Chapter 3

/Ivory's POV/

"What the heck was that?"I questioned shrieking back in fear.

“I am talking inside you, took you long enough, I am Celene, and I am your wolf” The voice uttered inside my head.

I shrieked back in fear not knowing what was happening to me.

“Did werewolves exist, how did I become one?”. I turned around with the vicious beast turning back and forth knocking out things in the process.

“Yes they do exist far from human imagination and abode, there are so many secrets that are hidden, a few I am aware of some I am not“ Celene explained inside my head.

“How can I become a vicious beast that killed my father, I deserved to die I want to die in this miserable world, I can’t live with this body” I yelled out which came out as a growl, I trembled in my beast form using my claws to scar my face.

But to my utmost surprise, the wound closed up healing completely, the first still as new.

“You are a werewolf, you have some supernatural abilities, healing being one of them” Celene whined inside me, my stomach churned at her words meant to snap me back into reality.

I limped to the kitchen with imbalanced steps not accustomed to this stinking wolf’s body. I reached for a knife in the cutlery equipment in the one corner of the kitchen which was divided into two.

I cut my wolf body by the neck and fell lifeless on the floor with blood splattered everywhere. My eyelids felt heavy succumbing to the darkness

I awoke with Celene’s voice ringing in my head as I felt an electrifying jolt inside my body, the pain subsiding as the wounds closed yet again.

I screamed in terror exhausted, lying down with the stinking vicious creature on the floor.

“You don’t call yourself a stinking vicious creature, as a werewolf you embrace and accept your wolf, it's your inner self,” Celene said with a low tone which meant to console but I don’t fucking care.

“You fucking shut up, I don’t know who you are, whining in my head to manipulate me. Dream on” I snapped at her, scowling and growling.

She laughed hysterically at my outbursts. What the hell did I say that is funny, I couldn’t pin my head around it.

“I have been lying inside you dormant all this while and now, I have surfaced, it’s ridiculous bantering with your inner self” Celene muttered snapping back at me.

“What did you mean lying dormant all this while “ I questioned her standing with the beast's body, my eyes widened in shock.

“You got to know later on, and don’t call your wolf a beast, that’s very rude of you” I could imagine her rolling her eyes saying that.

“Then what are you?, your kind fucking killed my Dad, just what else am I breathing for with my miserable existence”. I cried out as each word felt like a knife stab in my chest.

How I found myself still alive from the near-death experience left my jaws dropped open. I slipped a tear off my face as I remembered I had no one to turn to now and I found myself with this mess of a body.

"I wouldn't forgive myself for causing both of my parent's death". Tears rolled down my furs which tickled.

"How am I supposed to leave with this self-guilt" I asked, aid taking an I'm able steps to the kitchen as I fell at the entrance as I was so big.

"I informed you, you ain't going to do a damn thing about it". Celene chirped in again.

"Transform me back into a human, this is freaking hard, you this beast". I yelled in my subconscious mind as I just wanted to die, nothing was worth living for in my miserable existence.

"You are still gonna heal if that's what you intended to do". She snapped back at me.

"Then what the hell am I gonna do, what did you want me to do, I want to have my body back, I don't want to live as a vicious beast". I break down admitting defeat probably tired of the petty outbursts we have been exchanging.

"Then will you stay still and do as I said and it's on a condition" she relayed standing up from the cold floor we have been lying down for a while now.

"What's that?" I tried to keep my cool and listen to what the hell she had to say.

"Envision yourself transforming into a human back". She divulged...

"It's not working, beast" I snapped back at her imagining as she had informed but it's not working.

"You have to relax your mind and be self-conscious, human," She said glaring her deadly teeth at me.

I felt my body instantly changing as the claws on my hands transformed back into fingers, the furs on my body changed to my hairy, and the big structure of the beast transformed into my small yet average stature.

“What’s the condition?” I said to my inner self with furrowed brows and a frown after changing back.

“There’s going to be a full moon today, and it’s the best time for a run, you have to move to an environment close to a forest”. Celene said giggling inside me.

“Dream on beast” I scoffed squishing my eyes with hands running through my hair.

“You agreed to the condition “. She snapped back at me sounding annoyed.

I am gonna hold you down today with all I got, with whatever means I will hold back your transformation. I swore with my head tilting down to one side.

"So, is this how you want to play? You will end up hurting yourself more,” Celene said shrugging it off.

“Remember the full moon is tonight, you got to make preparations or you will end up hurting people around you if you later go berserk,” Celene added raising her tone to her normal serene tone.

“Let’s wait and see,” I said to her with determination in my eyes as I set to find anything on the internet that could seal this stupid damn wolf.

My stomach grumbled feeling the urge to eat, I grabbed my black sweatshirt with matching black joggers, and a black baseball cap putting on my black sneakers. My platinum blonde hair cascaded down my back blending in with the black outfits.

I called a cab driver giving him the location I found on the web, I sat down in the back seat with my thoughts wavering if I would be able to get how to seal this beast.

“Ma'am, we have reached the place” The cab driver called out interrupting my thoughts, I quickly paid him alighting from the car.

I felt a painful pang in my ears, different voices I couldn't decipher, and my nose picking out different smells, I felt lightheaded as my knees wobbled walking to the entrance of the bar with my hands on my heads begging the pain to stop.

The door opened to reveal a man with striking features far from this world, he was a tall and imposing figure with, his shirt clung to his body as if it was about to be ripped off with his chiseled chest and muscular arms. He scented nice with floral laveñder emanating from him and evading my nose clouding my senses.

His alluring hazel orbs darted toward me drowning in his eyes as I felt a word that wasn't mine before my heavy eyelids succumbed to the darkness.

“Mate”.