Chapter seven ( His weakness )

Chapter seven ( My weakness )

Eden Rastol

I was given a separate room in the servant quarters since that's what Alpha Sheila ordered. She hasn't called me for some days now and I'm grateful for that. Though I miss her face all the time. I know it's crazy but the urge to see her face for the past few days has been so strong that I feel like I'm craving for some kind of cure.

I told Nana about it and she said it's normal since we're mates, she said it's normal for us to feel the need and want for each other and since I'm mated to the supreme Alpha of the whole supernatural, she said the feeling is going to be much stronger.

I've been wanting to go and take a sneak peek at her, but then again I'm nothing but a hopeless omega, and even if I made it to her doorstep, Edward won't make it any easier for me since he's always clinging to her like a second skin.

I was still in thought when my door flung open and Edward entered startling me

"Get your ass up and prepare, the Alpha wants you to be among the guard to accompany her to a dinner party"

At first, I was confused, I don't know why Alpha Sheila wants me to suddenly go with her to a party

"But why?"

"Don't get your hopes up, you're a nobody like the Alpha always say, so don't think of blinking twice at her"

I sighed like who does he think he is to tell me how to stare at my mate

"He's a clingy fool'' Liam said angrily in my head, guessing he's upset too. I look at his daring face as his evil gaze bore into mine

I took a step closer to him, my height is quite good so I towered over him,

" If you're quite confident in yourself, then don't be insecure of a nobody like me"

I step back a little and made to walk into my bathroom

"Fuck! I could still remember the moans of the Alpha yesterday night, I fuck her brains out that she has to most my name till she cum"

I felt a sting in my heart immediately Edward said that making me halt on my step, but no! I don't have to show him that his words affect me, slowly I turn to him with a smile on my face...

"You might be fucking her, but that's what you can only be, nothing but a fuck mate. You can never be a " Mate….." I drawled

"You…….. " He wanted to say something but I guess it got stuck up in his throat. I smirked looking at him, as he balled his fist, gritting his teeth viciously, he glared at me maliciously before he stumped his feet heavily on the ground and stormed off.

I smile, but remembering what he said about him and the Alpha, I became weak

I know my fate is a really bad one, but sometimes I wish things could have been better if I was not an omega.

I dash into the bathroom to take my bath. I'm worried since I don't have any proper clothes to put on, damn! I remembered I'm going to be going with her as one of her guards. I breathed out in relief since I'm going to have to put on the servant uniform. I know it's hurt when I'm nothing but a mere servant, yet! I know it's a progress at least she didn't reject me totally.

I tied a towel below my waistline, as I stepped out of the bathroom and entered my room, looking at myself, smiles form all over my face, if only a handsome face can change everything, I'm one of a kind. My chest tightened. I remember my illness, I need to gather money for my surgery, I only have a short time on earth or else I will die, I held onto the table as tears brimmed my eyes.

I've fought this illness all my life, my chest tightened. My whole life has been filled with pain, misery, and agony. Sometimes I feel like dying and ending all of this, but my parents have always been my biggest strength. Now I have Nana too, I also found a mate whom I want to show that I'm not weak, but whom I'm I kidding, I'm so weak that I can't even run for a long time as a werewolf, my mate is the supreme Alpha, I stand no chance with her, she even loathes me.

I've been trying to save up money all my life yet! I couldn't gather much. I really have a lot of things I want to do on my bucket list before I die, I just have four months left on earth. It's either I do the surgery or I die.

I wipe my tears after much thinking, leaving everything to faith. I walked to the closet and picked up my servant uniform after which I put it on. I walked towards the full-length mirror and checked myself out after which I brushed my hair backward and styled some strands in the front.

I smile at my reflection, deciding I was good to go. I walked out to the Alpha's chamber.

"Hi Eden" Roman, who has turned into a friend since I came here, he's also a servant like me but he's not treating me like the other guards are…., I don't know for some reasons they hated me and treated me like a plague but Roman has never acted like that towards me,

"I'm good man" I muttered shooking his hand

"See you later"

"Okay," I muttered and smiled as he walked off.

I was already close to the Alpha's chamber, as I stood before the door, I knocked but heard no reply. I knocked several times but got no reply again. My heartbeat palpitate, at the thought of anything being wrong with the Alpha, and without much thought as I was filled with worried, I pulled the door open and step in,

My step halted on its own on beholding the sight before me, Edward was on top of the supreme Alpha as both of them were naked while he fucked her mercilessly. My chest tightened, as tears blurred my vision. Turns of emotions flooded in, they were even unaware of my presence since they were deep into their shit.

I couldn't take in the sight anymore, as my mate moaned out the name of another man, her groans and cries of pleasure filled up the whole room, I turned around and left, closing the door along. I couldn't hold it anymore, I allowed the tears to flow immediately after I stepped out of the place. I supported my back with the wall covering my mouth with my hand, I wept like a baby for the first time in a lifetime. I curse my existence,

I felt like a walking dead, I can't even do what others are doing. I can't even leave like a normal werewolf. I'm a shadow of myself, having only a short time on earth I can't even have my mate, I was sent out of my pack. I lost contact with my parent, my life is so fucked up.

I don't know for how long I stood and cried. My tears have already dried up. The door clicked open, I was standing by the side already, the Alpha walked out with Edward walking behind her.

"Good day your Majesty" I greeted with my head bowled

"Let's go," She said, not bothering to reply to my greeting. I could see Edward's evil smirk at me. I sighed knowing he's the least of my problems at the moment.

We walk towards the car packs, and damn! It dawned on me that the Alpha is filthy rich, my chest tightened. More reasons why I keep on saying I stand no chance with her. She entered the first Lamborghini with Edward, while I entered the other Ferrari with the guards, and we drove off.

We drove for some time before we drove into the mansion where the party was being held. As we stepped down from the car, my eyes nearly fell out of their sockets, on beholding the paradise before me. This place is heavenly, I've never been to a place like this before.

I stood with the guards as Alpha Sheila and Edward walked hand in hand into the party.

We walk into the grand hall behind the Alpha, as our duty is to guard them. I watched as they paved the way on seeing the Alpha, she exchanged greetings with people of high rank, and we stood a little distance away from them.

I watched as she laughed while talking with some of the ladies. Suddenly her happy face turned to anger. I could see her trying her best to mask her feelings. My heartbeat thundered severally when she waved her hand at me, beckoning me to come.

I gulped down unknown saliva and mustered up courage before walking toward her.

"Your Majesty.." I bowled before her

"Can't believe a low life like him is your mate" One of the ladies spoke up

"How can the moon goddess be so callous to mate you to a nothing," Another said

I bowed my head slowly as it dawned on me that the only reason why she brought me here is to insult me.

"He must be leaving in the slums" I heard another voice

"That's where his kind belong"

At this point I couldn't hold in anymore, my head is starting to feel dizzy, I need no one to tell me what it is, I balled my fist, and gritted my teeth,

"I curse the day, I'm mated to him, I should have remained mateless" The Alpha spoke up and that did it

The pain slammed in, "Ahhhhhhh…!!! " I screamed in pain and held onto my head, the feeling resurfaced, I tried hard to control it, but I couldn't, the pain became unbearable for me, I had no choice but to cave in. My knees gave in weakly to the bare floor, all eyes turned to me but none attempted to see if I was okay or not.

I could feel the white foamy substance already dripping from my mouth, as my hands and legs begins to stretch on their own, tears stream down my eyes like an ocean...as I found myself looking helpless, I couldn't help myself as my body becomes limp on the bare floor, I struggled to fight my lifetime illness for the first time, my weakness is no longer hidden from the world.

Slowly in my weak state, I looked at the Alpha only to see her looking at me in disgust. My heart shattered, with one last tear, my heartbeat gave in to total darkness.