Chapter 3

Samantha's POV

I was so worn out. Despite the numerous maids in the pack house, we still end up getting so tired every blessed day. Don't get me wrong, I love my job and I do it diligently but I can't hide the fact that it's so tiring.

Thanks to the rule made by Lori that no matter what we are doing, all work must stop by 10pm, if not I would have dropped dead from exhaustion.

Not that we don't still run errands after then but then, it's so minimal. Even those that would send us on errands will do it before our retiring time because they know how Lori's temper can be. We too know our target time will make sure we do our work so that it won't pile up and choke us the next day.

Entering my room, I fell on my bed with a long sigh. My roomies were nowhere to be found because they love to chill out after work but I'm a very lazy one who loves to rest after work. Since it's past ten, others can decide to stay out with their friends or spouses. No rule objects to that.

I do have a boyfriend but I'm not an overzealous girlfriend. I don't put so much enthusiasm in relationships because there is still a mate out there for me.

My mother also didn't like me wasting my life on men that aren't my mate when I still have a mate to meet. She wouldn't have allowed me to have a boyfriend if I wasn't twenty seven and still haven't met my mate.

John, my boyfriend has found his mate but she died because of some sort of sickness that hit her. This was even the reason my mother accepted that I go out with him.

He is a warrior and that's one of the reasons mother likes him. At first I didn't like him because I was too guarded in my self reproach but then he was so warm and now I really love him. He makes me happy and sometimes I wish I could be his second chance mate.

Just like my routine, I ran to the bathroom to take a hot bath. I wanted to catch some sleep before my roomies come back and disturb me with their chattering. I know they wouldn't come in until midnight. Not that I don't love chatting with them but today I was so tired that I needed my rest.

Coming out of the bathroom, I heard my phone ringing. I already know who it was.

"Hey" I said, beaming with happiness.

"My Princess" his very alluring thick voice came out of the receiver.

Most females that I have are lucky to have John as my boyfriend. They thought I'm too ugly to be his girlfriend. They will even insult me on it.

He is one of the most eligible bachelors in our pack but he chose me. He told me no matter how ugly I am, he loves me like that and that always makes me happy.

One thing about my boyfriend is that he never forces me to always spend time with him. He is very content about the little time we spend together and I'm glad.

"How was your day?" He asked me.

"Stressful as usual," I replied.

John and I chatted for a while. I forgot I was tired and wanted to sleep. He is always a good talker and he would make sure you enjoy his company.

We chatted for a while, then he started his naughtiness. Yes John is a very naughty person when it comes to the two of us. I'm a very shy one that can't even talk about my sexlife but my boyfriend isn't like that. He behaves very naughty. I wouldn't lie that I don't like him being naughty around me. It makes me feel like he feels so relaxed with me. My mother would kill me if she knew about this but I don't mind.

"C'mon Sam, do it for me" he pleaded playfully.

" No my roomies will soon be here and how do you expect me to face them if they catch me touching myself. It would be hard to explain and I'll be a laughing stock to them" I objected.

This wasn't the first time I touched myself. Actually he was the one that taught me how to pleasure myself for him.

At first I felt dirty but later I felt good but I didn't always attempt it when he didn't tell me to do it. I always do it to satisfy him because we seldom see each other and I'm to be blamed for that.

"Don't create a big deal out of this. It's just a short video" he said.

I was looking at John's side. I'm the one at fault here since it's been a long time since I've visited him. I know he misses me and I miss him too. There are no rules restraining us from seeing anyone but I'm too lazy to go out.

"Please baby" I heard is a sweet pleading voice.

This was my undoing.

" Okay" I gave up.

Anytime I do this I just hope in my heart that I don't regret this. So far I've never regretted this but today I have this strange feeling but I have to ignore it.

I let loose my towel that was wrapped round my body and started the journey of doing the short video of pleasuring myself. I'm still not feeling good about this but I had to do this to save my relationship. He may not be my mate but I could still end up spending the rest of my life with him. Looking at things, mate is not coming in no time.

My friends do pity me because they already had a mate and they are enjoying real love that cannot be broken.

It's so rare to find a girl who is over twenty and hasn't found her mate except if the mate is dead. Talk more about me at age twenty seven.

Males still have longer years to get mates but not females. It's a rare thing among them. So this is why some said I'm cursed.

I love John because he doesn't make me feel like I don't have a mate. He is my dream mate. Just wishing the moon goddess can do a change and make him my real mate.

I did everything as he instructed me to do, making sure my voice was audible so he could hear me. This was really not nice on me but I did it.

I had totally forgotten the assignment that Sally gave to me but thank goodness for the reminder I set. The alarm went berserk as if it was angry with what I was doing.

"Oh my goodness!" I exclaimed.

Every pleasure that was building in me ended immediately. I quickly ended the video. Opened the chat with the Alpha and tapped on the photos and sent it directly so as not to miss the timing.

I sighed when I saw that the pictures were already sent. Work done.

Then I decided to take good looks at the pictures I was to send. Scrolling through I smiled at the beauty of them but then something went wrong. I saw the video I just made there.

"No! No! No! No!" I screamed.

I tried to delete it but it was delivered already and the alpha seems to be online.

" I'm so dead. How can I be so silly!" I cried.

This is going to be my undoing. I'm so dead because the alpha wouldn't think I didn't do it on purpose.

I didn't know what to do so I called John.

"John I'm in trouble" I cried out.

"What have you done this time?" He mocked me.

" I'm serious. Do you know how I can delete a video that is already delivered?" I asked him.

" No, it can't be deleted. What did you do?" He asked.