06

I’m praying my mom says no, please dear God

« Thank you, Carter. » My mom lays a sloppy kiss on his cheek. I was about to reject and argue but I physically and mentally can’t no more so I just nodded my head.

We all got in the car and Carter started driving towards our house so my mom could pick up some clothes. Once we got there I flew to my room and slammed the door shut. I wanted to be by myself just for a little to catch up on my thinking.

I changed into some shorts and a large t-shirt that belonged to my father, he gave it to me before he left us.

I pulled out a candle that was still in my boxes, I lit it so my room could smell delicious. Vanilla Bean never upsets me. My mind comes back to the fact that Ryan is engaged and that my best friend defended his fiancée over me. Grace and I aren’t going to be the same no more after this, we’re always going to have that trust issue, she knew how badly her brother hurt me and she knew I still loved him and she didn’t even have the nerve to tell me about his engagement. I grabbed a book from my shelf and sat on my bed to read it to distract myself from everything. Bubbles snuggled into my leg, I looked down at him and smiled.

I decided to take a break and go downstairs to watch some tv and eat some ice cream. I walked on my tippy toes into the hallway, Carter’s office door was open with a bright light shining inside. I swear I was going to walk past it but then I started thinking about robbers and ghosts, yes I’m paranoid like that so I decided to poke my head inside.

« Isabella, shouldn’t you be asleep ? »

I should have kept walking.

(Mature scene)

My eyes wandered around his office, ignoring his question. I’d never been in his office before, it was so neat and perfect. I ran my fingers lightly against his wall, my legs following quickly behind me. He was watching me like a lion creeping up on its prey, I stopped in the middle of the room.

« I thought you were a ghost. » I whispered, the words escaped past my lips, they came out rough and deep.

« Is that so. » He replies.

In his hand, he held a cup of whiskey with only one ice cube. I’ve noticed the times I’ve seen him drink his alcoholic beverages, they always have a single ice cube.

« Is to so. »

Isabella why are you stupid, I mentally slapped myself.

« Today was interesting. » Carter leaned back into his chair, his index finger placed on his chin. I watched his every move, his finger started scraping against his soft, honey skin.

My eyes trailed across every curve on his face, I couldn’t physically look away. He was so memorizing and hot, he was making me feel hot. His hair which was always slicked back was now messy and free, his tie was undone, and his sleeves were rolled up to his forearm, I wanted to jump his bones right this second.

« Bella ? » A smug smirk appears across his lips.

« Uh, yea. » I swallowed hard trying my best to keep my cool and sanity.

« Who’s Ryan to you ? » My heart starts running around in my body not knowing what to do as he asked me the question.

« Well-« Speechless, I could do nothing but fumble over my words.

I heard him get up and walk towards me. « Isabella, you need to leave right now. » He pauses, tilting my head up using his soft fingers. « Or I’ll take you to this table right now. » He whispers, a small gasp escapes past my lips.

« Carter. » His name trembled from my lips, it came out more of a warning. His mouth parted just a little before moving closer to my lips.

« I should stop. » He says softly.

« You should. »

Carter pulls me into his strong chest and captures my lips. Shock fills me but my lips quickly move with his deep, intense movements around my mouth. His tongue softly plunged inside my mouth, filling me up with his taste.

He pulls away, leaning his forehead against mine. Both out of breath from the passionate kiss we just shared, he slowly licks his moist lips, staring right at me.

I eliminated the space between us. « What next ? »

I don’t know where this confidence came from but it came.

He snaked his strong arm around my waist, I crashed my lips against his roughly. My hands crawled up to his cheeks where I scratched his face while biting his bottom lip.

I wasn’t even sure what I was doing, I was scared about his lips being against mine but I wanted more. His hands traveled down my back, pulling me closer to his visible bulge.

He was amazing at kissing, that tongue can do wonders.

He tossed me on top of his desk before ripping my shorts off along with my panties, his papers, and the glass of alcohol he was drinking from, all fell to the floor. He pulled me closer by my thighs, I quickly took off my shirt while he unbuckled his jeans.

« Are you on the pill ? » He whispered, gliding his lips toward my ear making me shiver.

I nodded quickly.

« Beg me to fuck you, Bunny. »

His naughty words made my body feel hot, the warmth of his hand against my thighs was starting to melt through my skin.

I yanked his head closer to mine lifting my bare body against his. « Fuck me, Carter. Fuck me any way you want. » I whispered harshly into his ear.

It was like a switch turned on inside of him, a wicked smirk greeted me against his lips. I gasped in pain as soon as I felt him bury deep inside me with one thrust. I held on tight to his neck while he got familiar with my tight fit, as soon as the pain appeared as soon as it took over with pleasure. My hips lifted to meet his in the hard thrust, he pounded inside of me over and over again hitting my g-spot.

« Carter. » I moaned.

« Mierda. » He growled in Spanish. Carter grabbed ahold of my hair, pulling it back causing my head to arch back as he thrust harder. (Translation : shit)

His language was just turning me on, even more, I could feel him deep inside of me, making me feel breathless.

Don’t get me wrong I’ve slept with a guy before but Carter was huge and had way more experience.

« You feel so fucking good. » He groaned as his teeth started nipping at my neck leaving his marks, his hand moved down my front between my lips where he rubbed harder.

I let out one moan at a time while yelling his name over and over again.

I widen my legs even more as I leaned my body against his trying to catch the slightest bit of oxygen. He was fucking me ruthlessly and he knew just how hard he was fucking me.

I couldn’t hold on much longer, he couldn’t either. He was breathing just as hard as me, we were both panting like dogs.

He roughly picked me up by my thighs making me wrap my legs around his torso even tighter. A small gasp escaped my lips when he slammed me against his bookshelf, all the books came crashing down. I held myself up by his shoulders, my mouth parted across from his lips.

« We’re not even close to being done. »Carter moaned inside my ear making me wet all over again.

I was about to argue with him until he rammed back inside of me making me throw my head back against the wall. My nails were digging into his shoulder blades with each thrust, I felt my toes curl in pleasure.

My lips quivered against his, this just finalized my seat in hell.

‘Your suppose to be my daughter’

I hear my mom’s voice in the back of my head, this is wrong. What the hell I’m I doing ?

I need to stop this now.

« Carter, stop. » My voice came out as a weak whisper.