chapter 5

Its already 6:00 in the evening, and I'm here in my room facing the mirror while combing my shoulder hair ...

         I came home early because that's what Edvic said ...

     I thought, where can we go and From a while ago when I came until now he is still gone ...

      I just finished taking a bath, I'm not excited. But hopefully where we're going we won't fight and nothing bad will happen ...

     I stopped combing when I heard a noise outside the room ...

    "Maybe it's Edvic!" ..

    I stood up to see if it was really him when the phone rang ...

    I'm not sure what to prioritize .. Is it the noise outside or is it calling ..

    I just sighed and decided to answer the call ...

      When I looked at the screen, Kian's name came up to me ..

         Kian calling .......

     "Hello Kian?" I said after answering the call ..

    "Mariel !!" He says

   "Oh why?" I will ask

     I even heard him on the other line sigh. ..

. "uhh !! Mariel are you in your condo now?"

    "Yes, why do you need anything?" I asked calmly.

   "Ahh can you be invited here at home? It's my sister's birthday today and she's having a party..ahh can I?".

       I would have liked to agree that he is my total friend again and I trust him but Edvic and I are going somewhere ...

     I heard the door of my room open, because I turned my back on the door

   I looked at who opened it and I was surprised to see Edvic carrying a paper bag while looking at me ...

     "Hello? Mariel? Are you still there?" I suddenly looked away from Edvic.

     I forgot to talk to Kian.

   "Ahh sorry I can't go, I'm going somewhere because I'm really sorry please just tell your brother happy birthday". I could see in the corner of my eyes that Edvic was still looking at me.

    "Ahh is that so? Next time maybe you should be careful where you go ah. Call me if something bad happens to you !!!" She said sadly.

   I'm. I'm sorry, you're my friend but I love Edvic and I want us to get along again ...

    When I hung up the phone, I faced him, I was suddenly nervous because his stare couldn't read the expression ...

   "Uhm Edvic that's it" I said nervously. ....

    "Who's that?" He asked but still had no emotion.

  "That's my friend Ki -----" he didn't let me finish speaking ..

   "No need to explain, I'm here to give your dress ,, fix yourself and I'll wait for you downstairs" he said then he gave me the paper bag ..when I received it he turned around but before he left I heard yet what he said now he believed even was not true.

  "One thing !! Maybe when we get there where we're going, you didn't use a cellphone first, maybe your boyfriend can wait, it's only going to happen now!" He said calmly ..then left.

     Is that really what he thought. I have a boyfriend and I love it ...

         Why does he keep saying that? Doesn't he know that I'm hurt every time he makes me look like he doesn't care about me. He is the only one I love ..

     I closed my eyes tightly and took a deep breath because my chest suddenly tightened !! Lord, please don't let Edvic and I still have a walk and I don't want that to continue ...

    Edvic's POV

     I'm here in the living room waiting for him to come down.

       I had no intention of taking him on my walk today so I suddenly thought of what the group had said earlier.

  *FLASHBACK is what they talked about earlier when Kian came to the condo *

        We talk to friends about our past.

     We missed that, especially Kian and Andrey, whom we hadn't been together for a few years ... While we were talking about the past, Kian suddenly opened the topic about my fiance ...

   "Bro !!! I'm just going to ask why you don't seem to care about your fiance. I mean, you don't seem to be in good terms!". The three were stopped and suddenly became serious.

    I averted my eyes from him !! It's always like that, when he's curious about something, it'll tickle you and you won't stop if you don't tell him ...

     "Its a long story Dude!" Ching replied suddenly

    "Oh well !! The only important thing I want to know" I just remained silent ..

   "He's Fiance is His ex, the woman when he left him 2 years ago, the woman who made him look even more ugly" I looked at Andrey and the crazy wide smile.

   "Ahh it means Your destined each other! Because if Not, another woman is with you now and your worst fiance yet!". He said seriously ... I was surprised by what he said destined? PSHhh.

    ! We two destiny? Hahaha maybe you mean that we met again so that he would hurt me again for the second time !! "Sarcastic. I said.

        He smiled suddenly.

  "We don't know what the real purpose of your meeting again is ... But Bro, you should just keep up with the flow, just accept that when the end comes you will be hurt again, at least you know the truth! Do you still love her. Am I right? "

    I stand ..

  "Tsk! Your wrong dude! I don't love her anymore, after she left me then and said she doesn't love me anymore? Fvck I don't have the strength to love her anymore,

      And now he's coming back It can't come back "I said firmly even though the truth is I still love him until now.

  But I don't want to show and convince myself because I'm afraid of being hurt again ..

    Before I left I heard Kian speak and Ching answered ..

   "Is it just because he simply said he doesn't love you anymore that he'll believe you right away! Don't you think that maybe he has a more serious reason why he left you!" I turned to Kay kian.

  "Big reason? What's that !! Don't say that the big reason you're saying is that he's sick because I don't believe it but I do have it

  He's good for her! "I know what I'm saying hurts ...

  But what can you do? I was really hurt badly ...

   "Panu Kong in case he's sick and it's not just sick because he might be taken anytime, it's too late Ed's remorse so as long as it's early, find out his real reason!" Ching said seriously.

     Does he know anything he doesn't know?

     "He's right so don't let your anger get the better of you, then release it if you already know the truth .... but before we get warm here I'll just remind you that it's Kennah's birthday today. And you should go and get the gift don't forget "said Kian

"Of course No !! I almost forgot that ... Let's go to the mall guys let's buy Ken's gift and let's buy our stuff!" Bryan said ...

       They were already standing..and I was just standing and thinking about what Kian and Ching were saying.

     Does Ching know anything? Why do I seem to want to believe them but there is also a side of me that is nervous when I find out the truth.

   I suddenly woke up when Kian called me.

  "Bro !! Don't think about that, just follow what your heart tells you! And don't forget to bring your fiance ah"

      He is really an expert in giving advice no. he is very obvious ...

    I followed them ...

   It's up to me to do what they say. But if I don't receive the result ... DAMNIT !!

The two of us just kept quiet, I focused my gaze on the road and I didn't know what he was doing ...

   I looked at him when his phone rang ... tss he really brought his phone noh ...

  he looked at me ..

   "Jonah !!" he said.

       I didn't say a word and turned my attention back to the road ..

          Are you really hiding something from me Mariel? I asked in my mind ..

      I tightened my grip on the steering wheel ..

    Are you doing this to me ... Damn !!

    I heard him answer the call.

  "hello Jona ,, did you get called? ............ ha? eh

Edvic and I are going somewhere .......... I don't know either ..... ahh is that so? cge next time just be careful ahh ..and say hello to him "I heard him say ,, then he put down his phone ...

    "uhmm ... Ed? where are we going?" he suddenly asked ...

   "Party !!" I answered. I'm not in the mood to talk to him because I'm still thinking a lot ..

       I have also decided not to vent my anger even tonight ....

   "ahhhh"- he ..

   I took a deep breath then glanced at him and spoke ..

   "Mariel !! can we be normal first !! I mean it's like taking a real shot at the happy two even now !!" I said calmly..shit im not a gay but in what I'm doing now I look gay ..

  "ha? oo naman Edvic !!" he said happily so I took a deep breath ....

       "thanks !!" I said then smiled ..

     I'm still angry with him but I also want to be with him intensely and for this way I know something about him that I don't know .....

    Jonah's POV

  hi !! this is my first pov ..

       ... bye !! hihihi joke

  ok !! i'm here at home now i mean

in the room ...

           nothing, just laying down..

       *tok ** tok*

  I was turned over by a knock ..

   "maam !! you have a visitor downstairs !!" said Leah.

     I approached the door and opened it ..

   "ha? are they Jeth?" I will ask..

         smiled like he was thrilled ... luh? happened to him?

maam !! "I was surprised by what he said

  handsome man? my bf? I don't have a bf ahh and Ch ------- I covered my mouth ..oh my god don't tell me ... but why did he come here !! ??

   "ahh cge manang I'll be next !!" I quickly entered the room ... I arranged myself first ..then

  I immediately saw him sitting in the living room, when he saw me he immediately stood up !!!

   "Good evening I was surprised by what he said ..

   how i miss that ..

     but why did he call me like that again, I left him..he must be angry

he because I left him but..it's different because he's smiling now ...

   "Aren't you mad at me?" I asked..he smiled then shook..oh god i miss his smile

  "Why should I be angry with you?"

   "Because I left you before?" I'm sad to say ..

    he approached me ,, and touched my shoulder ..

"I'm not mad at you ,,, I let you leave me then because I know he needs you .. !!" I'm confused by what he said ...

  "what do you mean?"

   "I know the truth, the reason why

you left us .. I didn't mean to hear the conversation 2 years ago .. about Mariel's illness !! "I covered my mouth .. so he knows don't tell

me na alam din ito ni .....

   "I know what you're thinking ,, I didn't let him know I don't want to lead Mariel ...." I rested deeply ..

  buti

   Wait...

  "Why are you here?" I will ask..

  "I missed you so I came here .." I punched his shoulder but only weakly ..

   "The real Ching?"

   "ouch ,, your not calling me ouchh its so hurt" tapos may

he is still in his chest ...

  "your drama..hahaha oh this is what you're doing here?"

  "sure ..I'm with you ,, BYE I'M DRESSED FIRST" I ran back to the room ... yyyiiiieee we were easily greeted ,,, hihihi I hope the others do the same ..

   Relimae's POV

    hello again .... hihihihi

      I'm here now at a resto and I'm with Jeth .. yeah we're just the two of us because I don't know where the two are because it doesn't make me feel ...

    "That's when we can eat it at Jonah's house and let's just call Mariel ..." I said ..

   "ha? why don't we call Mariel ..if we can just go to her !!" Jeth said ..

     We were about to get in my car when someone suddenly called me..is it me?

  "DAIRY !!"

  "oh !! RE, your milk oh"

  "let it go .. besides im Dairy"

I got in the car and I was about to close it suddenly

  his hand ....

   "hey wait ..Dairy don't shut up a handsome like me"