Chapter 5

Giovanni

When I get home , the first thing I notice is how lonely it is here. What I wouldn't give for Julia to be here right now. I take my things and take them straight to my room and put my things on an armchair that I barely used and as soon as I leave things there.

I turn and my gaze drops to an empty bed that will soon, very soon be filled with my wife. And that reminds me that my order must have already been delivered by the store. I pick up my cell phone and see that I already had an order notification delivered.

I decide to let Julia know that my order has been delivered. As I dial your number I knew it by heart and sauté. My gaze was still there admiring the bed that would soon be hers or rather ours. My heart felt like it would explode with so much emotion, I was like those teenagers because of a great passion.

Although I was exactly acting like I was a teenager and I know that it seemed silly for a man like me with those kinds of feelings, a dominator who was looking for his submissive and at the same time, knowing that he didn't need to find the Dominant anymore now he was a sub and would do anything, anything crazy for her.

I look at the cell phone as it rings, knowing that at that time Julia was leaving the office at that very moment. As soon as she picks up and I don't give her a chance to say anything I say quickly:

— Julia, your clothes have already been sent to your house! — That's what I say and I end the call afraid that she would say something, like the type of change and idea to go to a blessed party. And that party was the last thing I wanted to go to, But in her company, that party that would be a nightmare of pain, it would be a nightmare of pain of not being able to touch her, the way I wanted.

And so I started putting together a plan or rather rules that I was very good at and that would be my list that had been formed with the rules that I was dying to break.

1. You have to act like you're my girlfriend

2. You have to kiss me madly

3. You have to stay by my side and cling to me.

They are small rules that I am absolutely sure that when she follows these rules and which I am going to do, she will be aware in a little while that she will not regret it and will stay with me forever.

I stand there and think about how this woman completely changed my life. I mean that I've never been a saint and it's been a long time since I've had a woman in my bed, or rather , in a hotel bed. Because to bring a woman into my bed, it had to be that woman, that is, my woman.

The person that when I met her I would fall madly in love and that's what happened to me, when I met Julia a few months ago and I did her interview, I never imagined that it would be this woman and this woman did something that I never imagined that one day I would know that meaning.

And that meaning that she gave me and did without realizing that by giving me that simple phrase called LOVE, and those five letters that were unknown to me. It showed me that a man like me of almost fifty knew true and only love.

Because very soon she'd be here with me, because I'm going to do anything to make her fall in love with me, I know she's interested in me, I just don't know if she loves me the more she will.

What did she think of the gifts I sent home? Ah, I wanted to call her again and ask her what she thought. But I didn't have to control myself, I had to give her some time to see the things I had bought for her.

She had no idea that I personally bought the clothes, shoes and lingerie , I never thought I had the strength not to pick up the lingerie and bring it to my nose to inhale.

I think for sure I would be considered crazy, for smelling panties, trying to imagine what would be the smell of your little pussy there. My cock hardens again from the thoughts I'd had there in that store.

My poor dick was so hard at that moment I thought he was going to burst my pants zipper. The way it was thickening and dripping, it was making me slick with come just imagining her scent.

God I was manic for her. Crazy, obsessive, possessive because of that woman. If anyone saw me as the crazy person I was, they would definitely lock me up and lock me up. My cock jerks and I shudder and I bring one of my hands to it and touch it. It was better to deal with him.

I decide to take a shower, to see if my dick would go down so I could call her. I should think more clearly and leave her alone. But I can't get this woman, it's like a drug that was injected into my blood.

The more I think about this woman, the more I want her in my life, the more I struggled not to fall in love, I find myself on all fours with her. Before going to take my shower, I put my cell phone on the bed and go to my wardrobe and take my boxers and put it next to the cell phone, so that as soon as I finish my bath I will call her.

Because I need to hear her voice, and not only that I'm going to want to see her face and who knows like this, I'm going to calm my heart and also my dick that thinks she owns him and let's be honest I look at him and agree Julia Mendez owns your dick and your heart.

Feeling another squeeze, I take off my clothes and before turning on the shower, I put it on the cold and turn it on and take a deep sigh when I feel the cold jet on my body and I lean against the wall letting the cold water hit my dick, to see if he ducks.

Son of a bitch , it's still hard even though I spent ten minutes bathing in that ice. And what I do is I jerk off and remember I've been doing these kinds of things since I met her.

I rub the head of my cock and slide towards her greeting and I stand there alternating between smoothing and squeezing him and with each gesture I make, I moan wanting to feel her delicate hands on me at the same time wanting her to put those beautiful lips next to me. around him and mouthing him like a lollipop and sucking him deep into his mouth.

And the fantasy makes me speed up the movement, imagining her doing it kneeling here in the bathroom and the fantasy seems so real that it doesn't take me long and I'm coming calling your name.

- Juliaaaaa ... - I shout, coming very hard. And I beat faster than I can, my cum running down the bathroom floor and when I finish I'm out of breath, dizzy and I look at my cock which is still kinda hard and I sigh with regret when I see that even though I cum hard the fucker was still a little stiff.

And with a sigh of defeat, I take the soap and run it over my body and take it to my dick and shudder again and finish taking my shower. I shouldn't be surprised my dick doesn't go soft, I think he wants his lady and I look at him and say:

-He is my friend soon, we will have our owner with us . - I talk to my dick. And anyone who saw this scene would definitely think I had gone crazy and I think in a way I think I really did.

I turn off the shower and pull a towel and dry myself and wrap it around my waist. I go into the bedroom and grab a pair of boxers that were on my bed and put them on. I take the towel in my hair and dry it.

After I'm done drying off, I grab the towel and take her back into the bathroom and hang her to dry. I go to my bed and I get my phone and I turn it on and I look at the time and I do the math and I think Julia is already home.

WhatsApp application and enter the contact list and I see Julia's name and I smile when I see her profile picture and I press the video call and I notice that she is on a call and I wonder who must be the person who she's talking and I'm not going to say that the jealousy that hits me when I imagine it's some suitor makes me want to leave the house right away and go see who she was talking to and lost in thought I almost miss her beautiful face when I see that she answered the call and the only thing I can say is:

- Hi, Julia... - I say looking at her and forgetting the jealousy that was there gnawing at me as I stood there admiring her beautiful face.