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With that, he swooned his hands behind my head and took me in for a kiss, his hand sliding up my spine to tangle in my hair. I knew I should stop him, that I should push him away and leave this house, and him but I couldn't. Instead, I found myself clinging to him, my hands fisting in the damp towel around his waist as I kissed him back.

When he finally pulled away, his breathing ragged, he rested his forehead against mine. "Anything you want, just know that I want you Lauren. I will play by your rules, okay?”

My heart pounded in my chest, screaming at me to say no, to walk away and never look back. But as I looked into his eyes, I saw the raw need and longing there, I felt my shoulders slump in defeat.

Maybe it wasn't bad after all to lust after your stepfather. I opened my mouth to call him and he silenced me with the tip of his finger.

“Call me Shane, I am just thirty five and not some old dude.” I chuckled at his remark, and brushed his fingers away from my lips.

"Shane..." For the first time, I called him by his name.

"You have the most seductive voice," He added and for a moment, I saw something different in his eyes. Something that made me believe this wasn't just about him wanting to have me in between his legs. Did he really love me?

I slapped myself out of daze. It couldn't be, he can't love you, get yourself back together. The more I convinced myself, the more I found myself nodding slowly to his request. "Okay. I will let you play by my rules." I whispered, the word slipping from my lips before I could second-guess it. He kissed me again, softer this time, and then took my hand, leading me toward the stairs. “Where are we going?”

“To have your shower unless you want me helping you bathe yourself.”

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~In the bedroom ~

Shane opened the door, and we stepped into his room. It was dimly lit, the soft glow of a bedside lamp casting shadows on the walls. The room was spacious, elegantly furnished, but it was the lavish bed at the center that caught my attention. My breath hitched as he led me to the edge of it, his eyes never leaving mine.

“Your rules, Lauren. I want to play by your rules. Strip for me, Lauren.” My face reddened at his seemingly calm voice and smiled. “My rules are right in my diary. If you are the man drilling my pussy today, it will never change until I kick you out.” My eyes skimmed through his perfectly toned body down stopping at his navel. “Your towel is still on…”

"Fuck! You are this loyal, Lauren.” He bit his lips, caressing my cheeks. “The way you’re looking at me right now... it’s driving me insane." His fingers slowly traced the straps of my dress, sliding them off my shoulders one at a time. The dress slipped down, pooling at my feet, leaving me in just my bra and panties. "Lauren," Shane murmured against my skin, his lips trailing down to my nipples, and immediately, he took my nipples into his mouth, sucking on it.

I moaned softly, clutching onto the bedsheet as he teased my nipples with his tongue, biting it hard. I threw my head backwards, the pleasure building beneath my thighs. And just then he stopped, pulling me up from the bed.

I was a bit disappointed he had stopped but couldn't show it as I saw his creeping seductive smirk on his lips. He sat on the bed, spreading out his legs and fondling my hair backwards. “Suck me, Lauren. I want you to suck me.”

I undid his towel, pulling it off from his ass and tossing it to the ground. He groaned as I took hold of his dick, giving it a stroke. I leaned in tying my hair behind my shoulders into a tight braided knot. My warm breath swept against his skin as I kissed and nipped along his shaft, drawing out a low groan from him before taking him fully in, my eyes settling on his.

“I imagined you having a large cock, but not this big.” I murmured, his shaft banging against my throat, gagging on his dick. He threw his head backwards, hissing while his grip on my hair tightened, forcefully smacking my boobs.

“Yes—Lauren…Yes, Oh shit—Your mouth is so warm.” He smacked my ass, pushing my head to his laps, fondling my erected nipples until it reddened. He pulled his dick out of my mouth, wiggling and rubbing it on my face, my saliva trickling down my face.

“You were wrong for not waiting either,” I bit my lips nervously stooping down and grabbing his dick. He hissed harshly as I stroked harder and faster.

“Oh my—Lauren, fuck stop it!” I heard him scream trying to release my arm from his dick but I continued, gagging on it and then he caught hold of my hands. I breathed heavily, flinging my hair into a bun. “Did you just punish me? You bad bitch.” I clutched to my neck softly, opening my mouth with his index fingers until it was wide enough and took me in for a surprise kiss.

He lifted me up, fondling my breast. “I read your diary Lauren. Do you want me to help you accomplish what you wrote down?” He sheepishly pulled on the bed, opening my legs and sniffing me in.

I felt his finger tug at my clitoris playing with it for a while before he stopped. “How long have you figured out that you wanted me?”

I gulped in, his intense gaze on my face.

“Long enough to write those shit in my dairy. I had to watch porn everyday and picture that it was you while fingering myself. I was really that bad” I confessed and he let out a deep chuckle, stroking my cheeks.

“How much do I turn you on? Tell me Lauren and I will consider giving you the best, right on this damn bed.”

“More than a hundred percent,” I answered, a bit embarrassed that he was teasing me this way. “On page two of my diary says that I have always wished for you to fuck me. I want you in there.”

“Darling, where is the fun if I fuck you? Besides, I want my little girl's first time to be memorable, you know. I want you to remember this day even on your deathbed.”

I blushed at his words, feeling his bulge pressing on my cunt. “Then you want me to say it?”

“Yes, I want you to say, Daddy, please I want your cock in my pussy. And say it like you mean it. Say it like your life depends on it.” He grabbed my neck, arching my back upwards until my ass was in the air on his eye level and without warning, he spanked my ass.

I groaned from his slap, my body trembling from his spanks. I never did think that spanking was this exciting. I wiggled my ass, keeping my mouth shut and he chuckled, spanking me again even harder than the last.

“Slutty Lauren with fat ass, your pussy is mine forever you understand?” He murmured, starting first with his index finger before thrusting both his fingers into my cunt. I hissed, biting my lips as I felt his fingers hit my G-spot. “I should have fucked you when I had the chance, do you know how fucking gorgeous you are.”

With half of his right finger in my pussy, the other was gripping my ass and his tongue licking my clit. Every single thing I had dreamed of was happening! Shane was fingering me!

“Oh Shit, pull out—I can't hold it any longer.” I pleaded while he continued to bang me like I was crap and then he pulled out his fingers from me, licking my liquids off his nails. “Shane, I want your cock in my pussy. I want you to fuck me just like I had dreamed of. That night I walked in to see you licking my mom's pussy and hearing her moans, I want to experience it. I want to have your tongue against my pussy lips, sucking on it.”

“Very good, my kitten.” He spanked me for the last time, yanked my ass to him, eating them. Each bite sent a new wave to my body and I trembled as Shane smirked, and looked up at me, biting my lips and holding onto the bed frame above my head for support. He caressed my thigh, and mumbled. “Relax Lauren, your pussy is mine, you should have known when you decided to write eighty dirty dares and truths on your diary.”

His fingers flickered on my clit and I jolted up. Rather than stop, he pushed me down, towering over me and pressing me against the bed frame. He lowered his head between my thighs, licking my squirts up and started off slowly with a finger. I felt him enter in and I cried out, clutching tighter to the bed frame.

He laughed, kissing my clit and fondling my nipples with his other hand. “You know the codes don't you? Red Yellow Green…”

I nodded my head grinning ear to ear, aching my back upwards. He went under me, spreading my legs wide open and taking my cunt whole. The bites were intense, I couldn't believe he was eating the fuck out of me!

”Ah—Fuck, Shane—”

This was beyond what I wanted.

“Use the damn codes Lauren!”

“Green, green, Shane. Fuck me harder, eat my pussy dry!”