10
Pink
When my eyes meet his, a shiver of fear runs through my body. I don't know why I slapped him. An adrenaline rush for sure. I can read all his anger in his eyes. He squeezes my jaw with his hand and releases me suddenly. I lose my balance and fall. Tears threaten to flow.
- Never again ! He warns me. You'll never meddle in my business again. I hope that's understood.
He enters the cabin, slamming the door. I stay on the ground for a few seconds. I refuse to cry for him. I have cried enough. I get up and go back to the house. Despite myself, I cry. Not for him but for the man he tortures. I can't imagine how much he must be suffering right now.
It's 10 p.m. and Damien still hasn't come home. I pity this Tyler guy. He may have attacked Damien's pack but no one deserves to be tortured like this. There is a limit. And it's my fault that he is. It was I who gave Damien the idea of torturing him. I should have closed it.
Just as I was beginning to fall asleep the door opens on Damien. He stands in front of me. He must be wondering what I'm doing on the chair.
- What are you doing here ? he asks sternly.
- You force me to live with you, have you forgotten? I replied dryly.
- I'm asking you what you're doing in the chair.
- I was about to sleep before you arrived.
- Why are you here ?
- I don't want to sleep with you anymore. I answered honestly.
- Get up ! He orders me. We're going to sleep in my bed.
In response, I turn around and cover myself. He can go to sleep alone upstairs. I don't want him. He sighs loudly before removing my blanket and taking me on his shoulder.
- Let me go!
I kick him on the back. Arriving in the room, he throws me on the bed. Even the mattress is very soft the back pain makes me wince.
- Your back ? He asks.
I don't answer. He goes into the bathroom and comes out with a cream in his hand.
- Take off your top.
- For what ?
- I'm going to massage you. He explains to me, annoyed.
I don't want him to touch me but I also have a lot of pain. I bite my lip, hesitantly. And then shit. I put my back to him and take off my sweater before going to bed.
He sits on me and applies cream on my back. The coldness of the cream makes me jump slightly. He loosens my bra. I close my eyes and enjoy this feeling of well-being.
- You will sleep with me Rose.
- What if I don't want to? I asked him with my eyes closed.
- I didn't ask your opinion. I'm the one ordering here.
- You can't do what you want Damien.
We speak calmly. I shiver when his fingers brush the back of my breasts. I feel his erection against my lower back. He puts his hand under my belly and suddenly turns me around. I hold my bra to prevent it from opening. Damien lies on top of me and whispers in my ear:
- I can do whatever I want.
His breath against my skin makes me shiver. We're too close. I stare at the ceiling stressed by our proximity.
- If I want to do that. He said pressing his lips to my jaw. I do.
When his lips touch my skin I shiver. What he notices and smiles.
- What if I want to do that. He continues down to my neck.
He kisses my neck several times causing shivers throughout my body. I have to stop it but it feels so good. And the fact that I'm only in a bra doesn't work in my favor.
- And that too.
He goes up and bites my earlobe. I bite my lip to keep from letting out a sound. I had never felt that before. It's an unknown feeling that I love. His erection against my lower abdomen is even more felt. I've never wanted a man like now.
He goes down to my neck and continues his kisses. Despite myself, I let out a moan as he licked my skin and then bit it repeatedly. If he doesn't stop, I couldn't stop him.
I no longer think of anything. Until a picture of the torturing man repaired. I try to move but he stops me.
- OK I understand. I hastened to say.
He gets up and walks straight into the bathroom. I take this opportunity to get dressed. What just happened? He must not start again otherwise I would not resist. I go to bed and replay today's events in my head How did we get here? But I don't regret it, it was good.
Damien comes out of the bathroom in his boxers and goes to bed behind me. He wraps an arm around me and pulls me against him. I don't protest, still troubled by what just happened.
***
- Where are you going ? Damien asks me from the kitchen.
- In the forest. I need to take the air.
- I am coming with you.
Knowing that my opinion doesn't matter, I just nod silently.
We have been walking in the forest for 15 minutes now, none of us speak, we just walk in silence. I had never been to this corner of the forest before, he had forbidden me to come there alone. I don't understand why, it's so beautiful here. Two children run past us. They stop a little further and Damien nods at them to keep playing. I cast a glance towards this one who looks at them with a small smile. Does he like children? I don't know anything about him after all.
Suddenly he puts his arm in front of me, preventing me from moving forward, and stares at the ground. What's wrong with him?
- Shit ! He swears.
When I raise my head, I see 3 huge wolves in front of us. And I doubt they're part of his pack. 3 against 2. Or rather 3 against 1. I couldn't do much against them. I look around panicking to try to find Brad or Justin but the forest is empty. I look at Damien scared to death. The middle wolf growls. I approach Damien. Where is his pack!
- You will run as fast as you can when I tell you.
My heart is beating faster. I don't want him to leave me alone. The wolf in the middle advances towards him.
- NOW ! he cries as he transforms.
Without thinking, I start running as fast as my legs allow. I feel a wolf running behind me. I scream and keep running. I feel the presence of a wolf behind me. I run until he jumps over me and stops in front of me. I fall to the ground and back up. He walks slowly showing me his fangs. I will die. I hit a tree which I use to get up. I start running again until I feel his fangs pierce my skin. I fall to the ground. My body is on fire. The pain is so strong that my eyes fill with tears. I raise my hand and see blood.
I see the image of my mother before the darkness invades me.