Chapter 7

Chapter 9

Disaster

I'm busy packing our clothes. I'm already done packing mine, so I'm busy packing Jalius clothes, it feels so good doing small things like this.

It feels like, I am already practicing to be his plain house wife. And while he is busy at his office, i'll be cooking our food in the kitchen. And he'll go towards me to kiss me at my foreheaf, and after that to my tummy, because I'm already 5 months pregnant. But of course even if I'm still busy at our house, I'll still me working at my own flower shop.

I giggled at my own daydream. Damn. It feels so damn good, it's seem so real. But in the other side, plans and dreaming on your head won't really happened.

But i keep on smiling while fixing Engineer's clothes.

"Hey," Jalius kiss the tip of my nose and sit beside me in the bed. "You're laughing," he noticed.

I smiled widely at him, he just went out of the bathroom, only wearing a towel wrapped around his waist. And damn boy, he look so damn gorgeous in his messy hair. He look so massive.

"What are you laughing about?" he ask so sharp. Here we go again with his voice.

I look at him. I am honest so. "Im imagining, umm daydreaming about us,"

He paused, his brows meets but he still managed to smile. I smiled at him too.

"What's inside of your pretty mind?" he ask with amusement. Now it's really so awkward!

"Akin na lang 'yun. Respect my privacy," and I continue packing.

He groaned at that. I just shook my head because he's acting as if he was a kid who didn't get his whims.

"Wear your clothes, Engineer," I just said.

"Fine, but i'll tell you later my fantasies too," he chuckled. I just shook my head again and put the last shirt on my bag.

I lay on the bed and watch him go back to the bathroom. When he went out, he's wearing boxer and smirked at me, he lay at the bed beside me.

"Let's sleep," I asked him, but he didn't agreed. He just stare at me.

"I wanna tell you a story,"

My brows met.

"What's that?"

He smiled fakely. Its very obvious, he's faking his smiles.

"I've grown with my Lolo. My cousins have complete family, and I envy them because if that. I wanna know what it feels like to have a mother, to call her as Mom, and to have a Dad, but I can't, and I don't know. My Dad dies in the accident, while my Mom is nowhere to be found. I wanna find her, but my Lolo stopped me. He told me, my Mom didn't deserved anything from me, and she's useless."

I look at him dearly, I felt my heart aching.

"But for me, inside my head and heart. I will find her, no matter what happen, no matter what the cost,"

"You find me?"

He smiled, fearly this time, I am slapped of the fact. Its my damn fault for sure. "I'll find her if I earned money, but that wont happen. I am not working anymore,"

I am right! "Do you want to work at San Diego's? I can help you back-"

"No. I'm happy im with you,"

Even though he sounds so sincere, I can still feel the longing on a son like him, for his mom.

"And that's my latest dream. To be with you, now and forever,"

And even if my ears wanted to hear that, I honestly find it as bad timing.

"I want to be your boyfriend Ahra,"

"Jalius,"

"Please,"

I look at him intently, he caresses my cheeks. "Please," he asked me again , so wounded.

I stare at him gently, and slowly nodded. I like him, why will I say no?

He hug me tightly and I can feel the heat owning my system. He removed his embrace on me and started kissing my lips. I replied, ofcourse. Who wouldn't? Right?

We spent our night with warm hugs. I slept cuddling him. And when we woke up, his arms are all on me. We decided to leave after few minutes.

We tell Nieves our plans, and they're both happy knowing that I'll stay with Jalius for two days, but even if i'm happy right now, I can't still forget what he have told me last night.

His Mother.

My mind keep telling me that I am to blamed, he can't find his Mom because of me, because of my greed and selfishness, because I asked my father to give Jalius as my gift. I'm selfish , too selfish. I didn't even think twice about it. He lost his job because of my whims. Am i to blame!

"You're too silent," Jalius noticed my behavior, and I instantly look at him. He's too focus on his driving, I can't answer him straight. I don't wanna lie either.

"Hey, love," and held my hands that's been resting at my lap. "Are you not happy that i am your boyfriend?"

I quickly give him my full attention because of what he just said.

"It's not like that Jalius, I am just thinking about something," i just said because that's the fact.

"What's bothering you?" he asked, back.

"Your Mom," there's no point in lying so I'll just spill it.

"I'm guilty. If I didn't do that to you, maybe at this moment, you are earning money," i said, so wounded.

He held my hands tightly and I saw how he smiles.

"Yes, I admit, I got irritated because you wanna buy me..." He chuckled "...but that change, when you stayed in my house. I start liking your flaws, and loving your beauty. I start embracing all your whims, I start admiring your attitude, and you, being yourself. And right now, I am not regretting anything. I am made for you, all for you,"

My heart fluttered by his words. It feels so good and painful. I don't know why it feels like this.

"So dont think about my Mom. I needed you, yes maybe there's a part of me that I miss my Mom, but you are the only gift I wanted for now, and he wants you,"

And he placed his palm at his chest, where his heart located.

"It sounds, corny, but this heart screams your name. You bewitch me of your beauty Ahra,"

I smiled and remove my seatbelt, i come near him and kiss his cheeks.

"I love you Jalius," there. I said it.

"I love you more," he said huskily while touching my face. "Beautiful Disaster," he chuckled in his own words. I just smiled and seat properly.

We checked in at the nearest five star hotel here at Donsol, Sorsogon. But we make sure that, this hotel is just a minute away from our destination.

I'm too excited, I'm looking at the view. A private jacuzzi is in our suite. Where did he get the money to pay for this. I honestly don't know where.

I'll make sure that after this Summer, he'll be working at San Diego and do what he really wanted. There's a big opportunity on him, being the smartest and youngest Engineer if San Diego, I just get anything on him because of my greed. I sigh heavily and remove my bathrobe. I stay on the tub and let the water calms me.

I just enjoy the water and the stary night.

"Ahra," his voice is so soft to hear. I look at him and get off the jacuzzi to meet him.

He let me wear the bathrobe, and he sat on sun lounger. He smiles as i sat between his parted legs. He placed his hands on my tummy, and chin on my shoulder.

"I'm wet," i say the fact. He didnt respond, he hugged me even tighter.

"That's why I'm doing body heat, right? Hmm?" he said and saw how he closed his eyes, i grin.

I saw his iPhone at the small glass table beside us, and the moment I opened it, the first thing I saw is my face. I smiled.

How sweet, my mind said. I opened it and saw that his phone wallpaper is me again, he didn't have any password either. This man, also have this kind of side.

I open the camera, front cam. And took a picture of us. He's so hot and handsome while his eyes were shut and embracing me. I am smiling widely at the picture, different poses and facial expressions,I took a lot of it.

"Post it, using my account. Tag yourself," he whispered and I didn't understand it at first.

"What Jal?"

He chuckle sweetly. "Post it on facebook love. Tag yourself. Everything, you took today," he said looking at our picture.

"Uh-okay." I just said hiding the happiness.

I opened his Facebook App, and he have a lo of friend request, and one request on it is me.

"Accept my request,"

"You can click the confirm," he said kissing my neck sloftly, he's too focus on that.

"Nope. I want you to click the confirm," I just said.. He sigh and quickly clicked, 'confirm' and leave my hand and I felt his hand slowly removing my bathrobe!

"I'll upload our pictures," i said huskily, i feel hot because of his touch!

Its 35 photos! I clicked the picture and uploaded it, i tagged myself and...

"Caption?" i ask him.

"For me, being with you are the definition of happiness,"

I stopped because of it. He kissed my earlobe. "Type it,"

I nodded, being his slave again. I typed 'For me, being with you are the definition of happiness' I clicked, post.

After few minutes, it was posted and people keep on commenting.

'Sweet'

'You look good together'

'Ahra Claveria and Jalius Mondelvalle looks so sweet'

'Wish you the best'

'Eww! Ahra is too flirt'

'That Calveria is full of herself'

'Jalius is too handsome'

I rolled my eyes and drop his phone on the side table, I face him and cupped his face, scanning it.

"Why you're effortlessly handsome?"

He laugh at my serious question, he lean his face nearer.

"And you're beautiful," he said and kissed me passionately. Every twirled of his tongue inside my mouth makes me meet the heaven.

I just found myself in the bed, kissing him deeper and intensely like how intense his kisses are. My arms around his neck, i felt his arms touching my legs, im sitting in his lap wraping my legs in his waist. He's sitting at the bed kissing me. His hand is roaming around my body, the feeling is overwhelming. I keep asking for more.

"Jal," my voice is unidentify.

He remove my bathrobe and throw it somewhere, i dont care though. Because i'm only wearing bikini, i felt his thing between my legs, poking me like he's excited to enter my tightness.

My hands reach for his shirt, I removed it and throw it. I close my eyes as he kiss my neck , licking it down to my collarbone. I'm so lost, i dont know where am I right now. I just moan so loud and grab his hair, until he reach my boobs. He tease the one, while taste the other.

"Oh Jal" i cant imagine myself like this so turn on , before.

He lay me gently to bed parting my legs wider. He look at my naked body, desire filled his eyes. His finger draw a line from my neck down to my stomach, i look at him and he smiled devilishly.

He started unbuckling his pants, and remove his boxer. My jaw drop as i saw his thing, standing and ready. He lean closer again to kiss me.

The room is dark and our voice is dancing with desire and lust. My hands are on the sheet. I dont know where to look, i just close my eyes, as he inserted fingers on mine. I closed my eyes firmly. His fingers tease my sensitivity, and i felt his breathing down there. I opened my eyes after feeling what he does.

"Jal!" i stopped him, but he look so delighted and ecstatic kissing , licking that part.

"Ohh" i moan, after few kissing and romancing by him, i felt the electricity flowing. He cleaned me. Im so tired, i breath heavily, and without a word, his thing enter mine.

I felt pain. I can't contain why it feels like this. He didnt move.

"There," he said erotically.

"You're so tight," he said, while slowly moving. I bite my lower lip. The pain is there, but the pleasure is all i think.

I move a bit, he look at me darkly.

"Please" i beg, so i can reach that again.

"I want you to beg for more , love. Beg Ellaira"

"Please. Please"

He grinned and kiss my chin. He hold my hips and slam deeper. I am shouting of pleasure. I heard him moan too. He thrust faster and deeper, he's touching the spot and it feels good. Damn!

I'm sweating so bad.

"Jal. Shit!" i call his name needfully. His hands are in my peaks, making me so horny with his fingers.

"Shit" he cursed louder.

Deep thrust and i meet the heaven again. He slams slowly, and i felt his juices inside me.

He wrapped the blanket around me and lay beside me. He kiss my forehead and hugged me so tight.

"Does it hurt?" he ask with concern. I nodded , my face already resting at his chest.

"Its fine though love. I like it" i said, in a sleepy tone.

He chuckled and kiss my forehead.

"I am your first" i dont know, but he's so happy while saying those words.

"And so?" i ask closing my eyes.

"How lucky I am" he said.

"Rest, we'll eat later" he said.

"Yes. I can be your dessert after the dinner" i laughed, he pinch my nose lightly.

"Naughty" he then kiss my lips again.

Now, this is happiness for me Jal.

Making you happy, is my happiness, Love.