Chapter: 02
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Very late in the evening, my mother invited me into her room, it was to talk to me about a very very interesting subject, I didn't know what she wanted to talk to me about but it was very very important given the way she said she wanted to see me. I put away what I was doing and went to see her.
Here I am, Mom.
Sit down Adeline, I need to talk to you.
I pulled up a stool and positioned my buttocks. She looked at me for a full minute before opening her mouth.
Do you know that you're the eldest in the family? she asked.
Yes, Mom, I know that very well. I've never forgotten that I have a share of responsibility in this house, and that's why I always look after my two brothers. Why did he ask me that, Mom?
I wanted to make sure you were aware of that.
I am, Mom. You don't have to worry about that, and you know yourself that I've never disobeyed your recommendations or orders in this house.
You're right, that's why I'd like there to be a little more complicity between the two of us. Is there anything you'd like to tell me? How's the final revision going? How are they going?
I'm fine, Mom.
I'm delighted to hear that. So tell me, you're 19 already, do you have a man after you?
I looked at my mother, who also looked at me. She turned her head as if my silence was revealing something, or as if I was trying to hide something from her, when all I was looking for was a solid argument I could use to make her trust me and stop seeing me as a liar.
So Adeline.
I took a deep breath.
Mom, you know very well that I've never lied to you, and even when it comes to my love life, as you've always taught me, people are after me, but I've never thought about going out with anyone just now. I'll finish my college studies first, and after that I'll introduce you to the one who's right for me.
If you say so, if you're sincere, I'd be really proud to hear from my in-laws that my daughter has kept her virginity until marriage. I'd be the happiest woman on planet earth, don't you know how it feels to hear that? It proves that your daughter has had a wonderful upbringing and that she also respects her body. Sleeping with men anyhow won't make you a beautiful girl or a remarkable woman, men will make you false promises just to sleep with you Adeline. Always keep the dignity of preserving your body and, above all, your virginity. Your husband's uncles and your aunts will always respect you. Do you see how my in-laws treat me? With respect. That's what I want for you, every time I go to greet them, they respect me a lot because they say their brother made the right choice. Adeline, I hope you understand?
Yes, Mom, I understand perfectly what you've just told me, and I'll never let you down in my life.
___ Very well, that's all I wanted to say. What about your girlfriend? Have you been to his place today? I forgot to inform you that she wouldn't be in today.
Yes, I went to her place, but she wasn't there, so I took my mind off things.
All right, I get it.
I got up, put the stool away and went back to my room. Sitting on my bed, I smiled, my mother's advice meant absolutely nothing to me, she lived in the old days, I can't compare myself to her, today it's not the same with her, the world has moved on a lot. I've preserved my virginity for years, it's no longer worth preserving, I wanted to know the taste behind this thing and I discovered it, I don't think I can do without it as easily as she thinks.
I gently closed my eyes and relived that sick action, the sensation I felt when he pushed his thing inside me, the warmth I felt with his back-and-forth movements and not to mention the caresses he inflicted on the other side with his hands and sweet tongue. I think that soon I'll be more satisfied and I'll have more sensation, I should enjoy my youth after all, I should feel this pleasure and when my girlfriends say it I'll be able to say something about it too. All in all, I won't let this opportunity pass me by again.
As I reached for my notebook, I heard a car honking outside, so I got up and left my room.
Big sister, I'll open it. John, my little brother, said.
I stopped in the living room and heard the gate open from a distance. After bringing his car inside, my father entered the house in his indoor suit. When he saw me, he smiled and I smiled back.
___ Nice arrival Dad, did you do a bit? I asked
Yes, darling, I thank God. How was your revision?
___ Fine, Dad. Can I get you something to eat?
___ No, don't bother, you can go on with your revision, I'll do it myself darling.
But Daddy, it's not a very big job.
I know that, honey. Go ahead.
I'll do it anyway," I said as I headed for the dining table.
He smiled and went back to their room, I took a few bowls from the amoir and put what I'd prepared inside while covering it. When I'd finished, I went to see my father.
Dad, the table's ready.
Thank you, dear. I was just asking your mother to do it for me.
___ You need to take a break from all the work you do all day.
Thank you, dear.
I left the room to let them continue their discussion calmly. When I got to my room, I started reading my book again, the memories coming back to me but I did everything I could to chase them away and concentrate on my revisions.
I spent hours reading and rereading this notion that kept yelling at me in history and geography. In the end, I put my coursework in my bag and went to bed slowly, hoping for a stronger dose than the one I'd had all day with Donald.
Oh, I want to! I exclaimed as I fondled my breasts.
Is this normal? To feel something like this when you discover sex for the first time, to want to be touched by the man who showed you the virtue of sex, I don't know about you, but that's what I felt, the desire to fuck Donald for a second time and why not go beyond the one he gave me today? I'd like it to go to 03 strokes maybe that would make me feel really good about myself.
I've got to get some sleep.
I turned off the bedroom light and gently closed my eyes. Suddenly, sleep swept me away to a village far away than the sky.
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To be continued.