Heart disaster

***Nicholas POV***

Being an only child of a billionaire sex addict and a whore have taken a thorn on my flesh

I might have laughed but I laugh out of pain

I might have played but I play because I don't want to be pitied.

No one knows of my family issues except that we are stinkin rich. A company if not for me would have gone down the drain and a parent in a private mental therapy ..hmmm well it close to it

I built a private house for them, securing it with securities and CCTV and of course with the heLp of some security men

They kept on causing me and asking me why? why else if not for the complaints ...a mother complaining about her child being molested or the young girls and boys or the rape incidents. They're sick though even though no therapist believes it, I know it and I don't want to see them ever again.

A dad who flirts with every one of your girlfriends and bangs the ones that are just like his wife then a mother who let's anything with a dick enter her. Are they alright? What is our dignity?

I know I have faults but that doesn't mean I want to change cause I know if I do I will die of depression but that bitch really crossed the line by lying to me about her purity.

My God! She's a virgin. She has never been touched before and I did that to her. I should be punished.

I felt it, I felt it in my heart ...her tears, her face. Fuck! I should have known CLEAR was lying, she likes her so she wants me out of the way when she noticed my feelings towards her

I was so so jealous not because she told me she slept with her but because she said the girl did it for the money and that.. that's her job ...a runs girl ...a whore who fuck's anything and she got me there

I guess I'm somehow getting punished because here I am since morning staring at the ceiling with her face clouding my mind and no food in my stomach.

....she is dangerous to my health and too good for me plus.. I caused her pain and I'm not sure if she is ever going to forgive me.

I need to let her go