Day 10: Pathetic

12:03 AM

Exis!

I already got wifi! Thank you, smartbro! I hope you don't just rely on me.

What is there now and then will suddenly disappear. Wag ganun ha.

Ahahahhaaha

What? Are you drunk?

Seen, 12:14 AM

Alexis Ran: Nope.

Weh? I think you were there at 10pm. It is impossible that you are not drunk yet.

Alexis Ran: Not really.

Ahh. Are you no longer at the bar?

Alexis Ran: Still here.

Nge. What are you doing there? Tambay?

Alexis Ran: Hmm.

Are you a bouncer ?!

Ahahahahahhaha

Alexis Ran: I don't know about you.

Ahahahahhaa

Tell me about it. Boring here in the car. They are asleep ?

My cousin who is awake seems to have his own world. Ka-chat siguro jowa niya.

Ahahahhaha

Alexis Ran: I'm lazy.

Alexis Ran: You tell a story.

Hmmmm.

Last year, we went to Sagada. After Sagada we went down to Baguio for one day. We ate at 50's Diners.

Eh our rented car, left at the hotel because the driver in the car is fixing something. So we took a taxi back to the hotel.

It's hard to ride! So I am waving / waving.

Then a white car passed by so I waved. I mean, I guess.

I was surprised when my nephew picked me up.

It's a private car. I thought it was a taxi ahahahaah then the driver looked at me as if in his mind, "It's a fool." Ahahhaah

Hello ?! Is it my fault that my eyes are blurred ????

Alexis Ran: I don't know if your eyes are really blurry or you are just really stupid.

He's serious oh! Judgmental too!

My eyes are blurred! Swear!

300+ degrees both eyes. I only wear glasses when facing the laptop so you know. It's really vague.

Alexis Ran: Ah.

Say sorry for calling me stupid!

Alexis Ran: Sorry.

I feel like you are drunk! Admit it Exis!

Alexis Ran: Not really.

Alexis Ran: Just drank.

Juskoh! That was Lex's line before. Drunk but drunk. Guys again oh.

Alexis Ran: I'm not Lex, Arisa.

I know.

You are brutally honest unlike him.

Even if you get hurt, you prefer to tell the truth.

Alexis Ran: You don't know me.

Yeah. I know.

Oops. Contradicting.

Ahahahaa wait why are we talking like this.

Just chill-chill.

Alexis Ran: I don't know about you.

Who are you with at the bar?

Alexis Ran: Friends.

Girlfriend?

Alexis Ran: Single.

Alexis Ran: And not interested.

Seen, 12:45 AM

AHAHAHAHA You always insist on that "not interested". Don't worry, I won't fall.

Kaya promise me you won't fall for my charms okay ??

Alexis Ran: Blow at the bar.

Ahahahahaha

Seen, 12:57 AM

Exis, am I pathetic?

Alexis Ran: Why?

Because I still can't move on even him, move on move on.

Alexis Ran: What's pathetic is saying you're moving on but not making any steps to move forward.

Okay. I am pathetic.

Ahahahaha

I was imprisoned in our past. In a relationship. In the wastes. I'm afraid to let go of those memories we've shared.

I'm always looking back without making any progress. Always looking back and never making a step forward.

I also don't like this, eh. But how?

Seen, 1:09 AM

Alexis Ran: Start loving yourself.

Nice! The deep! Is that Bieber's song? Ahahahaa

Alexis Ran: Are you really like that?

What?

Alexis Ran: Everyone is joking.

Yes? Because I'm already hurting, will I still feel sorry for those around me? The ones I'm talking to?

Alexis Ran: That's annoying.

Huh? Why?

Alexis Ran: You don't seem to trust them.

And?

Alexis Ran: That they will catch you.

Seen, 1:15 AM

You think so?

Alexis Ran: Hmm.

I just don't want to whine all the time. If I can be myself, why not? They don't know what I've been going through. Just say, "You can do that too. You can overcome that too. You can move on too."

Have they experienced it so that they can say that?

Alexis Ran: You're not even giving them a chance.

?????

Why are we talking like this! Too serious. Change topic!

Seen, 1:30 AM

Surprisingly you are still awake at this time ??

Are you home yet? It's early.

Alexis Ran: 2am.

I'm nervous, Exis.

Alexis Ran: Why?

Grabe kasi 'tong driver! Overtake overtake done speed drive! It does not even slow down the humps and potholes.

It's amazing that my comrades are asleep, this driver kas

I can no longer drink water! I'm so salty with Mexicorn.

Alexis Ran: Ah.

He is back in the one-liner response ?

Ahahahaha

Do you have siblings?

Alexis Ran: 1 older brother, 1 younger brother.

Also stuck like you?

Alexis Ran: It depends.

Depends on want ?

Seen, 1:54 AM

I'm really new to talking to you at this time.

Alexis Ran: I also change the way I talk to you.

Ahahahahhaahahaha

Charm ko 'yan ??

Alexis Ran: Bwisit.

Ahahahahahaha!

We've been chatting for ten days, haven't we? Just kidding, just because of the wrong message. If I can put up with you for one month, give me a gift.

Alexis Ran: I am the one you should give as a gift.

Alexis Ran: I love you.

Very bad !!

Seen, 2:13 AM

Alexis Ran: Wait.

Whyyy? You're going home?

Alexis Ran: Yeah.

Ukii. You are asleep too.

Don't drive (if you have a car). You are drunk.

Alexis Ran: Just tipsy.

Same, same.

Just. Remember Exis ??

Alexis Ran: Yeah.

Alexis Ran: Thanks.

Alexis Ran: You too.

Aww. Sweet naman oh ???

Seen, 2:23 AM

3:02 AM

Hope you get home safely, Exis.

Para akong nanay mo takte ahahahaa

Anyway, I bought a Cadbury. Kainis because I thought I got plain, that's Fruit & Nut! Eh ayoko nito !! Huhuhu

Seen, 3:15 AM

3:16 AM

Alexis Ran: Already in the condo.

Social as well. Condo pa. Don't let a woman with food come to you.

Alexis Ran: Haha.

Alexis Ran: Bwisit.

Sixth ?

Look and hear your laughter. Ahahahaha

Alexis Ran: I don't know about you.

Are you alone there?

Alexis Ran: Yeah.

You know I think I'm leaving home too. Own ganern. Rent a unit or an apartment. But I also don't want to leave mom. Maybe they'll sulk, say I don't want them with papa anymore.

Alexis Ran: Do you know how to cook?

No.

Alexis Ran: Study first before you think about isolating yourself.

Why do you know?

Alexis Ran: Yeah.

Prito ?!

Alexis Ran: Nope.

Yabang! Feed it! I'm your brother, right? Long lost brother kita diba ?! Do you want me to be hungry?

Alexis Ran: I use you.

Alexis Ran: We are not brothers.

Alexis Ran: You stop.

You really are! I thought we were still bffs. Ahahhaaha

Alexis Ran: ...

Ahahahaha

Seen, 3:33 AM

EXIS !!

We are in Baguio! Surprising! I was surprised to see that we were outside the hotel.

The speed of the flight.

Takteng driver to! He was racing earlier, on a zigzag road chuvaness! It's a good thing I don't know because I might have died of nervousness ???

Isn't he aware of that chasm ?! Kuuuu!

Alexis Ran: Sit down.

Alexis Ran: It was not safe for him to do that.

I'll tell mom later to see.

Anyway, check us in first. Then I will sleep for strength later to roam ?

You're asleep too!

Huh?

Goodnight!

This good mornight!

Seen, 3:43 AM

6:00 PM

EXIS !!

Did you miss me?

Sorry! We went for a walk. I just got wifi.

Anyway, annoying. Huhu

Did we go to Camp John Hay for the tree top? Just the one with the zipline ride. I will not ride, I will just go with my nephew.

Then I was not allowed. It is forbidden to wear shorts. I said, "I'm not going to ride, sister. I'm just going with my niece."

Ateng: "Miss is not allowed. Because we are all male employees. You have to do some trekking a bit far."

So of course, I don't want to argue so I just left.

But I don't get it, Exis ??

So? Just wearing shorts is forbidden right away?

Seen, 6:10 PM

Alexis Ran: Are you in Baguio wearing only shorts?

Of course there is an upper. Utak naman. Ahahahaha

Alexis Ran: Bwisit.

Alexis Ran: She's just being careful.

I still don't get ?

Anyway, the kyot of my jacket. May wings ??

Alexis Ran: Shorts and jackets?

Eh, my thighs and legs are not cold. My back and arm get cold quickly ?

Alexis Ran: Ah.

Alexis Ran: Weirdo.

Grabe ka! Ahahahaha

Anyway, let me out first. I went to SM then to ukay-ukay ?

Alexis Ran: It's late.

Eh at night the ukays are released on Session Road. Or at Burnham Park? Just there!

Alexis Ran: Who are you with?

Sina Mama ?

Alexis Ran: Ah.

Uyy! Concern? Thanks, Kuya Exis! ?

Alexis Ran: Stop it Arisa!

Ahahahahhahaha

All right ~ Talk to you later!

Alexis Ran: Remember.

Naaaks! ? Thankyou!

?????

Ahahahahhaha

Seen, 6:30 PM

7:32 PM

Lights for you ahahaha

Lights for you ahahaha

Seen, 7:36 PM

11:34 PM

Huhuhu I didn't buy much. I don't want manga in the book sale then I don't have a trip dress in ukay ???

Seen, 11:35 PM

Alexis Ran: Sorry.

Don't oppress me !!

But I have some cute news for you.

Do you know that up here in Baguio my charm reaches? ?????

Alexis Ran: Wind.

It is true!

Because I was separated from Mama in SM. Then I looked around until there was a Nutella kiosk. Then someone approached the 'king man asking for my name and number ?

Alexis Ran: You gave?

Of course not!!

Edi I lost my name and number ?!

I'm not stupid. That scammer makes me feel. The guy is cute so I know he's a cheater!

Alexis Ran: Good.

Alexis Ran: And at least you are not 100% stupid.

GRABE KA !!!!!

I hate you ?

I will not talk to you again.

One second.

Ahahahaaha

I bought something for you earlier in the mines view. But I ate it. Ahehehehhe!

Alexis Ran: You're a real spit fire.

I know right.

But I am the visitor of your life.

Ahahahahaha

Alexis Ran: I don't know about you.

Anyway, I'm going to sleep! We are still early tomorrow ?

Goodnight, Exis!

Seen, 11:57 PM

Alexis Ran: Goodnight.