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[2] The Virgin Test

I bite my nails nervously as I tell my mind to calm down. It is not going to hurt. It's not going to hurt.. It's not going to hurt but why, why do I have to do the test? why can't she ask me herself?
I'm scared also embarrassed, doing the test means them seeing my private which I'm not comfortable with and I heard it's going to be four people in the room. I don't know if they're going to inflict any object in me since it is a test but I do hope the doctor won't.
My thoughts wander to five hundred miles away from where I'm currently am, I became unconscious of the real world which I don't fancy at all. If I at all want anything, it's to block all the murmurings and whispers beside me that seems to never end.
"Her Highness! One of the eunuch announced out loud which instantly brought me back to the present.
"What does she want?" I mused nervously and scared before standing up in respect even though the linen cotton is hiding my body
I prayed that she doesn't barge inside as i'm not her wife yet, but something in me knows she can come in if she wants to, I just hope that she respects me a little in front of her subjects because I'm not ready to face her yet.
"Her Royal Highness." one of her minister called trying to remind her that she is not supposed to be here yet but also trying to save his head as he didn't move to stand in her front but instead he's standing by her side where he began to bow while saying "Her Majesty" continuously and with a pleading tone.
I found myself fighting with my inner and outer scared self and at the same time, I comfort myself with the thought that even if she is a monster, she won't kill me because she wants me to be her wife.
"Her Royal Highness, Lady Kim Nana is preparing for the virgin test after which if she is confirmed virgin the wedding ceremony will begin. Please have some patience." The man plead again as the others behind him all keel then bow as they say.." Your Highness please have some patience!!" in unison.
"Enough!! She yelled making my heart jump in fear then she start moving towards me which cause my heart to start beating so fast.
"Ruyi." her mother called making her stop then turned to her with one eyebrow raised up in anger making me ask myself ..how did she even know that the Empress is in my chamber?
Oh god, so many people are in my chamber and they're scary.
Please mind, calm down ..relax, take a deep breath Nana, no one is going to hurt you. Just breathe in and then slowly breathe out.
In..
Out..
In..
Out..
"Ahh, this isn't working." I said in my mind then shiver as ice chill race straight through me. I started shutting my mind in other to keep my panic self at bare but then cringe a little when Royal mother started to speak again .. for a moment, I had totally forgotten that I have unwanted companies.
"Daughter it's against the tradition for the Empress to see her bride before the wedding and she hasn't taken the virgin test yet ..for us to know if there is even going to be a wedding or not." Queen mother said and I almost snorted at her choice of word ..tradition, she did said tradition as if all this whole thing isn't against it.
"Mother!" She called warningly making me realize that not even her mother can stop her from doing whatever she wants ..well here I am though, an outcast and a female so i guess that's the proof for me that she can do anything she wants.
"Also for her sake daughter. You're going to scare her off before the main wedding process will even begin." Royal mother said and that seems to stop her as her hands is now hanging loosely beside her, instead of opening the cotton like she intended to do.
"No virgin test. I can verify it myself."
"You can't! Her mother yelled just as the same time her subjects bow down and begin to plead "Her Royal Highness is wise and she will do the right thing!
"Enough!" She yelled making everyone to keep quiet, am sure even the ants too did.
"Daughter don't ..please; her mother said in a pleading voice as if realizing her earlier word of her can't do what she wants . "If you don't want people to question her then don't, It only going to be you, me, an elder and the doctor."
"No elder and I will agree to it." She said while looking at me but I know she can't see me fully as I can't quite well see her too because of the transparent cotton blocking our view but the amount I'm seeing makes me want to slap my face for thinking things I'm not supposed to.
"Daughter none of us will see anything but the doctor as there will be clothes covering her. Stop this possessiveness ..please?" Her mother plead but she didn't say anything, she just walk out of the door as her subjects or whatever that follows her around all stand and leave with her making me sign in relief.
"Strange way to say okay." I said in my mind then turn my head to see her mother looking at me furiously before she too leave the room. Instantly all the maids that knelt down when the Empress entered all stand up, some rush to me and started applying oils in my hair while the others dress me with the right attire for the virgin test making me cringe in my seat.


"I heard she even gave her the ocean house, she didn't even take me there when we were together but she took her and not only that she took her, she also gave it to her!" Hwa said as new fresh tears begin to form in her eyes."I want to kill her ..Why won't you let me kill her!!." She mutters crying as she hits my chest."She's mine! She will be mine when the Empress is dead. You said life isn't fair to you, well guess what _live is not fair! Not to me, not to you and not to our mother who let an old woman marry her just so she could bear children for her!!" I yelled in Hwa face then pushed her away from me ..making her to fall face down on the floor."Sangyun" mother called but I couldn't answer her because I was distracted by Hwa who began hitting me hard on the chest and shouting at me."Sangyun!!" Mother yelled which made the room become silent as the two owners of the noise voices which include me .. were taken by surprise because mother hardly shouts no matter what."Sangyun You will postpone your visit to Shilli, I want everything to be in other before you go. I want you to do Hwa unfinished task and you Hwa, I want you to continue trying to woo the Empress." Mother said when she finally got our attention."Mother." I called in an annoyed voice but mother didn't even look at me but continued speaking as if she hadn't just been interrupted.."You will cause trouble between Kim Nana and Ruyi. Make her see you two in a romantic embrace and more. The Empress doesn't know if her wife love men or not, so use this against her and It's for your own good too Sangyun and you have to make it happen in your own quarters so it will be more easier for her mind to convince her that her woman is nothing but a whore." Mother finished then open the door and walk out leaving my stupid sister behind."Did you hear that, she's a whore. A whore!" Hwa said while laughing at me mockingly."You and I know who the whore is ..whore!" I yelled angrily at her then opened the door in a hurry when she grabbed a wooden hammer from my cabinet and started running towards me. Immediately I closed the door in her face but not before I called her whore once again.

2) Inside The Palace

[3] The Virgin Test

Wedding ritual 

Who’s there?

The Intruder 

Stay away from my sister!

I want you

Feelings and desire 

She’s a bad woman

Outing with the Empress

[2] Outing with the Empress

Inside the palace

Love confession 

Close enough 

2) Close enough 

Inspector Kim Nana and Ying Jandi

[2] Inspector Kim Nana and Ying Jandi

[3] Inspector Kim Nana and Ying Jandi in trouble

I hate you Kim Nana

2) I hate you Kim nana

Don’t panic, Nana

24 The Empress is angry

25 The Empress Is Furious 

26 Trial

27 (2)Trial 

28 I love you, Nana

29 I hate you, Yi Ruyi

30 The secret passage

31 Sentencing him

32 (2) Sentencing Him

33 (3) Sentencing him

34 Min-Jun

35 The real traitor

36 The Concubines 

37 (2) The Concubines 

38 Please don’t go

39 (2) Please don’t go

40 Somehow it happened 

41 My new best friend

42 (2) My new best friend 

43 Agemates are annoying 



44 Slap

45 Contagious mood

46 (2) Contagious mood

47 I am ready

48 In her hands

49 (2) In her hands

50 (3) In her hands

The Virgin Outcast Who Stole The Empress Heart

2) Inside The Palace