Chapter 4

SARAH'S POV

I woke up again sweating profusely. As I once again had the nightmare I usually had.

Waking up with an unbalanced, unsettled, and unorganized mind, I reached for the light and switched it on. Looking at everything around me to be sure it was a dream.

The fear in my mind reduced drastically when I discovered it was a dream, as I had thought about. But what if there was more to this dream that I don't know of? This question popped into my head.

Sitting up on my bed, I gave a heavy sigh, as more thoughts clouded my head.

Why will I be having such a dream? Why was the nightmare so persistent that it did not want to make me have a better sleep?

All those questions popped into my head, as I thought about everything that happened in the dream.

The way the people were chasing after me and how I was running nonstop and calling for help, made me wonder what wrong I have done to those always chasing me.

Judging from how I have always lived my life, I could come up with the conclusion that I had never done anything wrong to anyone. I was sure that I had no enemy that would want to harm me, so this dream would always remain just a dream.

I thought as I took a deep breath, as I took my eyes to the other side, searching for Damien who had laid on the floor earlier.

He was still laying there making me sigh softly, as I felt my bladder hurts.

Getting off her bed, I walked to the bathroom, where I washed my face, and tried to settle my mind on something else, but again my mind went back to the dream again.

Every time I think about it, it sends a shiver down my body, but still I can't stop myself from thinking about it.

I really want to know what the dream really means, maybe that could make me stop dreaming about it, all thinking about it always.

Somehow I have the feeling that the dream holds a connection to my Life, that I really don't know of.

A nightmare that happens every night is something that is worthy of one's concern.

After a while that I became fully balanced, I got out of the bathroom, as I had the urge to have some water.

I strolled out of the bedroom, after glancing at Damien once more, who was busy sleeping.

I decided within myself that I shouldn't wake him up, because he must have had a long busy day, because according to what I heard the guards outside call him, he was an Alpha.

I know how busy Alphas are, so I really don't want to disturb him.

Though I really don't know anywhere around here, I really hope to find my way to the kitchen, even though it might take some time for me to do that, besides I wasn't even feeling sleepy.

I thought, as I finally stepped out of the bedroom, but I stopped working, as I glanced at the different paths in the house.

"Where should I go?" I asked no one in particular, as I stood still there, but after a while I decided to go with the first path that came into my head.

What if you end up getting lost in here, or someone sees you walking around by this time and mistook you? This question popped into my head, as I quickly stopped on my track.

There would be no one to stand for me, because I didn't even tell the Alpha I was going out of the bedroom, and today was actually my first day in this house. So I really can't make that kind of a mistake.

I thought and took a deep breath, as I quickly decided to return back to the bedroom, which I did.

Though I knew I needed to do some exercises in order to clear my mind of the nightmare too, tonight was really not the best time for it.

I'm needed in the home, and no one would understand me, instead they would see me as a threat and get rid of me. So I really don't want to start with any bad impression.

I thought as I walked back into the bedroom. Somehow I still fear that someone could come out of nowhere in the house, to attack me or chase me just like what I normally see in my dream as I was also in a new place.

That made me feel more need to return back into the bedroom.

As I got to her room, I sat down, and trying to make my mind fully settled, and I tried to go back to sleep, but no matter how hard I tried to sleep, it was like the feeling of having another nightmare coming.

I thought of many good times in my life, to make me feel comfortable and better, but I still couldn't sleep.

The nightmare still rings in my head making me not be in my right frame of mind to consider going to bed again.

After a while, I continued dwelling in my thoughts as my mind wander off to my mother, and what she usually tells me, whenever I was having a nightmare.

"Nightmares are something that have great meaning to one's life but they can sometimes be wrong and scary," this words rang out of my mouth just the way my mom normally says it.

I could still remember how my mum would always smile and look at me lovely and wished she was still alive.

My mum's words always helped me go back to bed back then, and I really wished she was still here to help me out now after this nightmare.

I also remembered my mum say It's a very easy to say those words, but usually hard to forget about our nightmare especially when we were just waking up from them, and still thinking about it.

I also remember her telling me that if I want to feel better after having nightmares, I should quit thinking about it.

She told me to never give it any thought again, else I was going to continue having the same dream over and over again, or it was going to happen in reality.

As I remembered my mum's wise words, a smile found its way into my face, as if my mum was still alive.

If I ever had the chance to get to know those evil creatures that had killed my parents then, I would be so glad to end their lives too, as they don't deserve any mercy from me.

I really wished I had a wolf, and the strength to attack them back then and even whenever I had the chance to finally meet them.

I thought and took a deep breath. After a while, I sat up and checked the time, it was 2:30 am already, making me shake my head, finding it hard to believe that I had stayed up all night.

But there is no way I was going to go to bed again, when I'm still so frightened with the possibility that the nightmare she had would come again when I sleep.

Although the nightmare I had been having has been constant for quite a while now, I hadn't made any effort to know what the dream really meant, as I saw it as a mare nightmare despite how it kept coming.

After thinking about everything for a while, I decided to lay down, as I shut my eyes hoping to finally catch some sleep, but I still couldn't.

But I decided to remain on the bed with my eyes shut, as I thought about the happy moments I had with my family, and I didn't realise when I slept off.

"Ma'am, are you in there?" I heard a loud knock at the door, which made me open my eyes immediately, as I glanced around and realized it was already morning.

"Who's there?" I asked, while I slowly sat up on the bed, as I waited for her to respond.

"It's me ma'am, and I'm sorry to disturb you," I heard her say after what felt like forever.

"What do you want?" I asked her, as I held my head in my palms now, and slowly looked over to the other side of the head, which Damien had laid the previous night, but he wasn't there anymore.

"Please ma'am, can I come in?" She asked me instead of responding to my question, making me sigh softly, as I wonder why she wanted to come in.

Anyway I was the new person here, so I have no reason whatsoever to not allow her to come in.

"Sure, you can come in," I spoke up, and the door cracked open immediately revealing her, as she walked into the bedroom.

"How was your night ma'am?" She asked me, with a smile plastered on her face.

"It was fine," I responded casually, as she kept smiling.

I quickly got down from the bed, and made my way to the bathroom immediately. After a while I returned back, and met her still standing where I last Saw her.

"Ma'am, Alpha asked me to take you to your room," she said, as I just nodded, and signalled her to lead the way, which she did almost immediately, as I followed behind her calmly.

Last night I didn't realise when I slept off, and to be honest I was glad that I was able to sleep even though it was just for a few hours.

My body really needed a little rest, so I'm really happy I was about to get the rest my body deserves. I thought as I heard her speak up.

*Ma'am, here is your bedroom," I walked in fully and started glancing around the bedroom.