Chapter  04

I felt something inside me, I didn’t know what he had put inside me but I was so happy to the point I kept stroking his head. He kept going back and forth, I was screaming with joy, he smiled at me, took my breasts and started stroking them. I didn’t know what I was doing but it was so beautiful, after spending a good time going back and forth, he invited me to get on him. I nodded and he pulled out, that’s when I saw what he had inserted inside me. It was his penis, yes what was left between his legs. The bed was already filled with blood, I didn’t know anything but I knew I had just lost my virginity, yes this man took my virginity in an unpleasant moment. He laid down while keeping his penis, I did everything slowly and put it back in me while doing the same gestures he was doing. He was happy, he kept massaging my breasts. I was crazy, so crazy until we started kissing again. He held me very, very tightly to his chest which was beating very, very hard. Suddenly I felt a warmth in me, he smiled at me again and asked me to pull out and suck his penis.

Smiling, I withdrew and put his penis in my mouth, I performed the back and forth movements with my mouth, each time I did the same gesture, he pulled out as if he had just received something special. I was doing the same gestures when all of a sudden I felt a liquid in my mouth, I had never seen such a disgusting thing, I couldn’t swallow, I quickly took his penis out of my mouth and poured it all on the floor.

___ Sorry I didn’t mean to ejaculate in your mouth. I was overwhelmed with envy.

___ No you don’t have to apologize.

He got up and started kissing me, I didn’t know what was wrong with me, but every time he asked me something I answered with pride. He started to caress me again, this time he took out his tongue, sucked all my face until my navel which he sucked with care. He was running his tongue all over my body, I was screaming with pleasure until I felt his penis inside me again. We spent many more minutes making love. It felt so good until every time he asked me if I felt pleasure, I smiled at him while stroking his head. After he was done, he left to shower, I got up too and went to shower. As I left my room, he looked at me again before pulling out a paper. He reached into his pocket and pulled out a pen and used it to fill out some stuff.

___ Hold this, it’s a check. Write down the amount you want, go to the bank, withdraw the amount you want, he said while handing me the check.

I didn’t understand anything about his gesture but I took the check. When I arrived downstairs, Evelyn and her friend were already waiting for me, they kept looking at me while they were talking to each other. I approached them and took my place.

___ How did it go 

___ Your girlfriend was great. She gave me pleasure. I admit it.

___ All right. I hope you paid her off 

___ Yes.

Evelyn got in her car and we drove home. I spent the whole night sleeping like a baby. When I woke up in the morning, I had a headache, I couldn’t remember yesterday’s scene, the headache was so strong until I couldn’t resist. I got up slowly and walked out of my room.

On my way down the stairs, I heard a conversation between Evelyn and her new friend. I stopped to listen to their conversation.

___ Are you sure that Ginette will agree to continue 

___ Yes. He already slept with a man yesterday. I don’t know if she’ll remember yesterday’s scene, but Olivier told me that she was great and that she turned her back very well. If she agrees to work with us, she will become rich like us. You don’t have to worry.

What So that was the job, sleeping with the richest men to get money. I took it easy and went to my room and spent minutes crying, because I remembered a little bit of the scene from yesterday. I kept asking myself how I could have reached this stage. I lost my virginity, I gave it to a stranger. Someone I didn't even know, and if he had AIDS my God. Suddenly someone started knocking on my door, I got up and went to open the door it was Evelyn. He came up to me, touched my shoulder while looking me straight in the eyes.

___ How are you feeling Ginette

___ Very bad. How could I have slept with that man yesterday.

___ Ginette you don't need to feel guilty, you did it for money and don't forget that you are here to take care of your family. The main thing is to earn money, you don't need to worry. No one will know but us here.

___ I had no intention of selling my body.

___ I know that, but let me tell you, it really pays off. He handed you a check yesterday. Take it and put in the amount you would like to have. I'll go to the bank and get the money from you until you get your U.S. ID card and your citizenship certificate.

___ I don't want the money.

You have to help your parents and brothers remember. If you don't spend this money, you will regret it for the rest of your life. There is nothing easier than a life of debauchery here in the United States. We pay you n the same time, let me tell you that you will give your family a dream life. Now go get that check so we can help you cash it. You will send money to your parents and get a car for yourself at the same time.

I didn't know what she put in her mouth to talk to me but her words touched me inside. I got up slowly and went to get my bag. I started to rummage through it and I actually came across the check, I took the pen to put an amount but my hand was shaking. I didn't know what to put, Evelyn who kept looking at me, took the pen with the check and put a number with a lot of 0's. She gave me the pen back and left. I got up and looked out the window, from a distance I could see her, she took her car and left the house. I rolled over on my bed while thinking about how I could take care of my family. Should I start by giving myself up to men Would I have peace of mind I was asking myself unanswered questions. Suddenly, I fell asleep again, despite the headache that was bothering me, I had found only one option, to sleep.

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To be continued