SINISTER PASSION.

I sighed and sat down on the floor, pushing my knees to my chest and allowing my long hair to cover my face.

I shouldn’t have snapped at him. But he was butting his ass in my business and I didn’t like that.

I’m already in a terrible mood as it is. He didn’t have to worsen my situation.

At a young age, our parents were hardly at home.

They were always busy at their jobs.

They could stay out for weeks before they get home. Ash and I were barely of age when I started watching over him.

My mom would come home and teach me how to prepare stuff and watch over him since I was older than him.

Though we had nannies, I still looked after my brother.

I watched over him for years. The love I never received from my parents or loved ones. I gave it to him.

So, he could get what I had never had.

Unconsciously, I saw him as my child, my responsibility to take care of.

In simple words, I catered to his every need and always put him first.

I raised him.

It was hard, but I got over it as time passed.

I faced every bullet, and I was often unjustly accused because of him.

I covered up for him to avoid getting lashed on by my parents.

I depended so much on Ash and relied on him, as he was becoming an alpha.

My life was so gloomy and gray. I had no one to talk to or explain my situations to.

I felt deprived of emotional feelings and…love.

Like I’m being me, but not alive.

My parents were the sort of people whose expectations were so high.

They care so much about their image and want perfection and failure to meet those expectations.

Ash and I get trounced.

Before leaving us alone, they beat us to the point of death.

They want no mistakes from our lives but perfection.

This luxurious mansion we call home was like coming to a prison every single day.

I’m 17 years old. Yet, I feel like I’m 30 years old.

I guess I grew up too fast to live my age.

Because of the abuse we received constantly from my parents, if we ever failed any rules, Ash became so protective of me.

And I developed sinister thoughts because of him.

I know informing him about what the principal said at the office triggered Ash’s Alpha instincts because he knows once our parents get their calls from the school.

We will both get tortured for our stupid mistake.

After all, we are nothing but puppet tools to our parents.

There is no way we are going to escape from them.

Besides, they own 40% shares of the school premises. So, it would be hard to escape and hide our flaws away from them.

I got up from the floor and jumped on my bed to fall asleep.

Just for a second, to forget about what happened and sleep.

I didn’t want to think about anything because of how weak I was getting. And whenever I was getting weary and dizzy, it was because of how worried I was.

My eyes twitched when I heard a gasp behind me as I lay down beside my pillows, hugging them.

“Ahhhh…” was what I heard, which made me pause. “Ahhhhhh…fuck…damn…Violet.” He gave out a low moan.

Ash.

I heard a squishy sound as he lightly squeezed my butt with a shivering moan. I knew what he was doing.

“My dick feels hot.” He whispered. “I’m going insane, Violet.”

He got closer to me. “I’m cumming, Violet.” He shot his load on my ass cheeks, pushing my pants aside with a loud moan.

Wasn’t he worried I would overhear him and know what he is doing?

“Violet. I want you so much. I love you.” He panted for a couple of seconds. “How long do I have to keep doing this?”

“Damn.” He murmured.

It seemed like he took a tissue and cleaned off his sperm off my ass cheeks.

He left my bed and quietly left the room after fixing my pants.

As soon as he left, my eyes beamed with tears.

‘How long do I have to keep doing this’ struck me?

I sobbed quietly and held my mouth with both hands from crying out.

Once my parents found out about this, they would beat me to death and accuse me of teaching him how to commit forbidden acts when he was just a teenager.

I would take the fall for Ash.

Everything becomes a taboo when someone breaks it in two.

I never taught Ash anything. I just simply took the role of being both parents for years, instead of my parents.

They handed me a parenting role at a young age to act and raise him.

I did it perfectly, yet what went wrong?

How did I raise you, Ash? Where did I ever go wrong in taking care of you?

Was this all my fault?

I couldn’t help my tears from spilling out of my eyes.

My heart ached as I continued crying.

I couldn’t help it. I couldn’t feel these feelings watering the plants in my heart.

How could I tell someone? Anyone, about these things happening to me?

How long am I going to keep on pretending that nothing was happening?

Who should I talk to? How can I tell my parents that my brother wants me? Of course, I can’t tell them anything.

What am I thinking?

During the years we were both growing up, I knew he wanted me.

I knew he lusted after me, that’s why I turned a blind eye to his desires for years, even when I knew that I also felt the same way he did.

I found out when he was 14 years old about his infatuation.

It devastated me and tore me apart.

How was that possible? Was he going through puberty or something?

I began everything by going through his laptop to retrieve copies of the assignment he had.

I couldn’t attend school that day because I wasn’t feeling well.

I don’t know how it happened, but when I refreshed his chrome website, it reopened the page.

The porn he was secretly watching popped up on the screen, and then I saw everything.

Incest porn.

Siblings sleeping with each other and all kinds of disgusting stuff.

And also the videos he shot himself. He saved them in his files and renamed them by my name.

Violet Part 1 and Violet Part 2, and so on.

My hands were shaking as I clicked on the video as soon as the files opened and saw him lying down on the bed with his legs wide open.

His white balls and his dick were wet. He rubbed them with both hands, lustfully popping his pink tongue out.

He moaned and slowly stroked his cock as he stared at it and rolled his tongue across his lips.

“Violet. I want you so much.” He whispered and kept stroking his cock. "You are so beautiful, Violet." He shivered. 'Don't make me cum.'