CHAPTER 4 The Breaking Years
The first lesson came with the morning meal on day seven.
"You eat when we say, sleep when we say, speak when we say," Guard Morrison announced, kicking over the metal tray that held what might charitably be called breakfast. "Everything else is a privilege that gets earned."
Jezza stared at the gray slop spreading across her cell floor. Her stomach cramped with hunger, but something deep inside her rebelled against crawling to lick food off concrete like an animal. She met Morrison's eyes instead.
"I'm not hungry."
The baton caught her across the ribs before she could blink. Pain exploded through her torso, but she didn't make a sound. Morrison's face twisted with frustration.
"You'll learn, 47. They all learn eventually."
But Jezza was already learning something else entirely. She was learning that she was tougher than anyone, including herself, had ever suspected.
Six months passed in a blur of calculated cruelty.
The facility operated on a schedule designed to break the human spirit: irregular meals, interrupted sleep, arbitrary punishments that followed no logical pattern.
Jezza watched other women crumble under the psychological pressure, their personalities dissolving like sugar in acid.
She adapted instead.
When they cut her rations, she learned to catch rainwater in her cupped hands during the brief moments when cell doors opened.
When they disrupted her sleep with random alarms, she trained herself to rest in thirty-second intervals.
When they tried to strip away her identity by forbidding names, she created a mental vault where she stored every detail of who she had been.
Jezza Clarksville. Born July 18th, 2003. Daughter of Harold and Elena Clarksville. Harvard MBA. Phantom Tech heiress.
These words became her prayer, her anchor, her rebellion whispered into the darkness each night.
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The other women became her teachers in ways the facility never intended.
Velmora had survived six months longer than anyone else by perfecting the art of appearing broken while staying whole inside.
During their brief encounters in the communal washing area, she shared survival techniques developed through months of brutal trial and error.
"Never let them see your real face," she whispered while scrubbing the institutional soap across her scarred arms. "Give them a performance. Make them think they're winning while you plan their destruction."
Anya, barely eighteen but sharp as a blade, had grown up in Moscow's political underworld. She understood power dynamics, surveillance patterns, the psychology of men who hurt women for pleasure.
Her lessons came during the medical examinations that were really opportunities for sanctioned assault.
"Watch their eyes," she breathed while Dr. Hendricks prepared another injection. "Violent men always telegraph their intentions. Use that predictability against them."
The woman everyone called 23 had been a surgeon before her kidnapping. She taught them anatomy—which pressure points caused maximum pain, which injuries looked worse than they were, and how to fake symptoms that would buy time or privileges.
"The human body is a machine," she explained during one of their coded conversations through the ventilation system. "Learn how to operate it, and you can survive anything they do to you."
Together, they formed something their captors hadn't anticipated: a think tank of elite minds applying their specialized knowledge to the problem of survival.
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By the end of year one, Jezza had catalogued every weakness in the facility's operation.
The guards changed shifts at 6 AM and 6 PM, leaving a four-minute window when the corridors were less monitored.
Supply trucks arrived on Tuesdays and Fridays, always through the eastern gate. Dr. Hendricks kept medical supplies locked in a cabinet whose key hung on a chain around his neck—a chain that was just long enough to reach the lock without removing.
The information gathered slowly, piece by piece, stored in the same mental vault where she protected her identity. But information without opportunity was just intellectual exercise.
The opportunity came when she overheard two guards discussing "graduation schedules."
"Three more transfers to the premium wing next week," Morrison was saying. "Including 47. That Harvard education makes her worth double the usual rate."
Premium wing. Jezza had heard whispers about it—the final stop before women disappeared entirely, sold to clients who paid extraordinary sums for victims with particular educational backgrounds and social polish.
The economics were sickeningly clear. They weren't just breaking women for the pleasure of it. They were creating a specific product for a specific market: accomplished, refined women who had been psychologically reconstructed into perfect slaves.
That night, Jezza began transmitting a new message through the pipes. Not the usual signals of survival and resistance, but detailed instructions for coordinated action.
The escape plan took shape over weeks of careful preparation. Anya would create a diversion in the medical wing by triggering the fire suppression system.
Velmora would sabotage the generator during the next supply delivery. 23 would steal medications that could be used to incapacitate guards.
And Jezza would run.
Not because she was more important than the others, but because she was the only one who still had family with resources to expose what was happening here.
The others were protecting a secret that could destroy the entire network, but only if someone survived to tell it.
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Three thousand miles away, Margaret Clarksville reviewed quarterly reports in her new corner office, the one that had belonged to Harold before his grief had made him unfit for leadership.
"The mining operations in Australia are exceeding projections," she told the board of directors with practiced enthusiasm. "We should consider expanding our investment in the region."
The mining operations that were generating such impressive returns existed only on paper. In reality, the money was being laundered through shell companies that funded black market operations, including the facility where her stepdaughter was being systematically destroyed.
Harold sat at the conference table like a broken statue, his eyes vacant, his hands trembling slightly from the medications Margaret had been carefully administering.
The proud businessman who had built Phantom Tech from nothing was now a shadow who signed whatever documents she placed in front of him.
"Father seems tired," Nessa observed after the meeting, her voice carrying just enough concern to sound daughterly. "Perhaps he should consider stepping back from daily operations."
"The doctors say his condition is deteriorating," Margaret replied, her tone perfectly calibrated between sadness and professional necessity. "The trauma of losing Jezza has been devastating. But we have to think about the company's stability."
Alex nodded from his position at Nessa's side, his arm protectively wrapped around her expanding waist.
Their wedding had been small, respectful, appropriately somber given the circumstances. Society had approved of their restraint, their obvious grief for the missing heiress, their dedication to preserving her father's legacy.
"The board is already discussing succession planning," Alex added. "When the time comes, we'll be ready to take over."
Margaret smiled. Everything was proceeding exactly as planned. Harold's slow decline would continue until he was declared mentally incompetent.
The family fortune would transfer to his surviving daughter and her husband. And the troublesome stepdaughter who had once threatened to expose Margaret's secrets would remain buried in an Australian hell, her identity systematically erased along with any danger she might have posed.
The missing heiress had become just another tragic story, a reminder of how quickly privilege could turn to vulnerability in a dangerous world.
But in that Australian facility, the woman who had once been Jezza Clarksville was about to prove that some people were far more dangerous than the world that tried to destroy them.
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The escape began at 3:17 AM on a Tuesday, when the facility's generator failed during what appeared to be a routine supply delivery.
In the darkness that followed, alarms blared as guards scrambled to contain what looked like a riot in the medical wing. Fire suppression systems activated, flooding corridors with foam and confusion. Emergency lighting flickered on and off, creating a strobing nightmare of shadows and chaos.
Through it all, a shadow that had once answered to the name Jezza Clarksville moved with deadly precision through ventilation shafts she had been mapping for months.
Behind her, explosions echoed through the compound as other prisoners implemented their parts of the plan.
Some would be caught. Some would be killed. But their sacrifice would buy her the time she needed to reach the perimeter fence and the freedom that lay beyond.
After eighteen months of methodical planning, the moment of truth had finally arrived.
But as Jezza would soon discover, freedom came with a price that two years of torture hadn't prepared her to pay.
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