Fix yourself

Chapter 3

"I said come here." I stepped back and shook my head. I'm scared. I do not want. I'm sure he'll hurt me when I come near!

He looked at me even more and stood up violently in the chair. He took big steps to approach me and gave me a slap.

"You're so stubborn !!" He shouted at me and slapped me again. "Don't you understand !? You can't get out of here!" I just cried especially because of what he was saying. I grabbed my left cheek which he slapped. His hand was so heavy that it was like steel. "All right! Try to get out of that door so you can find what you're looking for! Get out !!"

Even with difficulty I forced myself to speak. "G-I want u-to go home ..." I moaned even louder because I really wanted to leave here.

"Pvt*ngina!" He kicked another small table that would hold the vase so it was broken and shattered again. He grabbed my jaw and presented it to her. "You're heating my head! Do you know when I see you I get irritated !? Then you make me even angrier !!"

"S-Sorry .."

"Fvck your sorry !!" He threw a stone at my jaw and kicked the lamp he had just turned on. Whatever he picks up he throws where it is. "Go to your room !! I don't want to see you !!" I hurried to the stairs and ran to my room. I locked it and there all shed my tears.

I woke up with body pain. I fell asleep sitting on the floor while lying head down on the bed.

There was a knock on the door and then he entered. Your woman the other day.

"Good morning Mam. Sir is feeding you in the morning. Come on .."

Twitter attacked me again. "Did he laugh?"

"Nothing. He got to work early."

I took a deep breath and stood up. I even complained of physical pain. "I do not want to eat."

"Sir will scold us if you don't eat ..." the fear could be seen on his face. The wind blew me away. It would be better for me to be hurt than for them to be innocent.

"Please bring the food here. I don't want to leave the room."

"All right."

When he left the room, I went straight to the bathroom to take a shower. As the water flowed through my body I remembered what happened last night.

If he doesn't want to see me .. why did he buy me?

"Mam, your food is already here." He said outside the bathroom.

"Okay thank you." I won't eat that. I have no appetite.

"Ahh Mam .."

"Why?"

"What's your name? I'm Marie hehehe"

Why is he asking my name?

I smiled a little because of him. "My name is Wrenlee."

"Wrenlee? Ahh go ahead! Nice to meet you! I'll be the first!" I nodded at him. He was very cheerful. Isn’t he scared of this place?

After I took a shower, I went out of the bathroom to get dressed. I threw my food in the trash to pretend I had run out. I know it's bad to waste food but when the man who buys that comes to my mind I get disgusted.

He might even criticize me for what he feeds me. He's so bad! I hope he didn't just buy me. If he didn't want me, he would have just let me go. He is a slave of the devil! He buys and destroys human life for personal gain! He doesn't matter!

Gone are the days that I was just in the room. Not going out and just looking at the orchard and that forest.

They also serve me food and keep an eye on me to make sure I eat. They noticed that I didn't eat when they cleaned my room — I didn't have a problem.

The night came and it looked like the man would never go home again. I fell asleep early but also woke up at one o'clock in the morning because of a dream. I dreamed my two brothers were crying. They were both crying loudly and looking for me on the street.

I cried because of that dream.

I miss them..

I want to see them. I don’t want them to struggle and have nothing to eat! I'm their only parent!

It was a few more hours before I stopped crying. I wondered how to escape again.

While thinking I felt thirsty so I left the room. My chest throbbed again when I remembered what happened last night. Maybe he thought now that I would run away again?

"Ohh ..."

I heard a strange sound so I was surprised.

There's a ghost?

My knees trembled with fear.

In my whole life I have never seen a ghost!

"Ahh ..."

But it didn't look like a ghost because that voice seemed to be tickling and it was also a woman's voice.

I walked slowly and followed that faint voice. I approached the man's room and saw that it was open a little. To my great surprise I approached there and peeked.

My two eyes widened when I saw the position of the Man and the Woman!

To my great surprise I stumbled weakly on the insurance. The man looked in my direction so cautiously but I quickly entered my room. Nervous.

I immediately lay down on the bed and covered myself with a thick blanket.

Will he do the same to me? Will he take care of me? Will he take if there is me? No! No! I do not want!

I hope he doesn't see me! Sana! Sana! Sana!

*BAANG!*

I heard an explosion so I got up. I pulled the blanket closer to me as if it would protect me.

There was silence around for a few minutes. I could hear someone talking outside the door and then fell silent again.

The door to my room opened so I looked there. I was attacked again by extreme nervousness. I'm even more thirsty!

The man is here.

He was wearing a white tshirt and jogging pants. He found me sitting on the bed while nervously looking at him.

He closed the door and approached me. He sat on the bed next to me. Will he do to me what he did to the woman before !? I do not want! Not allowed!

"Still up?" My chest was pounding so hard and we could only hear both breathing. I felt his hand caressing my back.

Wait!

I was losing strength because of what he was doing. I could not move because of fear. My lips were dry from the extreme nervousness!

"You saw it .." he whispered and started to kiss my arm up to my neck. I avoid his kisses but he just pulls me back.

I could smell her precious perfume and the fragrant smell of her breath.

He inserted his hand that was already behind me and removed the hook of my bra. Am I saying that this man is a slave of the devil! He has been a demon ever since!

I gasped as he violently laid me on the bed and grabbed both my arms. I cried all the time because of fear and extreme nervousness!

"W-Wag .."

"Shh .." he sat on me while kissing the top of my chest.

"I-I don't want to ... p-please .. don't .."

He seemed to hear nothing and just continued kissing my neck to my jaw.

When he kissed the edge of my lip he released me. He stood up and adjusted himself.

"Tomorrow we will go to Underground, so fix yourself." I sat down and wiped away my tears. "Don't worry I can't touch you. That's the rule." He grinned and turned his back on me.