PROLOGUE

My vision is already blurry and feel my world is spinning.

No. No. No. This can’t be happening right now.

Fuck. Why now? Why fucking now when I left my suppressants in the pocket of my lab coat?

I can’t breathe properly now even if how much I try to calm myself. Nothing’s going to work and it’s all my stupid fault. I’m already sitting on the floor, curling myself up. It’s starting to burn me and I can feel my inner self surfacing any moment now. Fuck.

Being an Omega fucking sucks.

I’m cursing myself for being an Omega who needs to undergo this fucking Heat. This shouldn’t have been my life if I was born anything else but Omega.

I need to get up. I need to go back in my office. I need to… I need to… I need an Alpha.

My blood, my veins, my whole being screams for sex. I need someone who’ll fill me up, who’ll fuck me until this Heat stops. I want an Alpha. I need an Alpha.

I want—

“Well, well, well… What do we have here?”

Alpha…

I couldn’t see properly who this man in front of me is because of my stupid tears and the way my world is already spinning so badly—but I know he is an Alpha. My blood sings for him. I want him. I need him.

Fuck me now. Fuck me please.

I fought myself not to reach for this man and as I did, my nails are already digging into my palm.

“Out of all the moments that could happen, we’re back here again.” The man laughs, I didn’t need to see it but I can imagine him grinning evilly with those words.

Then finally, it started sinking into me who this man is. This voice. This Alpha scent. I know who he is.

Fuck me now.

I swallow my cries and begs for him to take me and it wasn’t all that easy. It hurts. It fucking hurts now that my whole body is burning with desire specifically for this man. I hate myself.

“I can see that you’re smart enough to work in a hospital majorly comprised with Beta doctors, yet clearly stupid to carelessly not have your suppressants with you like in this current situation.” He chuckles. “With this strong and sweet scent that you’re emitting right now, I doubt the Betas would be able to resist.

Someone is probably rushing in here now to check on who smelled like irresistible flowers.”

Fuck me please, Alpha.

I never wanted to be born an Omega. I never wanted to live like this. I never wanted to…

“You lost the dare, doc.” This man laughs again, mocking me even more. “Who would’ve thought that with the years that passed, you still lost to the dare we are in, Doctor Ronan. You lost and here I am thinking that since I am a kind man—I will help you. I will help you in one condition…”

Fuck me. Claim me. Use me.

It hurts. It burns. I’m losing all my energy from stopping myself.

I need you now. Fuck me now.

“W-What do you want?”

Help me. Help me, please.

He chuckles. “You’re ready on the floor, doc, so this should be easy.”

Fuck me.

“What do you want?”

“Kneel.”