Hinovel
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Summary
I had two great loves. The first had the power to weaken me. The second broke me. Vincent Stone was my addiction before he turned out to be my disease. Our love was forbidden, he was my stepbrother. But that wasn't the worst of it all. No, you see he was a MADE MAN and I was his MUSE. Kylie:- How could life tumble in turfs that are unravelling to the human mind , how could I succumb to this latitude of proportions that take me to this darkness. It's breaking me. I keep believing that the world is whole , that my mind isn't. Its like my soul is pushing me to this place I can't see, but my heart is taking me somewhere else , to a place where I can't fathom, how do I see it happening when my very existence is slipping from my fingers, when I look in the mirror I barely recognise myself. I am just empty, dying. I feel there are days where I want to end it, end this treachery of these unknown parts, I am scared. Oh god help me. This weight is beating me down, taking me in. I breathe every second, telling myself I am human, I should feel something , but I can't because every time I think, everytime I even consider it he goes and takes more lives, he says I am his muse , yet all I see in the mirror all I feel is a monster, a killer. He kills them in my name, he takes their lives because they took me. He makes me watch, he forces me to accept it. I know its wrong, I know I should stop him, but when he touches me something awakens in me that I can't feel unless I am with him. They say to be strong is to face your weakness, but how do I face him when he is also my strength.
Prologue (Kylie)
Note From Author:
Firstly I would like to say a big thank you to my daughter. Parenting is not an easy pass. We sometimes make tough decisions that are life-altering for the sake of our kids. But you little girl make it all worthwhile. All you got to do is smile kid. You already own my heart. Keep your chin up, shoulders back, and never forget that smile.
Secondly, I want to say to all my readers, subscribers, bloggers that read my work, “It is an honor to have you read my books, and if I managed to make at least one of you smile then it is worth it. I love you guys.”
Love Hate and Billions
Book 1
Play List
1. Mayday – Cam
2. Let you down- NF
3. Say you won't let go - James Arthur
4. Cold – Maroon 5
5. Cheat codes – Demi Lovato
6. Down – Marian Hill
7. Kiwi – Harry Styles
8. Say Something - Justin Timberlake
9. Believer – Imagine Dragons
10. Too much to ask – Niall Horan
11. Don't let me down – Chainsmokers
12. Silence- Marshmello
13. Stargate – Waterfall
14. Not easy – Alex da kid
15. In the name of love – Martin Garrix
16. Rehab – Rihana ft. Justin Timberlake (theme song)
He was a MADE MAN and I was his MUSE
My legs are numb, I can't feel the fresh blood seeping through my jeans. I try to push myself up, but it's no use, my legs were both fucked. One bullet lodged into my right thigh, the other my left calf. I should scream, I should curse. I should've done lots of things differently.
“I warned you to stay away, I told you what would happen.” He snarls, spitting on the ground.
“You rich kids are too fucking spoilt, thinking you can have it all.”
I groan,
My body aching,
I can feel the blood, hot and pulsing through my thigh.
I don't swear him,
I don't curse.
I'm not stupid,
I know he'll finish me,
I know my limit.
My only hope is that the cops would find me. They knew where I was, I had barely managed to call them before the first bullet echoed through the air.
My hair matted to my forehead from the sweat drenching my skin. But I don't move my hand, I don't dare move it from my shoulder. I have to keep the pressure on the wound or I am going to die.
The sound of a helicopter approaches, lights flickering over head. It's so bright, that if I didn't believe in God already I am going to now. It isn't long after I hear my assaulter’s shoes rushing off that I hear the car speed by.
Relief floods me as I allow the pain to rush through me tenfold and finally break screaming.
Life was unfair, it was fucked up. I curse as the pain takes over me, I welcome it.
Our parents never told us that the monsters were real, they never warned us that there is no happy ending.
Only death and heartache.
I thought love could conquer all.
I thought I could overcome any hurdle to be with the one man I love.
The man who stole my body and possessed my heart.
But life had a different plan for me.
It is evident as I'm lying on the ground of an empty dock with three bullets stuck in me bleeding to death.
There is no familiar person here to console me,
no savior to protect me.
It is just ME.
I thought I had all the answers.
I thought I was strong enough to walk unscathed on the path of darkness.
The only person I was, the only one I ended up being, was a foolish twenty-year-old who thought she could play with the big boys and got fucked up her ass in the process.
He told me to walk away, he warned me that it wouldn't end well.
I knew Vincent Stone was a bad person. I just didn't know how bad he really was until I was already too deep, lost to the maze of OBSESSION.
Now,
I can't find my way out, no matter how hard, or fast I try because now I have sealed my fate. Now he has claimed me, tainted me, marked me as his knowing, he would never be mine.
He was a made man, and I was his muse.