CHAPTER 2 : MY CRAZY DESIRE

It is twenty-one o'clock and we were at the table, dad, Stephan and me. We were eating when Dad's phone started ringing. He dropped his fork and grabbed his phone. He took note of the caller before picking up.

- Hello, little one, how are you? he began, glasses on his nose.

My father got up from the table and headed for the stairs with the phone to his ear. He was talking and walking up the stairs. I followed him with my astonished look because it was the first time that I saw him abandon his dish to be interested in a call. Stephan and I, in front of this surprise, exchanged a look of amazement before continuing our bucolic task.

- What's wrong with this old man?" asked Stephan, a little smile on his face.

- He will come to tell us, I answered him, very low.

In the same instant, we saw our daron going down the stairs, the phone out of his ear.

- Who was it, dad ? I asked him, mouth full.

- It's your cousin," he answered, sitting down in his chair.

- Is that Joslius?" I whispered, staring at him.

- Yes, it is; how did you know?

- I said it on purpose because I know that the vacations are already coming and that he would be the only one to call you!

- You are not wrong.

- And why did you get up to go and finish the call to quarantine?

- Florida, why do you like to overwhelm me with questions?

- Sorry, Daddy! You know very well that we only ask questions when we lack understanding about a topic!

- I don't disagree, but when it gets embarrassing, it's not worth it!

- Sorry, Dad!

- Then eat!" my father exclaimed.

At this, I dropped my spoon into my dish and got angry.

I dropped my spoon into my dish and got angry.

- Is it because of what I said that you are angry?

- Yes, Dad! You know I like to know everything. So why do you deprive me of my desires?

- I understand you! I didn't give up my meal to go answer your cousin's call on the sly. That's because I had the iron on and forgot to unplug it. That was the reason for my withdrawal from the living room.

- I finally understand! And what were you waiting for to tell me in time and you let me waste my energy unnecessarily.

Meanwhile, Stephan was focused on his spaghetti. It seemed that the debate between Dad and me had no effect on him. He was eating and drinking without paying any attention to us.

- So tell me, Dad, Joslius called you to tell you that he passed, right?

- Yes! He passed his high school diploma.

- And won't he be spending the vacations here as usual?

- It is especially for that he had just called.

- I hope you didn't refuse to let him come?

- How can I refuse? He's part of the family, isn't he?

- By Jove! I know that you are a perfect uncle, come on!

- You think I'm perfect?

- Yes, Daddy! And tell me, when will he arrive?

- How can you be so interested in his arrival?

- You can't understand, Dad! I love everything about him. His charm; his calm; his silence and his size! I am very proud to have him as my cousin.

My father, clenching his face, stared at me as if to ask me if I was serious about everything I was saying. I avoided his gaze and bowed my head. When I raised my head three seconds later, I asked him again when he would arrive in Cotonou.

- He'll be here tomorrow," my father replied.

- Yippee!" I shouted with all my might.

- Wait, what do you have with him?

- Nothing, Dad! I'm just happy that he's doing well and that he's coming here.

- And why is that?

- Because I get bored a lot, Dad.

- And how so?

- I don't understand the meaning of your question, Dad!

- How, with this big plasma screen with this TV decoder, you are still bored?

- You can't understand, dad! When I'm alone in front of the screen, I don't feel comfortable at all...

- But Stephan is here, isn't he?

I looked for my brother's face before I let out a laugh.

- Do you think that Stephan is as interested in television as I am? I'm the only one who follows those TV channels in this house. Anyway, I'm proud that my cousin passed his exam and plans to come spend his vacations with us.

- Okay, he'll be here tomorrow anyway," my father concluded, getting up from the table.

When he got up, Stephan got up too and went towards the stairs and after a few minutes, disappeared. In front of my dish, I had no more appetite. In my head, a series of romantic movies were running. I saw myself in action with Joslius, my cousin. I saw his cock in my mouth. Yes, I was giving him a blow job, I think that's the right expression. Automatically, I started to get wet. Yes, I was wetting on the spot. Slowly, I cleaned my index finger and calmly, I put it in my pussy and I had a crazy urge to continue the back and forth in my pussy. Not being comfortable provoking my arousal, I covered my meal with a plate and returned to my room. Two knocks, I locked my door and lay down in my bed. With Joslius' naked torso and sex exposed on the dial of my imagination, I began to masturbate, just to reach my orgasm before Joslius came.

Was it the devil that tempted me? I have no idea.