Chapter 4 Intentions
By Rocío.
I saw Ramiro’s intentions coming from the moment he offered to hand me something; I knew he was going to try to kiss me. That afternoon, he hadn’t hidden the fact that he really liked me, although I still think he’s way too attractive and that that won’t end well.
I was really surprised to find him at my friend’s house.
Of all the girls in our group of friends, Karen is the one I count on for everything, and she does the same for me. I
really feel much closer to her than to an ordinary friend.
I don’t have much time for socializing, but I always make a little time to talk to her.
We live far apart—it’s a six-hour drive by car, and we have to cross the border into our country.
That issue’s been resolved now, but a few years ago, one of the bridges connecting the two countries was closed due to a labor dispute at a factory, and back then the trip took nine hours because of the detour. Now it’s more direct, but it’s still a six-hour drive, and neither she nor I can make that trip all the time.
During the evening, I felt Ramiro’s gaze running over my body with desire, and I have to admit that his look really set me on fire.
As I went up to Karen’s bedroom, I was tempted to turn around to see if those brown eyes were watching me, but it’s childish to do that, so I resisted the temptation.
“You’re crazy about my brother-in-law,” Karen says.
“I already
noticed.”
I confess, laughing.
“Although you already know what I think of guys who are that attractive.”
“Forget about that—we were just girls back then, dying for the soccer team captain, like most of us.”
“I forgot about him ages ago—many years ago—but I just think that at some point, guys who are that attractive—who have thousands of women at their feet—are the ones who’re most likely to stray, the ones who’ll dump you for someone else the fastest.” “Hey
, my husband is just as attractive as his brother, and…” “And
you were so unsure, and every time he traveled to Buenos Aires, you thought it was the end of the relationship.”
-“That’s true, but I’m jealous and possessive, and you’re not—you’re a very confident, beautiful woman with a perfect body.” “Karen
, don’t be ridiculous—you’re very pretty, and your curves are more striking than mine. I’ve never understood why you’re so jealous.” “I
don’t know.”
My friend says, as she shows me her gynecological test results—they’d told her she had a large cyst on one ovary.
I look over the results.
-“I really don’t think it’s a big deal. Yes, you have to keep an eye on it, but I think this will go away on its own.” “You
think so?
” “Yes, look at the edges—and compared to last time, it’s shrunk quite a bit.” “4 mm
.”
“That’s a lot!
” “Are you sure?
” “Absolutely. If you come to Buenos Aires, a friend of mine who specializes in this will take a look at it.” “Thanks
.”
-“Don’t thank me—that’s what I’m here for. Send me all the results, and I’ll run them by her when I see her.”
She did just that, and then we went back to the dining room.
When I came down the stairs and he held out his hand to me, it was clear that he was the one who’d resisted the temptation, because he couldn’t take his eyes off my mouth.
When he kissed me in the van, I was expecting his kisses; what I wasn’t expecting was how they made me feel.
He was very attractive—too attractive—and even though I didn’t want it to happen, he was sending a strong message to my senses.
I couldn’t help but kiss him back.
Everything became too passionate.
Suddenly, he stopped kissing me and looked at me.
He was searching for the right words, and I guessed what he was going to say.
“I know it’s too soon… but… can we go to a hotel?
” I smiled at him and shook my head.
“You said it yourself—it’s too soon.”
“Though not necessarily.”
What he was saying didn’t make much sense. “We
could have met a long time ago; it’s all just a coincidence.” “That’s
true, but we didn’t meet a long time ago—we met today.”
He didn’t answer me, but he leaned in toward my mouth again—passionate and tender at the same time; I’d never felt kisses like that before.
I don’t know when he’d reclined the truck’s seat, but he was almost on top of me.
His hands felt fiery, burning, and they made me lose my senses.
I could also feel his erection.—“Shall we go
?
” he insisted.—“No
, I have to get up early anyway.”—“You’re
on vacation.”—
“Not really; I have to take my father to see a specialist and…”—“I’m sorry
.”—
“Don’t worry about it; I just feel more at ease if I handle it myself.”—“You’re
wonderful,
” he said, and his mouth sought out my lips again.
We couldn’t control our arousal; I’d never experienced anything like this before.
My blouse was unbuttoned, and his mouth was kissing my chest, sucking on my nipples, running his tongue all over my breast, and returning to my nipples. I was delirious and couldn’t understand or control the fire burning inside me. “I can’t
take it anymore,
” I said, trembling like a leaf. “I
swear I’ve never felt this before.”
He unbuttoned his pants, revealing his impressive member, which was rigid and seemed to be waiting for me. “Are
you crazy?
” I asked him. The days of him kissing me passionately in a car were long gone—and even back then, I’d never gone this far. We
were parked right in front of my parents’ house!
“I’ve never done anything like this, I swear, and I’ve never been this turned on…” “Suck it, please.
I feel like this situation is really bizarre.”
Still, I brought my hands to his member and then brought my mouth closer.
I felt hypnotized by him. “Ahhhh
,
” he moaned as his hands caressed my ass and then moved up to my chest.
I felt a powerful force, an unparalleled attraction.
I’d never devoured a man’s cock with such hunger before—because that’s exactly what I was doing: devouring it.—
Ever since I saw you, I’ve been dying to feel you like this, but this is more… ahhh…
You’re incredibly turned on, and it’s infecting me—or igniting a passion I wasn’t used to feeling.
It’s true that he has an unparalleled charm, and I used to put up a wall against men like that, but Ramiro tore it down completely—and in just a few hours!
I’d never kissed a man like that just hours after meeting him, much less enjoyed it to the point of forgetting where we were.
I swear the world disappeared.
I can’t compare what I’m doing—as if I were a mischievous teenager—or what I’m feeling to anything else, because there’s nothing that comes close.—Yeah
, yeah.
He says suddenly, amid moans escaping his throat—I don’t think he could hold them back.—“Ahhhh
,
” he says, coming in my mouth.
I’m reckless—I don’t know him at all, and here I am swallowing his semen. Of course, I only realized that afterward.—“You drove me
crazy,
” He said, a little calmer, though in an instant he was seeking out my most intimate parts; his fingers seemed to know every centimeter of my skin by heart.—
Stop…
I tell him, because we can’t have sex there, and I really had to get up early the next day.—It’s
crazy, I know, but I feel an attraction to you that I’ve never felt in my life.
Something similar was happening to me.
He kissed me again, and once more, it was wild.—I have
to go,
” I told him, almost dizzy from the heat of his kisses.—
“Tomorrow…”
He didn’t finish the sentence, but I understood that meant we’d end up in a hotel the next day.
I wanted it, too.
I couldn’t hide that—not at this point.—I don’t
understand what’s happening to us. Seriously, I’ve never been with a man just hours after meeting him.—I
love making you lose your inhibitions.—I don’t
know how I let myself get carried away like that, and I know it doesn’t make sense for me to be embarrassed now, but…—I feel
like I’ve been waiting for you my whole life.
I looked at him in amazement and saw that the wall had completely disappeared.
“You’re lost,
” I told myself. “Something similar happens to me
,
” I ended up confessing to him. “Although
I swear I tried to resist your charms.” “My
charms?
” he asked with an incredibly sexy smile. “You’re
very attractive!
” His smile was huge. “But
I’m not comfortable around very attractive men.”
The smile faded from his face.
“That’s never worked against me!
” I laughed. “However
, I do know that from the moment I saw you, I saw the woman of my dreams, and I was drawn to you because of your beauty—which is undeniable—but your personality is even more captivating.” “You don’t
know me!
” “Yes, I swear I do know you; you’re the woman I’ve truly been waiting for.”
His words left me dazed.—
Believe me, you’re beautiful like few others, and every single thing, every detail I discover about you, captivates me.—I
felt something different, too, but…—
I’m a serious man; I’m long past the point of wanting to waste time. It’s true that I want to sleep with you and I desire you—I desire you and I’m hungry to devour your body—but I’m deeply drawn to you, and I truly feel that we’re going to go very far together.
Between his words, his caresses, his kisses, and everything he made me feel, I was in heaven.
