Mate

School went by slowly and I was dreading lunchtime. It is usually the time when I get attacked and abused by most of my pack mates. The bell for lunch rings breaking my train of thought, making me wince from the loud and obnoxious shrill of the bell. I quickly pack my bag and scurry out of the classroom hoping to make it to the library in one piece, but life is a bitch. There stood the new alpha, Simon, in the hallway making out with my sister, Hina, the pack slut with a disgusting and neauseating fire which was too much public display of affection for me. Alpha Simon right of passage ceremony and birthday was last night. The ceremony was where the alpha title was passed down to him and he would also meet his mate but from what I heard, he has yet to find her. As the most hated pack member, I was forbidden from attending pack meetings, gatherings and celebrations. The rumour going around was Hina would be the new Luna and she would be marked by the end of the week. To be honest I did not care because I planned to leave the pack even if I got rejected which will happen because I am a waste of space and wolf. Sometimes I wish I was never born or killed before I became aware of who I was. Sniffling softly, I bow my head and try to pass unnoticed, key word, try,but Simon grabs my shirt and slams me into the locker. Smiling to himself, he slams me into the locker over and over again until my hair is matted down with blood, my back is covered with cuts and scratches from the sharp edges of the damaged lockers and my breathing is basically non existent. I gasp desperately in an attempt to get air but more air leaves me as he punches me over and over again all over my body. I'm left as a bloody heap on the floor. I hear footsteps leaving and sigh in relief because that means Simon left but a minute later more footsteps are heard heading in my direction. I'm suddenly turned over by none other than Simon's second in command, Brad. He picks me up and throws me in the direction of someone, they catch me and throw me in the other direction. This continues until I feel a kick to my stomach and then one to my head. I cover my head to protect it but that left my stomach and chest unprotected and available to receive all the punches and kicks aimed at me. The rain of kicks and punches continues until I black out. I'm awoken by a kick to my head and then a punch to the face. I groan in pain and try to move but I'm held down by four pairs of hands and someone on my back. The person on my back began walking on me, stepping on my fingers, toes and head over and over until a puddle of my blood forms around me. I raise my head and see Hina with a group of students snickering and cheering on Simon and his posse, some were even shouting out that they should kill me and end my miserable life. I cower in fear on the floor when the shouts of agreement for me to die increase until everyone is shouting for me to be executed. I'm picked up by my neck and tossed in front of the cheering crowd who take it upon themselves to punish me by hitting me with whatever was in the vicinity. I laid on the floor receiving hits with chairs, rulers, desks, shoes, cups and even weave was used on me. The bell rings signalling the end of lunch and the end of my beating. The crowd groan and sigh in annoyance as they disperse and made their way to class, leaving me on the floor with Simon and his goons and my sister. Barely conscious, I try to move but I could not feel my legs nor my arms. They were definitely broken maybe even damaged beyond repair but I doubt, because the pack beats me enough to make me suffer but not enough to kill me or cripple me because they want to break me over and over again until I'm left as a shell of my former self. My wolf was trying to take over and lessen the pain but I told her no because there is a possibility that I may lose her forever which will cause me to eventually die from the loss of my other half. Simon goons spits on me each before making their way to class, leaving Simon and Hina who were making out next to my beaten and bruised body. I silently cry to myself for all the beatings I received, the love I never received even from my own parents, the lies that were spread about me being a slut, the hurt I received for all the good I've done. My cries turn into full on sobbing as I heave on the floor and sputter as more blood leaves my mouth. I curl up my body with much difficulty before praying to the moon goddess to kill me because I have no purpose nor will left in me to live. I am suddenly grabbed by my hair and come face to face with Simon who has a sick, sinister smile on his face. Suddenly his wolf appears and growls out mate in my face before enveloping me in his arms like I would disappear if he let me go. I squirm in discomfort and pain before Simon kisses me on the lips leaving me as well as Hina in shock. What the fuck is happening to me?