||E i g h t - H a r r y||

||Chapter Eight||

[Harry]

Fuck.

Fuck.

Fuck.

I'm so stupid.

I'm so pathetic.

I'm so useless.

Why the hell did I do this when I know the consequences perfectly well?

Just like I expected.

I'm depressed.

I thought I could do it this time.

But.

It didn't work.

I just can't look at it.

It scares me without even trying.

I wish it didn't exist.

How am I ever gonna go out on a pleasant date at night?

How can I impress someone with a fancy date if I can't even look at the night sky?

That's why I'm convinced that I'll be forever alone.

Even if I loved someone one day.

That someone won't love me back.

It will be one-sided.

"You should get out of bed Haz. What's done is done." Liam's voice flooded through my phone speakers.

"You don't understand L-

"Yes I do understand. You know I'm the only one who does." He cut me off.

"You will find him one day Harry." He continued.

"What makes you so sure?" I asked.

"I just know it. Trust me." He replied.

"Thank you Lee, for everything." I said.

"There's no thanks between friends." Was his reply.

And for the first time since Tuesday night, I smiled.

It's Thursday right now.

I spent the whole day yesterday mopping around.

Ugh.

Just when Liam ended the call, I received another.

Private number.

I sat up straight in bed, preparing for some fun.

"Hey." I answered.

I was expecting a few seconds of silence like the usual.

But that didn't happen.

"Hi." A husky voice answered.

I wanted to keep the conversation flowing.

So.

"How are you?" I asked.

I heard a chuckle.

It made me grin.

"I'm alright. How about you?"

"Good, starting from this minute." I replied.

"I'm glad." Mute boy said.

"So mute boy, wanna tell me your name?" I asked.

"Just call me Z for now." He replied.

"Z? Why though?"

He didn't wanna tell me his name.

But why?

I wanna know if his name fits his sexy voice.

"You'll know it soon enough." He said.

Um.

Okay?

"Uh cool."

Yep, it's official.

I am stupid.

"I'm glad we're talking." He said.

"Me too."

I was happy really even though it's weird.

"I wanna help you Haz." He said.

What?

What the hell does he mean?

"W-What do you mean?"

Does he know?

He can't possibly know!

"You'll know soon."

"Just know that, I love you Harry."

Then the line was disconnected.

The thing is.

I donno if I should feel scared.

Or flattered.

Someone out there loves me.

And from the sounds of it.

He's one sexy piece.

Z.

Is it an Z for a Zack?

Or for a Zeke?

This guy is making me wonder a lot.

This guy is making me excited for what's coming.

This guy is something new.

I have a feeling.

Z.

Will be my reason.

Am I right?

Or am I wrong?

Am I foolish for even replying to him in the first place?

Who knows?

I'm willing to risk it.

For Z.

P.S. For some reason, I'm not so afraid of Saturday any longer.

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Fin.