Chapter 15

After about half and hour he then down the volume on the TV and turn to me.

"Come on Bobby,tell me what's wrong with you".

"Nothing".

"Then why are you afraid of people".

"no reason".

"Oh tell me please and I'll give you a cookie".

he smirk.

I chuckled."You sound like Dylan",Dylan always tried to bribe me with cookies it was so cute back then.

"Dylan?".he ask confuse.

Then it hit me,Ashton had no idea who Dylan was.

"He was my boyfriend".I whispered

He look at me in shock,then spoke.

"You're gay".

I nod slowly.

"Uh oh...so,where is Dylan did you guys broke up?".

"N-no.........he's........ dead".

looking at my hands,the image of him came back.Dylan,laying on a hospital bed.I tried to look for any signs of him breathing, only one sign and its wasn't good,the machine next to his bed just made one long beep.

"Bobby,Bobby breathe!!".

Ashton grab my shoulders as I exhale,I didn't even realize that I was holding my breath.It might have been because I was trying so hard to hold in my cries.My breathing went back to normal and Ashton pull me over to his bed and sat down beside me.

"Bobby you don't have to say anything else OK?".

I didn't want to say anything else,I didn't want to think about Dylan,my mom,dad or them....but I trust Ashton and he deserves to know and I need to be tough,its painful yes but I can't keep crying to myself or even keep crying every time I remember them.

"No I want to tell you",

"you don't have to Bobby".

"shut up,I'm talking".

"O..Kay".

I took in a deep breath and close my eyes.

"Dylan was my first boyfriend my best friend,he completed me,he was everything to me.Our parents were close and i met him for the first time at a double family reunion. We started dating when were 15 and he died last year,a month before my birthday.He got hit by a car, but he didn't die until he was at the hospital.I was happy to go see him.At the hospital  he spent his last minutes with me telling me how much he loved me,until he took in a deep breath and whispered 'I love you' to me.And then he was gone.

I cried for three weeks.I went to school once but everywhere you turn you see something about Dylan and it hurt me and I didn't went back.I didn't want to talk to anyone.I didn't want to see anyone because the most important person,the most important thing in my life died.