Chapter 9

On their 1st and 2nd year, everything went so well. They have so-called relationship goals. But then Jennie got discovered by a magazine and she became a model and singer at Korea, she became busier than before to the point that they sometimes lost their communication

Jennie's POV

I got discovered as a model and singer. My schedule is so strict as before and I'm too busy for my first debut. Sometimes I didn't remember that I still have Lisa, because she's to busy at studying her degree course, she's going to graduate soon

It's my day off. Saturday morning. I slept all day and didn't notice that Lisa's been calling me the whole day

I pick up my phone that is beside the lampshade, I took a look and I saw her messages

She must be really upset now

***30 miscalls from love

4 messages from love ****

" Hi love good morning to you there at Korea it's already 7 pm here "

" Don't forget to eat your breakfast and take a rest always "

" I got the magazine love. You look, marvelous love "

" You must be busy and tired, just let me know if you're free "

Shit, I feel so guilty right now. She's longing for my attention and I didn't give her some

I stood up and take a bath, I went on my dresser and I find something comfortable to wear

I went to my kitchen to find something to ate, and all I got is an Apple and strawberries

I have a strict diet too. You know all about being a star, everything needs to be perfect

I'm living on my own now. I bought my condo, Lisa said that I can live on her condo but I refuse, it's too much if I did that

I went back to my room and set up my MacBook, I need to call Lisa now, it's already 6 pm here and it's already morning there

I open my laptop and connect it on my Skype

" Hi, love ... I missed you So much " I said and I gave her a flying kiss

" I missed you too love... By the way, is everything alright ?.... I've been trying to call you all day but you didn't answer it "

" I'm sorry about that. It's just I'm so tired so I slept all day. Do you have a review of school today? "

" Yes, babe I have. I'm just preparing my things and I'm on my way to school"

" Ow. Hey did you already got the magazine? How was it ?"

" Yes, babe. You look so gorgeous and I think I'm your fan now. I can't believe that I'm seeing my girlfriend on billboards and magazines. I'm so proud of you "

" Aww, thanks, babe ... Be careful on your way to school huh. I'll call you later love. Good luck "

" Okay babe, bye for now "

She ended up the call

It's so hard for me at our situation, she doesn't deserve me because she always gave me time while me, I'm always busy on my career

My manager called me and she said that they needed me for the shoot on channel

" Hello Sandra unnie, what is it? "

"Jennie sorry to bother you. I know that it's your off but we need you here at the studio to shoot for channels perfume "

" Fine unnie. I'll be there on a moment "

I wearing a black skirt and a yellow off-shoulder

I wear a coat because it's cold outside

I drive my car on the studio and as I opened it, it revealed the persons setting up the cameras

" Okay Jennie is here, we'll going to start within 10 minutes " the director shouted on the staff

I finished my photo shoot for today, it's a bit tiring to I let unnie jisoo to drive me home

Lisa's POV

I'm at my last year and I'm going to graduate next month

I admit I'm longing for Jennie's attention, she seems so busy but I understand that.

I'm so proud of her

I have half of my friends here with me in New York, seulgi and jungyeon and the rest is left at Korea

I find a new friend here, she is Park chaeyoung

I met her at my school back when I was in the first year

We're at the coffee shop now I just finished my review session and I take a break. I've been trying to call Jennie but her mobile phone is busy

" Yeah, what seems to be the problem? Why are you so sad today. Did something happen ?"

" Nothing at all rosé it's just Jennie and we have a lack of communication. I missed her "

" Oh the LDR thing "

" Yeah right .... she became busy these past months after her debut on that entertainment. When I went back on Korea i will buy that fucking entertainment " I said and she just laughs at me

" Yah Lisa. Stop it I know that Jennie will slap you when you do that "

" Did you finish all of your worksheets?"

" Yeah, I'm about to past it all "

" Good for you ... Let's party tonight with seulgi and jungyeon "

" Okay just drop the place and time... Bye, for now, I forget that irene and I have a shopping today"

" Bye, see you later "

We bid our goodbyes

Rosé is a sweet and caring woman, she always takes care of me and always cook for me whenever she went on my condo

She is like a sister to me. As soon as she left the 2 jerks came in

" Yow bro what's up? Is everything ok?" Seulgi said while tapping my head

" I know that it's Jennie dude. Let's just party later " jungyeon said while eating the rest of my food

"Aish fine. I'll just text rosé "

" Drop off on the Malibu bar "

" I'll be there. Just wait for me"

" Hurry up "

The rest of the three of us went on the bar

We waited for a moment and rosé came in

" What took you so long ?" Jungyeon said while pouring us a drink

" The traffic sucks . Give me that drink "

" Yah don't drink too much " I pull the glass away from her

" Don't worry I can handle my self "

We party all night and I didn't know that Jennie is calling me

Jennie's POV

I've been calling her and she didn't answer it. Last time when I called her she always pick it up and answer it quickly

I got pissed because I'm too tired and she didn't call me back she must be calling me at this time now but she didn't

" Aish what the heck is she doing," I said thru the wind

I'm pissed now and I just throw my phone on my bed, damn her

Maybe she doesn't deserve me, let's just focus on our career now

I must be just a distraction to her

I take off the necklace that she gave me and I put it on the box

I'm sorry but I can't wait for your promise. I'm done with you now. Everything will be difficult for us if we fight us

I'm so sorry that I got tired of you on us

I went out to meet unnie jisoo and to talk to her

" What the fuck Jennie are you kidding me? You've been together for almost 6, years now and you're planning to end it up like that. Yah it's so immature of you " she said and she slaps my arms

" I know unnie but maybe we need to focus on our career now. Everything will just be difficult for us if we fight our relationship I know that she's tired of me too. I just want her to find someone better than me, maybe she didn't deserve me at all "

" Aish fine Jennie if that's what you want I'm just your friend and I don't want to interfere in your relationship. But I warned you already. Think about it she fights for your relationship and she even has patience on you "

"I don't know unnie my decision is already made up "

Jisoo unnie drop me home and I went on my room

I found my phone at my bed and I pick it up, no calls and texts from her

She may be busy all day long

I feel so tired now so I just take a nap the rest of the day and watch Netflix

And still no messages from her, so I dropped her a voicemail

" Lisa..... I'm sorry let's break up now. I'm so sorry love but I got tired of our relationship, you deserve someone better than me. Hope you're doing good there. Always remember that I love you and I always will. If we're meant to be with each other will meet each other in the future again "

My tears keep falling as I speak and record the whole thing. It feels like something tear upon my heart. I hate my self for doing this to her. I'm such a fucking asshole. I hurt Lisa and she doesn't deserve my shitty attitude