Chapter 10

Lisa's POV

" Lisa..... I'm sorry let's break up now. I'm so sorry love but I got tired of our relationship, you deserve someone better than me. Hope you're doing good there. Always remember that I love you and I always will. If we're meant to be with each other will meet each other in the future again "

The message keeps running inside my head, why is it so painful

We've been together for almost 6 yrs now, and this fucking thing will just ruin it

I don't know Where did I go wrong . What did I do? I gave her everything, I love her, I care for her, I even fight our relationship and all this time this is what I will get. Damn her

I tried to call her again and again, but I didn't get a single answer

I'm drowning on my tears now, I just don't get it why does this happen to me all I do is to love her. And yet she left me hanging

I texted her all day and tried to call her again

" Babe, please let's talk about this. We've been together for almost 6 years, please don't throw it just like that "

" Babe answer the phone. Please just let me talk "

" Babe if you love me, you won't let this happen "

I got no response, so I packed up my things and used our private jet I went back to Korea to find her and to talk to her

I didn't tell dad and mom that I'm going back tonight, I don't care on what will happen all I want now is to talk to her

Jennie's POV

I cried all night. Until i fall asleep, I know it's not right to let her go like that. I'm a jerk to let it happen but I want her to be happy

I didn't attend my schedules, I canceled it all because I just wanted to be alone now

My manager called me and she said that my cousin wants to meet me at the coffee shop near the park tomorrow afternoon

I just said yes yet I don't know if I'm going

*** Daddy Liam's calling**

"Hello Jennie Meet me at the coffee shop now " he hung up quickly

I went to the coffee shop and I wear shades to hide my eyes from him

As I entered the coffee shop Lisa's dad wave at me

I went on him and sat across him

" I know that you already had a clue on the reason why I called you "

I remain on silence

" I know that it became hard for you, being on a long-distance relationship is hard. I respect your decision. And I know that your main priority now is your career. I'm just here to tell you that thank you for making my daughter happy on that 6 years of your relationship"

" I'm..... I'm sorry about what I did, believe me, I loved her with all my heart. It's just I just want us to focus on our career now, I might be a distraction to her and I just want her to succeed "

" Okay is that's what you want, I will respect it "

He left early as I expected and I went home and lock my room I stayed all night crying

Lisa's POV

I arrive at the airport and I didn't go to the mansion, I spent the night at my condo

I called Sandra to ask her schedule but she refused to give me any information, she said it's against their rules in the company

But she tells me that Jennie will have a meeting tomorrow afternoon

I still tried to call her but I can't reach her, her phone is off.

I bought the whole bottle of vodka and whiskey, I drink it all night and questioning my self. Why did she do this to me?

The next day. I went to the coffee shop and I saw her with a familiar man, kai

I feel that I Lose my balance, my knees became weak and I can barely walk the anger started to build inside my heart. My blood is boiling. I went on them and I lose control

Jennie's POV

I just finished the Meeting with my cousin I stayed for a moment when a man sat across me. It's kai

" What do you want? " I said frowning my eyebrows on him

" I just heard that you dumped her "

" What now if I did it ?"

I felt that someone is standing beside me. I saw Lisa

I didn't have a chance to speak

" So this is the reason why you broke up with me, I see. Maybe I'm not worthy of your loving. I loved you with all my heart and soul, and this is what I get. I'm sorry to interrupt you two but I think I need to go " as soon as she turned her back from me my tears fall through my eyes

" L...lisa it's not what you think. Babe let's talk about it " I said shuttering and running to her

" There's nothing to talk about Jennie, I saw it. No need to explain everything and besides I want you to be happy now "

She said and tears fall from. her eyes as well as mine, she shut the door and drive away from me

I remain on my position and I can feel that my knees are weak. I can't walk and all I can do is to cry

Lisa's POV

Yeah right I get it, she just finds someone better than me. I'm such an asshole for letting her find someone else

I just want to be alone now, I booked a flight to California to forget everything. Although my exams are next week I can take the exam whenever I want to

Rosé calling me and she seems so worried about me

" Yeah where are you ??, Why didn't you pick up my calls last night?"

" Chaeng ..... we broke up "

"What?!?.... Where are you now?"

" I'm here in Korea but I booked a flight to California.. don't worry"

" Okayyy I'll book a flight too, I'm going with you I can't leave you right now "

" Meet me at my house in California "

" Okay I'll see you later "

Rosé's POV

I know that she's in pain right now I need to comfort her now, she's like a sister to me now, I packed my things and I booked a flight to California

As I arrive I waited for her at her house and yeah right she's so wasted now

I have an auntie here at California so I drop my things on their house and I will be living there temporarily

Lisa went out and told me that she will just have a drink, I insist to come but she didn't let me because she just wants to be alone now

" No, I will come with you, what if you got into a fight. "

" Yeah. I'm not that immature to start a fight, don't worry I can take care of myself "

" Aish, if something happens just give me a call "

She just nodded at me

She drives off and went on the bar

Lisa's POV

I entered the club and it's a fancy one

I ordered drinks and sat alone on a couch that has tables

I drink all night and got drunk to forget about her. But I didn't help at all. All our memories just went back running on my head

I drunk the whole bottle of whiskey, and a girl with blond hair went on me

"Do want to have fun tonight ?.... Let's go out"

" Nah I'm good, go away I want to be alone "

She just rolled her eyes and she got lost on my sight

I stayed up all night and I even stay until there closing time, they force to kick me out because they are going to close the bar

" What the fuck dude? ... You know what? I can buy your entire club right now Don't you wait for it to happen "I pointed at the manager

" Sorry ma'am but you need to leave. You're so drunk now and we need to close now "

" Aish fine ... Here take this shit" I trow 1000$ on him and I left the club

I went on my car and I almost crawl on my feet and sat for a moment, looking at the nowhere and still thinking about the fact that we're already over

Is it my fault? , Yeah maybe it is I let it happen. I didn't even think that she can do that to me

I heard that my phone is vibrating

*** Love is calling

But instead of answering it I throw it away and broke it into pieces

I still can feel the pain inside me. And it hurts every time that I heard and remember her name

I don't know if I will Able to drive I don't know I just want to tear off my heart so that I can't fell the pain inside me

I love her but I think it's now enough. I trust her but she broke it