Chapter 1

Chapter 1

KIMBERLY'S POV

Hi, it's me, Kimberly who always gets problem when other get good things.

       Originally, my whole life felt like a video game, from me following my best friends; Xena and Sandra, to a party then meeting a stranger there. Getting drunk and wasted was part of their idea same as get laid but doing it with a total stranger wasn’t.

'We should use protection'

I woke up to the sound of my alarm. I don't know what's more annoying. My throbbing headache or the alarm. I struggled to sit up, looking for the ringing phone across the bed, half awake. I finally got hold of it and muted the annoying sound. I yawned loudly, rubbing my eyes. Ignoring the pain in my head, I looked around the room. Where am I?

I looked down at my body, realizing I was clad in an oversized shirt. What am I doing here? I racked my brain to remember what happened the night before. I went to a club with Sandra and Xena. Then I went to drink and...Oh no! I...I slept with a stranger?!

Like I literally had intercourse with a man I never knew.

"Oh my God!" I exclaimed, looking down at my crotch area in shock.

I gulped, directing my finger to feel my vagina. As I touched it, the sensation of last night came again. I remembered the way I held onto him, moaning, him asking if he could proceed and me begging him not to stop. I remember crying in immense pleasure, shaking under him as he rammed me into euphoria.

That was epic.

I felt the back of my neck heat up. I know my face is super red right now. I hid under the blanket in embarrassment. I can't believe this. I'm...I'm no longer a virgin. I opened my mouth in shock, unable to believe it. Don't get me wrong, I'm not regretting it. I'm just...in disbelief.

What alcohol does to people? I begged him to lay with me. With no shame. The more I thought of it, the more embarrassed I felt. The man's eyes flashed in my head and I felt my vagina kick. Just his eyes are affecting me this much. I have to say, he's...he's so good in bed.

Can't believe I'm saying this. I've never felt this good in my life. Can I say he's the best?

I've never had sex with any other man but there possibly can't be anyone better than him, can they? I sat up and got out of bed.

This must be his shirt I'm putting on. Even his scent is turning me on. But I still feel a little sore down there. He was so rough but...I liked it like that.

Stop, Kimberly! You don't even know where you are and here you are, daydreaming about the sex you had last night. I walked to the door, ignoring the soreness between my legs. I was about to open the door when it swung inwardly, almost hitting my head.

"Oh, dear! Are you okay?" The woman asked. I nodded and she took my hand. She scrutinized me from my head to my toes, I began to get uncomfortable with her stares.

"Oh, sorry. I was just checking something. Come downstairs for breakfast."

"No!" I quickly declined. "I mean..don't worry, ma'am. I need to go home like...right now."

Sandra and Xena would be so worried. That's if they're not still sleeping completely wasted in the middle of the road or at the front of the dorm door.

"But...young master said you mustn't leave without eating."

The hell with her young master! Well, I could not say that loud but smiled awkwardly.

"I really need to leave. My friends would be worried." I pleaded and she sighed.

"Fine. Go into the bathroom and clean up. I'll send someone to prepare clean clothes on the bed for you." She says, smiling sweetly.

I returned her smile and nodded. I let out the breath I didn't know I'd been holding when she left.

Talking to people drains me. I opened one of the doors to the room but it was a walk-in closet. I closed the door and opened another door. Thankfully, it was the bathroom.

I didn't have time to admire the bathroom. I quickly took my bath and like she promised, clean clothes were on the bed for me. It was a yellow and white floral dress. I wore it and the white flats I was provided. I picked up my phone and checked for missed calls. 30 missed calls from Sandra and 36 missed calls from Xena.

When I exit the room, I met the woman by the door. She directed me downstairs, outside the house. She gave me a bag that contains my outfit from yesterday and she packed food into a lunch bag for me.

"You should eat in the car, hm? You need to replenish your energy."

Replenish my energy? Does she know...? I looked at her with widened eyes and she winked. My cheeks grew red and I quickly entered the car. She waved at me as the driver drove away.

Were we that loud? I shook away the thought and brought out my phone. But...where is he? He just left without seeing me wake up? For some reason, that hurt me. But that's what a one-night stand is, right? Have sex and go your separate ways. We probably won't meet again. I brought out my phone and dialed Gabby's number.

"Kim?"

"Yeah, it's me."

"Finally! Gosh, do you know how worried we were? Sandra almost killed Collins. Asking why did he keep his eyes off you. We thought some predator got hold of you or something. What happened?"

"Is that Kim?" I heard Sandra faint voice ask. "Yes." Xena replied.

"Kimberly, are you okay? Where have you been?" Her voice became louder. She's probably close to the phone now.

"I'm sorry, guys. Something... happened."

"Wait, where are you? Let's come and pick you up. Xena, get the car keys."

"Calm down, Sandra. I'm fine. I'm almost home. I'll explain everything when I get home."  

"Hurry. We're dying of worry here."

"I'll be home soon." I brought down my phone, wishing the driver would go faster than this.

Why is he going this slow?

***

"Thank you, sir." I waved at the man and he drive off. I entered the building and went straight to my dorm.

"Kim!" Sandra exclaimed when she saw me enter.

She rushed to me and almost broke my bones in the name of a hug.

"Where were you? Collins said you went to the bathroom and then you suddenly disappeared." Xena said as she emerged from the bathroom.

I sighed and slumped on my bed.

"I'm no more a virgin guys." I dropped the bombshell and the room went pin-drop silent.

Xena and Sandra stared at each other in shock and disbelief.

"What do you mean?" Sandra asks, coming to sit beside me.

"Well...I may or may not have slept with a stranger last night." I say, fiddling with my fingers shyly. The toothbrush in Sandra's Mouth fell to the ground in shock.

"It's a lie." Xena said, standing.

"I'm telling the truth. On my way out of the bathroom, I bumped into a man and...I don't know. I can't describe it. For the first time in my life, I was sexually attracted to a man. So...I decided it was now or never and...He took me to his place." I said in one breath, closing my eyes as I braced up for the ear-piercing scream.

And then...it came.

"Arghhhh!!!!" They squealed in excitement, shaking me vigorously.

"You got laid? You finally got laid! Oh my gosh! I cannot believe this. I can't!" Sandra says, ruffling her hair as she walked to and fro.

"So how was it? Was it painful? Gentle? Rough? In-between? How would you rate the man out of ten? What does he look like?"

That should be confidential.

And the question went on and on. Of course, I had to answer their questions or I wouldn't hear the last of it today. Apparently, losing my virginity was something to celebrate so we ordered a cake and had a nice time at home. My life after that day continued as usual. I went to class, just...lived my normal life.

Everything was going fine until three weeks later when I began to feel sick. I'd feel nauseous out of nowhere and I began to feel weak almost every morning. I began to find foods I like disgusting. In the back of my mind, I began to fear. What if I'm pregnant? No, that's impossible. The man used a condom. Or...did he not? I don't know!

It's just normal sickness, Xena and Sandra assured but I knew they suspected what I suspected. To be sure, I asked Sandra to buy me a pregnancy test.

"Are you sure you wanna do this?" Sandra asked worriedly and I nodded.

"If I don't do this now, how would I rest assured?" I ask as I peeled off the wrapping of the test. I sat on the WC and peed in a small cup. I dipped the test in my urine and placed it to lie on the washing sink. With crossed fingers and a racing heart, I waited for the result to come out. I could feel Sandra assuring squeeze behind me.

"It's going to be okay." I hear Xena say. My breath got stuck in my throat when the first line showed up. One minute passed after that and the second line didn't show. I was letting out a sigh of relief when the second one finally appeared.

I felt my body go light, I would have fell if Sandra didn't hold me. I shook my head in denial. "Th...this is wrong, right?"

"Kimberly...

I felt something trail down my cheeks. I sniffled but more tears kept falling. I cleaned my tears with my sleeves and rushed out of the bathroom.

"Kim, where are you going?!" They yelled after me but my head was clouded. I rushed out of the house without a sense of direction.

No, this can't be happening.