Chapter 4

SAM POV.

I covered my son's eyes when Kiel entered with a kissable woman. My tears fell one by one until it was one after another. I tightened my grip on my son even though he deliberately removed my hand covering his eyes. My heart aches.

"mommy, I can't see anything."

My son broke the silence causing them to stop kissing and face us together. The woman paled while Kiel was emotionless. My vision is blurred and my heart aches. I hope my son and I just slept. I hope we didn't wait any longer. My son struggled but I didn't give in.

Kiel looked back at the woman before he whispered causing the woman to nod and leave. Kiel turned his eyes to us and opened his wide eyes to us. Next, my tears flowed. I still beat the stabbing. Right in front of my son. Pigs.

Before Kiel could get close to us, I picked up my son and carried him in my arms and went upstairs. I removed my hand from my son's eyes.

"daddy?"

my son called his father. We went up and left Kiel there. I didn't show my son my tears. I get hurt, I'm used to it but I can't help but get hurt especially in front of my son. I closed my eyes tightly when I felt the physical pain of my heart.

I passed Kiel and I's room and went straight to my son's room. I feel weak but I try to strengthen my body. I'm hurting.

"let's sleep austen, daddy's home now so we don't have to worry." I said painfully.

My son nodded but I knew he still wanted to talk to his father. My heart ached as I looked at my son. How does he do it? My tears flowed one after the other, but my son didn't see because all the lights in his room were dimmed.

"close ur eyes austen." my son nodded and slowly closed his eyes. I just sobbed quietly. Pain is pain. I looked up and hugged myself. I cried quietly so my son wouldn't hear

"S-sam?."

I heard a knock and Kiel's voice outside the door. I bit my lower lip before wiping away my tears and laid down next to my son before the door opened. I hugged my son and closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep.

I felt Kiel's footsteps. I kept my eyes closed but my tears kept falling and they just hit the pillow.

F*CK!

I felt Kiel close to us. I felt the bed on the other side shake. I didn't notice until I felt Kiel's scent on my son's head.

I don't know what he did as long as I heard his footsteps leaving until I heard the door open and close.

SAM POV.

I tried to sleep. I tried to forget what I saw again. I can not sleep. My tears are constantly falling, causing me to gradually feel annoyed. I didn't sleep last night which is why I woke up wide awake. I looked at the clock that was next to my cabinet and it was early morning.

I rubbed my eyes then slowly got up so that my son wouldn't wake up. I went straight to my son's bathroom and did my morning routine. After that, I left the room and went straight downstairs to cook.

I wake up early, I cook for my parents. Make sure the assistants are still asleep. I immediately went downstairs when the phone rang at home. I frowned and came closer to answer who called.

I haven't forgotten what happened last night. I haven't forgotten the hardship yet. I just put it out of my mind. The important thing is that my son didn't see it. The important thing is that my son will not hold a grudge against his father.

The call was answered.

"Hija? I can't contact your phone so I'm just here." it's just mommy. I straightened up while I straightened my soot robe.

"I'm already in the Philippines, your brother is with us." I can feel the joy in Mom's voice. I was able to stand up better. Little by little my smile brightened.

"Really? You came straight to Mom's house." I answered smiling

"No, you're the one who went to our house, you know your brother is excited to see the house." I snorted but eventually nodded even though they couldn't see.

"Sure, I'll be the one to go, I want to meet her Mom." I said. Mom immediately ended the call. Medjo, mommy's house is far away from Kiel and I's house. I immediately went to the kitchen to start cooking.

I went to the refrigerator to get the ingredients. I put it on the table in front of me. I started slicing my things but before that I put on an apron. I started slicing vegetables again, then garlic and I know what else.

"SAMANTHA!"

SH*T!

Because of the panic, I injured my hand with the knife I was holding because of Kiel's scream. Little by little I saw the blood but I immediately wiped it on the apron and did not reveal it.

"why?" I asked frowning as I felt the wound on my hand.

"faster! I have a meeting this morning."

There was no emotion in it before I was abandoned. I closed my eyes tightly and immediately washed my hand that had a wound. So deep. It's painful but I have to finish my cooking.

At first I ignored my wound and started to slice and cook again. It hurt but I endured. I looked at my dining table where Kiel was sitting while looking at the phone.

Who is he texting you?

I can't help but feel jealous and envious of whoever it is because Kiel never did that to me. It's luck. I smiled bitterly and my heart ached a little.

SAM POV.

I speed up my cooking and I can feel Kiel getting bored. I immediately took the rice and brought it to the dining area. I went back to the kitchen to get my prepared dish and put it in front of Kiel. I looked at his soot when I saw that his necktie was not fixed. I snorted then I slowly approached it.

I was next to Kiel while standing, I sat down immediately. I slowly raised my hand to fix the necktie but with a quick movement he shook my hand and gave me a bad look.

"Don't touch me!"

I took a deep breath and followed what he said. I looked at the food in front of me and I breathed a sigh of relief that it was well cooked even though I was in a hurry. I was about to stand up, but I accidentally knocked over a glass of water, causing all of its contents to end up on Kiel's pants.

"F*ck..f*ck...f*ck."

It stood up and I immediately heard its crisp sounds. I was surprised and immediately confused.

"sorry..sorry..sorry" I immediately took out a tissue while apologizing and would have wiped the water on his pants but that didn't happen. Kiel held my arm tightly while looking at me evilly.

"Did u know that I have a meeting? Did u know? How can I go if I'm dressed like this, you idi*t" he said angrily while I grimaced because of his tight grip on my arm. I can almost feel his fingers marking my arms because of the tight grip.

"I'm sorry."

I begged for forgiveness as my tears flowed one after another but I was more surprised by what he did. He pulled my hair and he dragged me. He pulled me by my hair as we walked upstairs.

My head hurts. I felt like I was going bald while Kiel was pulling me. I closed my eyes tightly as I felt the pain in my head.

"please...k-kiel let me go...it's s-sick."

I'm begging you. We entered our room but he went straight to the bathroom and dropped me there. I grabbed the toilet and my tears flowed one after another as I looked at my husband who had dark eyes on me.

"It feels so good to look at you while you were crying."

It came closer to me and knelt down so that we were level. I bent down because I was in pain but he also lifted my head by holding my chin.

"I want you to cry Sam. I really want you to suffer. You ruin my life. You ruin everything motherf*cker"

I can feel the anger in this voice. My tears flowed more and more. It flowed one after the other. He let go of my chin.

"of all the flirty girls I know, you're the worst Sam. Remember that"