I was gonna freak out or something just take a deep breath.

"Yea I still wanna go".

Did,I just said that?oh my gosh they are going to kill me out there.

"Ok great so the school is about five minutes from here, do you want to walk and enjoy the outdoors or take your car?".

"I don't want to be jumped while walking and get killed.I'm taking my car".

"Ok,hun I hope you make a friend today someone that can help you with your problem apart from us",she close the door and went downstairs.

I sighed,I didn't need help I'm perfectly fine.People just scares me that's all.

I walked lazily to the bathroom and got in.I took shower and wash my hair.I got out and went to my closet,I pulled on some clothes,all black.

I brush my teeth and headed down stairs with my backpack and everything else.I went in the kitchen and sat at the table.

"Morning".I rest my head on the table,I didn't want my grandparents to see how I was nervous.

"Morning kiddo, you ready for school?".my grandpa ask.

"Y-yea".I choked out.I was scared but I had to be brave.

"Eat up honey".grandma push a plate in front of me. "I already got your schedule from your school so you don't have to go to the principal and talk and I made you lunch so you don't have to go in the cafeteria with a lot of people but try and talk to someone,you need a friend.They won't hurt you".

I took my schedule from her and my lunch,I put them in my bag and started eating.When I was done,I put my plate in the dishwasher and took up my car key.

"Well bye,I guess".I hug my grandma,i held her tight,I didn't want to let her go.She push out of my hold and caress my cheek.

"Bye honey".

"Bye grandpa".I waved at him.

"Have a nice day kid".he said.