6) Vincent!

Vincent's pov

I tore another paper in frustration, this was my escape but she snatched it from me. I can't paint anymore, i can't focus.

Loud scream escaped my mouth when sharp pain rose in my back and travelled towards my heart making me fall on the floor. Fuck, it hurts like a bitch. Whenever I think about her this happens. It feels like someone is continuously stabbing my heart with dagger.

Trusting her was my the biggest mistake. I shouldn't have trust her. Father said not all mates are like our mother but he was wrong. She was just like our mother.

Our mother betrayed our father, she tortured us, her own children just because we turned out to be hybrids. Was it our fault?

Pain never left us alone, we wasn't monsters but everyone tagged us with that just because we were different. They tortured us, i have seen my bothers getting abused by those mighty alpha's and we couldn't do anything because we were kids. Our father saved us but people never treat us normal.

They say woman is the most gentle thing on the earth, she is defination of love and care but women of my life has bring us nothing but Pain.

I loved serenity, more than she can imagine and i was so happy after knowing that she isn't like my mother but i couldn't be more wrong.

I desperately want to go back in time and make everything right. I never wanted to loose her, I still desire her and want her near me but she is not good for us. My heart doesn't listen to me, my wolf beg me to bring her back.

I really want it to change, someone please tell me that it's not true. Prove me wrong, tell me that my love can't do this. She can't kill our daughter.

But I know it's not possible because serenity has killed Angel.

I thought Lucifer is rushing to the punishment but he was right in his place. His doubts wasn't wrong. He knew that serenity is going to hurt Angel and that's why he was looking for her at that day.

Links connected to each other after that.

I got many complaints about serenity that she has killed many people in the mansion when we were not around, she was feeding on their powers but i ignored thinking she might need it to survive. But she doesn't really need it, she can survive on venom and human food still she was killing people around her.

Dimitri once told Nicolai that serenity attacked his mate, Kaya but serenity clearly denied it and we trailed it off saying he must have misunderstood it.

These were red flags we shouldn't have ignored.

Lucifer was noticing visible changes in her behavior after she birth Angel. Serenity was only loving angel when she was in front of us. When we were not around she wasn't treating angel good and Lucifer has seen it.

Serenity used to look at Angel hatefully, Lucifer thought may be he is paranoid but he was right.

He tried to talk to us but we didn't listen to him but that day when we saw her feeding on Angel then we realised that Lucifer was right.

It wasn't sudden reaction, there were already proofs against her which made us accuse her.

I don't know what happened to serenity, she wasn't like this when we met her. She was so sweet and caring then what made her kill her own daughter.

But when i thought about it, i can't say that she was completely safe to be around. She has those powers which she herself sometimes can't control. There is one part of her which is completely unknown to us.

We know that whoever she kills, she gets their powers and if she is getting those powers then why can't she get their qualities, evilness is a part of our powers. We can secure these powers because we are evil.

Not like serenity has shown mercy on anyone. She killed her own sister. I know that Eliana was evil but serenity didn't even blinked while killing her. Same happened when she killed Marcus. I didn't see that guilt in her eyes.

Despite of so many things my heart is still not ready to believe in it. One part of me is screaming at me that she is innocent. She can't kill our Angel.

I tried to find her after that but she disappeared like she wasn't there. I wanted to ask her why she did this, did we failed to understand her?

Why our love wasn't enough for her? What she wants to do with so much power?

What is she doing right now? Must be enjoying her powerful life somewhere. We never mattered to her, otherwise she would have tried to change our minds. She would have fight with us.

But I should have hear about her, if she was killing people here then she must be doing it in the wild too, why we didn't receive any complaint about it. Those complaints disappeared along with her. I thought she wanted to rule the world then where is she? I am sure she can easily take over with all those mighty powers then why she is hiding?

Am i missing something? It's so weird.

My head snapped towards the door when i heard Lucifer's loud growl.

My heart breaks whenever I hear his screams, I don't know what to do about it. How to heal him?

I walked towards his hiding place, he is always in his secret garden where he and she used to spend time together. Lucifer never expressed his feelings openly but all know that he is hopelessly attached to the serenity and her betrayal has broke him.

He is suffering the most because he isn't expressing to anyone.

When i entered inside, I found totally destroyed garden and broken Lucifer. We don't deserve this, my brothers don't deserve this. We hate this world for giving us nothing but pain.

"Lucifer... Don't do this to yourself"

I knelt down beside him. He is covered in sweat and looking like a mess. His shirt is torn and he is covered in mud.

"I can't take it, Vince... Kill me"

He looked at me with defeated eyes.

"I can take my own life"

I replied placing hand on his shoulder.

"I can't take her out of my mind... It's hurting..."

He said grunting in pain.

"You are doing it to yourself... Stop thinking about her, talk to us. Distract yourself... The more you think about her, more it will hurt."

He is stuck between love and betrayal.

What you have done to him serenity, I hate you for this. My brother was strongest man on this earth, you broke him.

"I see her everywhere, she talks to me... She wants to come back... She said she didn't do anything, she is innocent."

He blabbered.

"Lucifer, it's your hallucination... She is not here. She is gone. Control yourself..."

I made him look at me.

"Our people needs us... We are kings and we have to perform our duties... You have to come in your senses, don't destroy yourself like this..."

I don't remember when we had a normal conversation like we used to have before.

I hope this trip to University brings changes in our lives. I want my brothers to remember their old days. It will cheer them up.

"I am going to take Nicolai, get up and get ready... We are leaving..."

I said and he nodded. I know Lucifer will never compromise with his duties.

I led her out and went to look for Nicolai.

I just hope this trip change something in our fucked up lives.