Mafia's Addictive Secretary

“Never forget that you are mine, I am your husband.” He roared at me while brushing my arm in his death grip, pulling me towards him. I was controlling my tears with great effort, struggling to get free, and didn’t want to show him he has power over me, over my heart. 

“I don’t believe in such marriages. I didn’t say ‘ I do’. We are not married, let me go.” I asked while building my fake courage in front of him, can’t believe I loved this bastard so much that my heart only beat after his, but what he did? Hiding so many things from me made me stand in front of his betrayal.

I tried to push him, placing my hands over his chest, but he gripped my jaw in his hand. His eyes showered with rage, and then his lips crashed on mine with brutal force, biting my lips and drawing blood. He suffocated me in his life sucking kiss, tears started rolling down my cheeks, but he didn’t let me take a breath until he was sure that I couldn’t continue further. 

Struggling to steal a breath from his grasp, I tilted my head up. His anger filled eyes were replaced with psychotic calmness. His rapid breaths were mingling with mine, showing his dominance over me, as they are reminding me I am his from now onwards. Scaring me with my reality, making me run from my escalated beating heart, wanting me to push and pull him at the same time.

“I have already proved that your heart belongs to me. Haven’t I tesero? “ He asked, dragging his finger on my face at a slow pace, his lips brushing mine at his every word. I nodded as I remembered how he did that. His hand moved from my face to my neck and then my cleavage. Tears were streaming from my eyes.

“I don’t need your permission to marry you. I rule here. Anyway, I won’t let you forget I am your husband.” He threatened me, grabbing my waist in his large hand and pulled me towards him, his hand roaming on my back. A screeching sound thundered throughout the room, making me scream at his move. He tore my dress with his bare hand and with a jerk, he picked me up and started walking towards bed. 

“Are you going to force yourself on me?” I mumbled slowly. Just a thought about it terrified me. He stopped walking and turned his head towards me and smirked. 

“Tesoro, As now you are officially mine, you are mine to protect, mine to care, mine to adore, mine to torture and mine to break. “ He held his sinister smile, which shivered my soul. He answered with a devilish smirk, holding on his lips while nuzzling his face in my neck, smelling my skin with a lustful breath, sucking my, biting my neck.

 I could never understand him. I can see the care in his eyes for me, but he doesn’t know how to show it without hurting me or my feelings. Within the blink of an eye, I found both of us naked on his bed. He just said to me, he will not force me then what he is doing?

“Please, not today.” I requested, while controlling my tears and breathing.

“You need a lot of energy to hear what your father-in-law is going to tell you tomorrow.” He responded by kissing my bosom and dragging his lips until he reached my lips. With that, he pulled my naked body on top of his, laying over the mattress. I resisted, but he jerked to me, wrapping his both hands around my waist tightly. Pressing my face in his neck, I slept to get prepared for another shock coming in my life to scatter me, my dreams, my expectations, my fate, my existence.