Toy.

Ashlynn POV.

I've been here for a month, it's only one month, but it's hell, I'm living in hell, Amber changed, it started soon after I moved in with her, she took my phone away, she locked me in, she did things...

I don't want to mention any more of that, I'm stronger than my injuries, I'm stronger than the bruises she leaves over me my body, she always says she didn't hit me that bad, since my bruises would disappear right away, but I'm a wolf, it's the reason I'm healing real quick.

But I'm done being treated as a toy, I'm done being a little who's abused, she has ruined me, ruined my little side, she's not someone I want to stay with, a month was more than enough, she terrorized me, she scared me, she told me I could never leave. But guess what happened today, this morning my wolf has decided that enough and is enough, we aren't hiding anymore, we're done, I'm a dominant wolf and not some helpless girl.

"Ashlynn, where are you little bitch?" she yells, but the toy she's calling is dead, she died and was enough hiding, I decided to shift to my wolf form, I'll show her what a bitch really is. I shifted to my wolf form and moved toward her, to the apartment door, the one she keeps on locked, trying to keep me in the whole time.

I moved in toward her, I moved growling, showing my teeth, she's dead meat, and I do not care about her anymore.

"What are you doing here?" she asks me, looking at me with wide eyes, but I only growl some more.

"Where's Ashlynn! Ashlynn!" she yells again, does she think I'm coming in to save her? I growled some more, I could be the big person, I could leave her alive, but then again, I'm raised by Jordan, he taught me about the joy of revenge.

I slapped her with my paw, I'm much stronger in my wolf form, and my hit made her fall on her back, I'm sure I left a bruise, one that I hope would take a really long time to heal, I growled at her again and again, before leaving the place, not caring about her anymore, I was about to leave the place, but then I noticed her keys. I took them in my mouth and got out of the place, kicking the door close, now that I'm alone I shifted to my human form, locking the door, locking her in, letting her know the feeling of being locked in.

Her keychain held my car key too, I have no idea where my phone is now, I left my things behind, but I don't want them or need them anymore, they are tainted with her, with the bad memories I built in this place. I ran, my adrenaline rush was over, I ran out of this place, got to my car, turning it on, but it didn't turn on from the first try. I haven't turned it on for the last month, since I made it here, I tried to turn it on again, this time it did turn on, I was ready to flee this place.

I drove like a crazy woman, a crazy wolf, a hurt wolf, a broken wolf, I don't want love anymore, when I went out to look for it, all it did was hurt me, all it did was break me, I went in full and came out a broken toy. I was nothing but a toy for Amber, but that was enough, it was time to get back home, get back to my family's home to my mother. I hope she's not mad at me when Jordan decided to drop off the surface of the earth, my mother and siblings didn't care about him disappearing.

I kept on driving until I made it there! I made it home, back to my home, back to the place where I was raised, I wish Kitty was here, I need him, I need to be held. I opened the door and got out, opening the door, the alpha's door is never locked, anyone who need her protection and help could come in and ask for her protection, I needed my mother's protection right now, but I didn't want to tell her, I didn't want to ask for it.

"Mom, Jacob! Keiran!" I yell inside the house, expecting anyone to come and welcome me back, but there was no one home, it was just me, the house was quiet, quiet for once.

"Anyone?" I call, a lone tear starting to fall down my face, I didn't want to be alone, I want them back, I went toward my room, taking all of my clothes off, I'll burn them later, I don't want anything to remind me of Amber.

I took a scolding hot shower, I scrubbed my body a couple of times, cleaning her touch, her false kisses, her scent, anything that might remind me of her, I scrubbed them all off, leaving my body red and sore. But I'm clean now, I got to bed, my bed, the soft one that I could rest on, Amber have banished me from her bed, I slept on the floor most nights.

I doubt she even understands what a little is, I'm not a toy, I'm not something to be played with, I got feeling, I need to be loved and taken care of, but now that I'm gone, I just need to rest, to sleep a little, things always get better after I sleep.

"Ashlynn!"I heard my name being called, I jumped awake, looking around to who is waking me up, and why I'm being awakened, is she back? Is she here to hurt me again, I was ready to attack her, my teeth were out with a growl, I'm going to kill her this time.

"Ashlynn," it was Kiara, and she's crying now, I scared her, I must have scared her, she ran out of my room, I felt bad for what happened and followed her.

"Kiara, sweetie," I say going to her and Jacob's room, she was hugging him tightly, crying.

"Hey Jacob," I say walking in.

"Hey, sis, welcome back, how was your trip?" he asks me, I didn't want to say anything, I was embarrassed to say what really happened, instead I just nodded mumbling good.

"I accidentally scared her," I say pointing to Kiara.

"She'll calm down," he assures me, still petting her back.

"You want ice cream?" I ask her, I could use it too.