Chapter 6- Sebastian

I backed handed her without a second thought and she fell hard on the ground from the impact. Immediately, I felt this stinging pain in my heart.

I shouldn’t be feeling like this. It’s all her fault. She needs to be punished. She deserves this.

I picked her up by her throat and slammed her against the wall. This time harder than before. She started to cough from the impact but that’s not all. She started gasping for air and scratching at my hand.

“You are going to pay for this.” I snarled and increased the pressure on her neck.

The pain in my heart was getting more and more intense. I was about to let her go due to the pain but she suddenly went limp.

A strange agony settled in my heart.

I don’t know why but I pulled her closer and let go of her throat. I checked her breathing to find it low but the relief I felt after knowing that she is alive is beyond my understanding. It doesn’t feel good seeing her like this as much as I thought it would.

‘Come to the dungeon right this instant.’ I ordered the doctor in the mind link.

The doctor showed up in a few seconds looking frightened and tense. I placed her on the ground and let him do his job. A snarl almost left my mouth when he touched her neck and face but I controlled myself.

“She will be fine alpha.” The doctor stuttered bowing to me. “She passed out due to suffocation. I will just apply an ointment to her neck if that’s allowed.”

I nodded and he started to apply the ointment on her.

I don’t know why but I want to rip his throat out whenever he touched her even slightly. I shouldn’t be feeling like this. I can’t be weak.

Father will be upset with me.

“Leave.” I told the doctor as soon as he was done applying the ointment.

“Alpha, may I check for other injuries?” He asked shaking from head to toe.

I was surprised myself when I nodded. He sat down beside her again and started to lift her top. This time I lost it. The growl that left my mouth was unbeknownst to me. It felt like my wolf side was trying to push out of me. A strange urge to claws his insides out washed over me. The doctor immediately backed away and bowed his head in submission.

“She is mine.” I growled at him without a second thought.

This is not right.

“I just wanted to check her stomach and back for any injuries, alpha. I am sorry for offending you.” The doctor shuttered again.

I balled my fist and looked away to let him continue. He scurried to her side and checked her up.

“Her back is starting to bruise up.” The doctor mumbled. “Nothing looks broken. I will just apply a cream to help with the pain.”

I could feel my heart twist with his every word.

I shouldn’t feel like this. This is wrong. I am not a feeble person.

“Her cheek is swollen. An ice pack will do for now.” He mumbled again, “I will drop it off later.”

The thought of him being alone with her sent me in a sense of fury. I turned around to look at him to find him fixing her shirt and she was on her front. He quickly let go feeling my glare on him.

“Get out.”

The doctor scurried away at almost a sprint.

“Get an ice pack.” I ordered Duncan and he left immediately but it felt like he was hesitant to leave for a second.

Whatever. He can’t do anything to me or against me anyways.

I picked the human up and placed her near the wall to the back of the cell. Her cheek does look bad. If she were a werewolf, it would have started to heal by now. Why did she have to be so frail?

I walked away from her as I heard footsteps approaching the cell. Duncan came running and handed me the ice pack.

Why was he running though?

He must be scared that I will be mad if he was late with fulfilling my order. I placed it on her cheek and walked out of the cell.

“Keep an eye on her and inform me when she wakes up.” I told him and made my way to my house.

Every step I took away from her felt heavier and heavier. This shouldn’t be happening. I shouldn’t be feeling like this. I am not a frail Alpha. I need to get out of here and away from her to get a grip on myself.

I am the Alpha of the strongest pack and I am invincible just like any Alpha should be. No one will affect me. Not her. Not anyone. Everyone will fear me just like they feared my father. I won’t disappoint my father.

I can’t be weak.