Liebe 12

"Life is short and we have never too much time for gladdening the hearts of those who are traveling the dark journey with us. Oh, be swift to love, make haste to be kind." ~ Henri Frederic Amiel

Lukas.

Her lips were so soft, so plump, so perfect against mine.

"So what do we call this ?" I asked breaking up the kiss but our faces were still so close, her lips just an inch away.

"Friends with benefits." She looked me in the eyes, I couldn't help but stare at her brown Hazel nut eyes.

"But--" I was cut off.

"We probably won't ever see each other again, I'm only here for a short amount of time, Lukas." She sighed breaking out of my embrace as she walked over to the couch. She looked so nice in shorts in fact sexy.

"I haven't thought about that, love." I followed her. It was true, I hadn't thought much about it all I thought about was just having her close to me for this moment but I didn't realize whatever this was it would end soon.

"I know but I have."

"Tell me about it ?" I suggested placing her hand in mine. I wanted to know her thoughts, out of all the girls I had been with I could always read their minds but with Antonella I mean my Antonella god...Antonella she isn't easy to read at all. She has this boundary all around her, I'm guessing she is quite a conservative person.

"I don't want to fall for you because its going to hurt when I leave."

"Is that a bad thing though ?" I shuddered at the thought of rejection.

"No-Yes-i-mean I don't know." She sighed.

"So we can make this, whatever it is temporary." I smirked "If you want to ?"

"Of cause I want to but..." There's always a but.

"But in that short time, I know I will fall for you."

I have already fallen for you Antonella.

"Feelings aside then let's just enjoy the moments and time we will have together." I smiled holding up her chin to look at me.

"Fine. I guess we can do that." She blushed.

Such beauty.

"I love it when you smile, Antonella." I said, I loved saying her name ever since I learnt it. I find myself saying it all by myself.

Antonella Le roux.

"I love it when you say so."

"I love it when you look at me like that." I retorted.

"I love it when you make me feel like this." She replied, our eyes locked.

"I love it, when your lips are against mine." I replied giving her a peck on the lips.

"I love it when you speak your mind." She softly kissed my lips and I couldn't help but deepen the kiss.

"God, where have you been all this time ?" I whispered my breath fanning her beautiful face.

"I don't want to talk Lukas." She mumbled when i moved my hands from her thighs, sending tingles to both our bodies, I knew she could feel it. We both felt it.

"What do you want to do ?" I teased with a smirk, rubbing her breast over the fabric.

"I want you, Lukas." She moaned, I felt my pants build a tent.

"I want you too baby, from the first day I laid my eyes on you. I knew you were the one." I hovered over her kissing her neck.

"We shouldn't waste time, because I won't be here for long." She sighed moving her neck to one side giving me more entrance to lay kisses on her majestic body.

"I know my love but right now is not the time, your body guard could come in at any moment." I whispered before biting hard on her neck, she moaned in pain and pleasure as she tried to unbutton my shirt. After marking my territory I pampered the now purple spot with sloppy kisses.

"Oh Lukas, you make me so desperate."

"Antonella, you have no idea who is more desperate between you and I." I pressed my crouch on her abdomen and she blushed.

"Is it too early to say I'm inlove with you, because I can't keep this inside anymore." I groaned but she pulled me close and pressed her lips onto mine, at this moment we kissed like there was no tomorrow, words just weren't enough to explain our feelings. I know she feels the same by the way she kisses me or looks at me. I know she loves me but she is afraid of commitment and what follows after it. I'm not faithful never have been but I think that only happens when you are still a lost soul and every girl you meet doesn't intrigue you. I guess I'm past that point but rather this is only Temporary, I have no intention of marrying her or anything like that.

Marian was right before you know it likes escalates to love.

I'm in love with Antonella Le Roux.

The most beautiful being on earth. I have never felt this way about a girl before, but this feeling is something I can't help but wish it stays in my cold frozen heart forever.

"I love you, Antonella." I said under my breath. She didn't reply because she is afraid of being too attached then she will be heartbroken when she departs. I feel like I found the one but soon she will depart from me. Just how awesome this world is, maybe I have a thing for foreigners.

"We are getting at little cozy huh ?" I heard Leanne's voice then quickly moved from being on top of Antonella.

I stood up, only to see Antonella's friends? grimacing at me except the body guard, he seemed angry, not happy.?Well I'm not surprised.

"George please don't mention anything to father." Antonella said nervously.

"Do you want to go back to South Africa pregnant ?" He asked fuming.

"We weren't-" Antonella sobbed.

"Your father won't be happy about this, he will book you a flight and you will go home." He warned.

"Don't you think you are being a little outrageous ?" Amanda sneered at the grumpy man.

"No I'm here to take care of you girls, nothing I do is ever outrageous if its for your safety."

Yeah right.

"Don't, its my fault." I spoke up, I don't want her to be snatched away from me so soon.

"I knew you were a bad influence." He snarled. I rolled my eyes, what an uptight gringo.

"Come on George, they didn't do anything." Amanda seethed.

"I'm sorry." Antonella said her eyes becoming blurry. My heart was hurt, I never want to see her heartbroken.

"Fine, this is a warning last warning."

She looked at me with pleading eyes, I had to compromise if I wanted her in Germany I had to listen to his orders.

"I will leave." I walked to the door before winking at Antonella.

This was only the beginning.