Chapter 4 Loosing Senses

Lately, I noticed the consistent visit of Sir Gray as well the breezy one Julia in Grayfaurd Crest. It irritates me every time they're here especially Julia, because he's always at the boss' office and she stays there for a long time before she decides to go.

I wonder what they're doing there. Maybe pleasuring themselves? I keep on thinking that he's doing to Julia those tricks he used to do with me. Or he's telling Julia those words he used to tell with me too. And that idea really frustrates me!

I fixed my reading glasses while facing the desktop to prepare my work assignment. My mood is not really good for some reason everything frustrates the hell out of me! Now I'm wondering, why am I even caring this much about them?

C'mon Erza! You're not like this. Why don't you just focus?

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I was focused on typing and reading some files when I started because of a single tap on my shoulder.

"Are you fine, Miss Silence? " I was really shocked. I calmed myself knowing that it's only Sir Gray.

"I'm fine, Sir Gray. And anyway, what can I do for you? " I asked and gulped.

He didn't answer, it made me turn my attention on him. I'm a bit shock because of the distance in between us. He's too close while intently looking at me.

"You're dashingly beautiful, milady. "

I feel like my face heated too much because of what he said. Well, Sir Gray is an intoxicating handsome man. You can see the foreign blood running through his veins, it is so evident.

The way he talks and the way he please a woman, it is so natural. I smiled at him shyly without breaking his intent eye contact with me.

Before I could even escape from our eye lock, I heard a breaking sound on my table.

I immediately payed attention to it. To my shock I gasped hard and screamed a bit! Who fucking break his coffee on my table! My works are ruined! It was all printed and ready to pass and now it's all ruined!

Where the fuck is this coffee coming from!

I am still busy picking up some of the papers to save them when I felt the sticky but not so hot thing on my chest and on my thighs! What the fuck?

Who's that fucking retard!

I turned around to look who's the culprit.

"Sorry, I didn't see you." Sir Astrair said flatly.

Oh yeah! Another coffee moment with him! I really don't know if he's born normal or not! But swear, even those people who are not gifted enough to be normal have MANNERS! Maybe he's got mental illness or something.

Sir Gray immediately attended me and wiped those coffee on my chest. Thank God, Sir Gray is here, 'coz if not? Then I'll probably be kicking him dead now. Fucking retard.

"Stop it Gray! Damn it! She's coming with me, besides it's my fault. " He said coldly, and I can't even do something than following him, just because he's my boss!

I thought we're going inside his office again, but when he pressed the ground floor, I think no.

He immediately beeped his car and enter the driver's seat without even guiding me. What a gentleman.

I rolled my eyes before opening the passenger back seat and just made myself comfortable there.

He looked at me with irritation. “Wow do I really look like a driver to you? " he said sarcastically.

I get out from there harshly and opened the front seat. Damn this retard! My chest hurts a lot and I feel like they're red because of the warm coffee!

Should I thank him that he didn't poured me the non-boiling water? Duhh...

What a jerk! Retard!

"Remove your shirt" he commanded that made me look at him.

He looked at me too while driving.

"Do you want me to do it for you? " he said flatly but with a hint of perverseness.

I just rolled my eyes before ignoring him fully.

I can feel the tension in between us. I even saw how tight his grip on the steering wheel out of irritation. I don't really care.

We arrived in a huge glass house that I think, it’s his property. I was amazed how it was built. I am an Architect myself but still amazed from how it was designed.

When I turned to him, his grumpy looking face earlier changed into a smirking devil. Remind me why I come with him again?

Just like he's saying "Now it's my turn. Be ready. " I could feel goosebumps from the possible imaginations he has in mind right now.

I only glared at him and give myself air using my hands. The soothing pain from the coffee started to get severe. I hate it.

Who would be in their right minds to pour a warm coffee on someone's clothes?! The first time he did this, that was just on my skirt. Now it’s on my chest, obviously flowed under my bra and it's sticky as fuck.

He went inside the mansion, I followed him. As I always said, as long as I can, I wanted to stay away from being troubled with him.

"Sit beside me, Erza." He said in a very bossy tone.

Just a little bit more and I won't hesitate from slapping him my stilettos!

"Can I at least use your bathroom?"

He just smirked! I really forced myself to stay calm because to be honest? I am not liking this anymore.

I can feel that my veins were trembling in frustration, this fucking boss of mine is really getting on my nerves!

Even though I don't like it, I followed what he said.

I sat beside him, and it didn't take much time when I felt his hands snaked on my waist.

I moved myself out strongly to stop him from what he is currently doing.

"Don't you dare touch me again!" I said darkly to him.

I saw him smirked! And it's annoying. Instead of staying away from me, he's continuously coming closer.

If earlier he only snaked his arms around me, now it's leveling up! He pulled me and made me sit on his lap!

I can feel my blood flow directly on my face! He put his jaws on my shoulders while his hands were on my waist. What is he trying to do?!

I don't know what to do. I fisted my hands to prevent myself from hyperventilating. Erza? Why can't you fight back? What is happening to you?

"B-boss! " I can feel that my voice was shaking. And the fuck? Since when did my voice became sweet?

"Hmm? " he whispered flirtatiously.

I closed my eyes because of the way he whispered it. It was sweet and soft. And it makes me feel soft too. I can feel that my knees was turning jelly because of the sensation he was giving me.

I let out a soft moan when I can feel his hands on my tummy. Slightly massaging it or he's just finding my shirt's buttons.

Damn it, Erza! Why are you getting him do this to you?

I know this isn't really good! But damn I can't help it! It feels like he's giving me too much!

I can also feel a hot liquid quiver in between my thighs. And that made me want to grind on his hardness.

The fuck Erza! What are you doing! He's only making you feel the pleasure so he could take advantage! Wake up!

I really want to slap myself to wake up. My conscience was true. He's only making me weak from this foreign pleasure because he wanted to take advantage of me.

I was about to push him but he suddenly cupped his hand on my breast! And that made me moan.

"Damn! " I whispered.

I hold on to his hands that is slowly massaging my breasts. What is this feeling?

"Are you feeling good hmm? " he huskily whispered.

I didn't help it especially when he turned my head to him and kissed me.

I'm so doomed! I'll just face everything later. I'll just think about the consequences tomorrow.

While we're kissing, I can feel his hands on my butt, massaging it like what he did in my breast and pulling me closer to him.

He put his fingers inside my panties then suddenly draw weird lines there.

Damn, that feels great!

"Wet already, huh" He whispered in my ear. Gracious! This is definitely far from who I really am! This is definitely not me! If I was in my right mind, I have pushed him away already and won't let him to lay a finger on me!

His one hand was in my wetness while the other was impatiently massaging my boobs.

"Ugh~ crap" I moaned while biting his lips.

I can feel that he entered his two fingers in there, and it feels so fucking good that made me loss all of my senses!

I hugged him really tight while I'm waiting for myself to cum. Ohh! It's so good! I never experienced something like this before!

I was about to reached my zenith when someone hardly opened the door! Now I remembered that we're at his salas! Definitely at his couch!

Now, I feel like I gained back all my lost senses.

I saw a tall handsome bored looking at us. He looked like Sir Astrair in some part.

"Fuck! " Sir Astrair muttered while irritated fixed his polo.

I immediately turned around to fix myself. That was so embarrassing!

"What are you doing here, Alstriem " Sir Astrair asked frowning to the guy.

The guy did not even bother answering my boss, instead he's watching me intently. Super awkward.

"Stop looking at her! " My boss angrily said.

That's the only time he finally payed attention to my boss.

"Is it your way of welcoming your brother, Astrair? " he said coldly.

"You really know how to ruin my day, Alstriem. " He said and looked at me.

"Let's continue upstairs? " How shameless, he really told me that in front of his brother!

What a beast, he's embarrassing me in front of my other boss!

"I-I I am going home." I said and immediately fixed myself before running away from his house.

This is all your fault Erza! You have no control! A little bit flirt of your boss and you're giving in! What about my reputation!

If his brother didn't come. Something probably has happened. That idea scares the hell out of me.

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When I arrived at the company. I immediately grabbed my car keys on the valet.

When I'm inside my car, I'm a bit shock because there's no letter from Lacxous G.

When I arrived home. I did all my night rituals before dropping myself to bed.

Now I've imagined what just happened to us. He touched me, I let the fucking out of him to touch me. He even touched and enter his fingers inside me!

Damn it, Erza! What have you done? This is just too embarrassing!

I covered my face with my hands out of embarrassment. Ghod, so annoying.

I can't imagine myself moaning and begging for him.

"Oh~ ah~ B-boss~"

I made mess on my bed by kicking out the pillows from my movements. That was just sooo embarrassing.

Stop imagining! Stop that!

I'm a Virgin and I'm fucking fresh and NBSB

(No boyfriend since birth). The man that I will love will be the luckiest.

And I can't imagine myself doing things like that with my own boss!

Now, what are the differences with me and his flings? Nothing anymore? I'm with same level as them now?

I'm the most stupid girl in town. I never expected that to happen.

I promise, I won't let anything happen again. I won't let anything like that to happen again. I will control myself.

You should know how to resist now, Erza. This is not healthy anymore. Remember your reputation.

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