Rage.

Simon POV.

I knew rage years ago, back when I first found out that my mother died due to her addiction, that she gave me up for the addiction, and I was left all alone in this world, I was angry and still am angry at her. NF might have forgiven his mother for giving him up on his addiction, but I'm not Nate, I won't give up on my rage and dear mother, may you rot in hell.

The second time I felt this kind of rage when back when I first became a boss when I was still learning the ways of this new world, and I messed up and got laughed at.

I felt anger after that, but not this kind of rage, not this much hate until now, Sophia, my saint, I gave her the benefit of the doubt, I allowed her back into my heart, I opened my arms and heart for her, but she betrayed me in an even worse way this time, she didn't just walk out, she ran out with AJ, I should've known.

"Lucas, get me the videos," I say wanting to see how this went along, when and where did she go, did they have a code? I watched Saint come to the bar, talking to him, I saw him whispering to her, I didn't have any audio on them, but I could imagine what they are talking about. Then she walked out, followed by him, they got into a car that isn't one that's usually in my club, they got in and sped away, leaving me behind like a stupid child who just got played.

"I want him! Get me that traitor!" I screamed at loud, I didn't care who I'm yelling or calling to, I want to kill him, I'm going to drink from his blood, I'm not even a vampire but I'll do it and I won't care.

"How did he get away? With my wife! How dare he!" I screamed again, how could he touch my Sophia and my traitor of a wife, she ran away with him, she's dead, just wait until I get my hands on her, she'll think the coven life is heaven compared to what I'm going to do.

"How could he..." Lucas was stunned, he gave me a look that I have never seen on his face before, he felt as I did right now, betrayed.

"Lucas, come on," I say pulling him by the arm and dragging him out of the club, although I love the club, I don't want the girls to hear us, I don't want anyone to know I've been betrayed for the third time in my life.

I went back home, I'll do some phone calls from home, I would show her hell, I would get her back and then I'll kill her, she won't live to see tomorrow, I promise her.

"Ahh Simon, my favourite boss," Thomas says answering the phone.

"The vampire, the baby I paid for," I say with a growl, knowing that I paid too much for her, she wasn't worth it.

"Yes, what's with her?" Thomas says entertained.

"She ran away," I say, putting my pride to the side, if I can't get her back, then the coven can, and this time I don't want her back, I want to kill her.

"Ah, and you want our help bringing her back?" Thomas says with a shrug, he's used to dealing with the young vampires and their shenanigans.

"I want her dead, and I'm the one who's gonna do it," I say through gritted teeth.

"Dead, that's a big thing to ask," Thomas says, meaning there's a bigger price.

"Why?" I ask him, no matter what the price is, I'm gonna pay it.

"She mocked the coven when it's the time for her death, we promise you'll be the one doing it," Thomas promises me.

"Fine," I agree knowing there's no wining with the vampire lord, the only thing I'll get is whatever he offers me, and I can't say no to it.

I ended the call and decided to take my rage somewhere else, I wanted to kill someone, I wanted to drink until I'm drunk, and I wanted to do something but instead, I did the one thing that I always did to help with my mood, I hit the gym.

I had one inside my house, I had a bag that was ready to receive all of my anger, and I didn't mind using it, I didn't use any gloves, I didn't need them.

I went in bare hand, imagining AJ, the traitor in front of me and then I started to hit it, I kept on beating the bag, taking all the anger out of my soul, but it wasn't enough, although my knuckles started to bleed, I wasn't done yet. I left the bag and turned to the treadmill, most people would think running isn't enough but it works for me, I love running, and it makes me feel much better, especially when I'm this angry.

I only got off the treadmill when my body was filled with sweat and my whole body had a buzz going through it, I went toward the shower and washed the sweat off, next step would be a good drink something strong enough to help with my nerves, we're going to play the slow game here me and Saint. Thomas would have her, but how long would it take, would I be the one to kill her in the end or would I be dead before her time comes?

I'm not going to stop here either, I'm going to find them both of them if Thomas is the one to get Saint, I'm the one to get AJ, nothing would keep him safe from me, he knew my loyalty rule when he started to work for me, and still he broke it, and he took my wife with him.