Chapter 4

CARA POV :

"Wanna dance?" James asks me.

The first word that comes up in my head is 'no'. But I stop myself from saying it.

I am here for a little fun instead of having fun with creepy and groping strangers, I can be with someone I know. It is not that I'm going to start a relationship with him beside before starting anything, I should make it clear that I want something with no strings attached.

Yeah. It sounds right.

And he looks so good in casual clothes. Fitted green half sleeve shirt with jeans.

I had never seen him in any other outfit rather than suits. So it is a nice change, seeing him in casual.

Should I say yes? Why does it feel like bad idea? A voice in the back of my head keeps saying one name, the name I want to forget ' LUCA' .

He is not here, heck I don't even know where he is.

Why would you think about him when he never came back. For crying out loud, he could be living a happy married life.

My heart sinks at this thought. I take a deep breath to calm myself down.

"Hey.. hey.. hey.. You don't have to dance if you don't want. I'm not forcing okay? Just calm down.." James says, looking at me worriedly.

Heck with it.. I'm going to dance and have a little fun tonight.

"I'm fine. You know what? We should dance. Come on.." I say and grab hold of his hand. He looks surprised but a sly smile comes to his lips and we head toward the dance floor.

Instantly, James pulls me toward him and starts to move his hips with the music, guiding me along by placing his hands on my waist.

At first, it feels awkward but after some minutes I throw the awkward out of the window and put my hands around his neck and move my body along with him.

He sucks in a deep breath and turns me around pushing my back on his chest, flushed. His arms circling my waist. I don't know what got into me, I start to grind myself on him.

It was a long time since I had this type of moments. But it feels good about having me back.

James's arms tighten around me and in a blink of my eyes, he pushes me to the wall corner, making me gasp.I look at him and he smirks at me , putting both of his hands beside my head,caging me in.

And at that moment my friends, I start to panic.

I hadn't done anything physical in a long time, I am nervous dammit.

He inches his face closer to mine, looking straight into my eyes as looking straight into my soul. He looks so fierce rather than go-jolly-James I am used to seeing at work.

"Let it go.." He whispers, stopping just an inch away from my lips, his eyes on my lips. My breaths become heavy at his proximity. I'm feeling all hot inside and out.

"Let it go. I won't do anything without your permission." He whispers again but this time looking into my eyes.

The way he looks at me with lust makes me all giddy inside and I seriously for the first time in my life want to let go of everything, of all my fears and enjoy my life."I don't want anything permanent. I don't want any strings attached." I tell him. I can see wheels turning in his head, he is thinking something.

"Your wish is my command." He tells me, licking his lips. But I can see something in his eyes but I can't figure it out.

"Enough of talking.... Kiss me!" He demands and before I comprehend what is happening, I have put my lips on his.

He replies instantly. He kisses me like he is starving. He pushes me in the wall, his whole body grinding on me.

His kiss is deep, rough. I had forgotten, how it feels to be kissed, to be held like this, to have a body pressed against mine like this. His warmth engulfs me. I put my hands on his back wanting him to be closer.

He groans. His hands on my hips, pulling me on him. I moan in the kiss. He removes his lips and continues his kisses on my neck, sucking, biting, his tongue leaving a wet trail.

I try to hold my moan. I feel his hands moving over my stomach, then to my ribs, his fingers caressing my skin, my eyes snap open and before he can move his hands further, i put my hands on his and remove them from my body.

I pull away and try to catch my breath to calm myself down. He removes his head from my neck and puts it on my shoulder, breathing in deeply.

We stay like this for few moments before he kisses the side of my neck and pulls away to look at me.

I blush under his gaze and look down.

He puts his finger on my chin and lifts my head up. He kisses me again but this time, it is short and slow then holds my hand in his. His big hand engulfing mine, I like it.

"Where are we going?" I ask him as he starts taking me towards the door.

"My home.." He replies and I stop in my tracks, yank my hand away from his.

"Umm..I don't think so... I should go now." He is out of his mind if he thinks that kissing me, can make me bed him.I mentally roll my eyes.

"Easy there. I had told you before and I am going to say it again, I'm not going to do anything without your permission. So yeah? I was thinking if you want to hang out with me? We can watch movies or have dinner like that? "

"Oh but you forget to share your thinking with me, dear." I reply sarcastically. He chuckles at me.

"Okay.. So Cara, do you want to watch movies or have dinner with me, later tonight?" He asks me, giving me a charming smile.

Hmmmm... Let's have a shot at it because it seems something better than my everyday boring life.

"Sure, why not" I tell him.

JAMES POV:

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Yes... Yes . Yes..

How I want to fist pump the air and scream my heart out. But I will look like a freak so I control myself.

After two fucking years, she has accepted to go out with me. It is probably the happy moment of my life. She will be damn if she thinks I am going to let her go now.

Nothing permanent? Ha. I will make her stay with me for the rest of my life..

I had lied when I say that it is nothing permanent. I am going to make it a lifetime. I get her after so long, I'll be damn if I let her go now.

I help her out of the club.

"Well, where are we going? I had brought my car with me and I can't leave it here. Did you also? " she asks.

"Nope. I came here with a friend." I lied, indeed I came here in my car but I want to spend more time with her. I will pick up my car later.

"Okay good. Come on.. We will go in my car.."

"Cool.." I reply and help her get in her car. In return, she gives me the most beautiful smile which makes my insides melt. I jog to my side and get in.

I'm going to make her realize, I am the one, she deserves..