Liebe 11

"The magic of first love is our ignorance that can never end." ~ Benjamin Disraeli?

Antonella.

"Then we kissed." I blushed concluding.

"You lucky girl." Leanne squealed.

"You deserves all the happiness Nella." Amanda muttered.

I knew what she meant but just because I kissed a guy that didn't mean I would forget my mother even though she forgot me clearly since she never looked for me. How do you live with yourself knowing that you left a child wherever you left them.

"Nella don't over think it." Amanda sat next to me on the leather couch in our lounge suite.

"I know." I sighed.

"For once just enjoy the moments you have and forget about these thoughts." Leanne assured me with a smile.

"Yeah.."

"So do you really like Lukas ?" They both said in unison.

"Uhm no." I was startled.

"You are lying..." Leah furrowed her eyebrows.

"I'm not."

"Yes, you are." Mandy smirked making me me remember Lukas's famous smirks.

"Come on, he clearly likes you." Leah shrugged.

"Okay maybe I liked him a little."? I blushed.

"Its obvious silly." Leah giggled, she's a sucker for romance.

"I like him alot, he gives me feelings I can't explain. Good Lord it feels so good to say it out loud. Honestly I liked him from the first time my eyes laid upon his. Ooh Leah , Mandy I have never felt this way about a person before..." I giddly smiled.

"Mandy oh its official our Nella is in love with a German guy." Leah jumped to hug me, this is weird. This feeling is so foreign to me yet so comforting.

"Antonella Le roux is INLOVE EVERYONE THE GIRL WHO NEVER BELIEVED IN LOVE." Mandy yelled as if there was an audience.

I laughed genuinely for the first time in my entire life, I felt like I had something to look forward to or rather something to live for.

Suddenly George interrupted.

"Antonella someone has requested to see you." He summoned.

"Uhm who is it ?" I asked while Leah and Mandy sniggered.

"Lukas Rieger." My heart skipped a beat.

What will I say...gosh.

"Hey Luki." Leah smirked when she saw him in a button up black suit, maybe he was in a meeting.

"How are you ? Leah, Amanda." He smiled "Antonella." He smirked. My name coming out of his lips sounded oh so heavenly.

"We were just leaving anyways, sight seeing." Leah said amusedly.

"Yeah sight seeing Berlin." Mandy added. How can they leave me alone with him.

Goshhhhh.

"Bye." They said heading out. " Uhm George can you come with us, you never know what might happen out there." Leah pouted and George seemed hesitant until he finally gave in.

"Fine, Antonella don't go out. Stay in the hotel, I don't want you getting hurt." He added before heading out with my two best friends. There I was fidgeting with my hands, I was dressed in a short and a black flowery see through blouse. I felt so intimidated by his look even though he had no tie on, he still made me shake in my boots.

"Lukas." Was all I managed to say when he smashed his lips onto mine leaving me breathless. I missed his minty breath the way he held me in his warm arms.

He pulled away and whispered... "I have been longing to do that for a week now."

I felt my heart beat faster than anything, hammering against my ribs. Our chests were so close together I didn't know if it was my heart beating that fast or his beating against my own.

"If I said I didn't want you to, then I would be lying." I whispered suddenly he pulled me into a hug, I felt so safe I didn't ever want to let go. I wanted to be in his arms forever...at this moment I knew I was falling for someone I wasn't ever going to see for a long time but why not enjoy this moment.

"I'm not sure of my feelings but all I know is I want you, you are always on my mind, I'm so confused. I know this makes no sense since we only met about a week ago ---"

"It's okay." I interrupted his rumbling, it felt so good to know that he feels the same way I do, only he doesn't have to know.

"I'm sorry its okay if you don't feel the same-" he pulled back running his fingers through his hair.

He looks so perfectly charming and doesn't even know it.

"Lukas, I like you." I smiled making him stop.

"A lot.." I showed my pearly whites.

"You do ?" He asked a glint of relief and happiness behind his smile.

I knew it was weird for us both considering we don't know much about each other but I'm falling and it feels good to know that I'm not falling alone.

"I like you Lukas." He's smiled widened and honestly it felt good to release these suppressed feelings, the last time I saw him was a week ago when we went to the lake after that I never saw him till today, I felt rejected but I didn't know how to feel now that we both know there is an attraction between us then why not ?

"I like you Antonella." He said I couldn't help but pull him close to me again and he did the pleasure of smashing his soft lips onto mine as I wrapped my hands around his neck. The kiss was soft and gently, a hint of mint taste from his mouth and breath, he deepened the kiss as our lips moved in synch his hands roaming around my body.

He is everything, this trip is the best thing that ever happened to me but will it always be that way ??