Chapter 3- Skye

Prospect day is here. I can feel my nerves spike and adrenaline take over. I’m standing next to Cal as he is my sponsor. The ceremony is a blur. I follow the motions and by the end of it I’m wearing a prospect vest. At first it doesn’t seem real, but as I go through the day with people congratulating me it starts to sink. Throughout the day I can’t believe I’m doing this, it’s all happening. I’m going to become a part of the MC and I’ll prove I’m worth something to my pack.

When the sun goes down the celebrations have begun. The bon fire is roaring and beer is being passed around. There’s loads of food. Werewolves eat a lot. There are several roasted pigs, corn on the cob, baked beans, potato salad, coleslaw, corn bread, and if it’s at a BBQ it can be found.

The first few hours were slow going. Music blares in the background from the outdoor speakers. Chatter is all around us. This is the time most of us are stuffing our faces with the amazing food. Food I helped prepare I might add. Doris is a hell of a cook and she has taught me well.

After eating and talking with some of the brothers Cal and I take our beers and head to the stone wall like we always do during outside events. We always find time to just spend time together during events. It’s special and I like it. It’s a reminder I’ll always have Cal in my corner no matter what happens between us.

I have my prospect vest on. I’ll be required to wear it everywhere I go unless I get permission to take it off. Sometimes for jobs we don’t wear our vests. It normally involves illegal shit. It feels good to finally wear my vest, even if it is heavier than I thought it would be. I lean my elbows on the stone wall looking out to the woods while Cal leans his back against it facing the party.

“Thank you for sponsoring me.” I say earnestly.

“Yeah, well I wouldn't thank me yet.” He eyes me and then takes a swig of his beer

“Why do you say that?” I ask, curious. I knew he wasn’t exactly happy I became a prospect, but I’m not sure what he’s referring to.

“You’re a virgin prospect, one of the officers is going to take your virginity before passing you around,” I shutter at the thought. He’s right. This is what I signed up for. “Unless, I protect you. If I claim you as mine, no one else can touch you.”

I perk up. “You’ll protect me so that I don’t have to do sexual favors?”

“Or anything too dangerous. My protection isn’t free, Skye.”

“What does it cost?” I hope it costs exactly what I think it costs.

He sets his beer down and puts his one hand on my hip and turns me so he stands in front of me. He’s impossibly close as he towers over me. Danger dances behind his eyes. “As VP and future alpha, I own your soul now that you’ve pledged yourself to the MC. I want to own your body as well. I’d be lying if I said I haven’t thought about you naked, in my bed, underneath me, and completely at my mercy.”

I feel my cheeks heat with blush. I’ve wanted nothing more than to be with him. I was hoping he’d offer to be the one to take my virginity, but this is even better than I could have hoped for.

“So if I give you my virginity, you’ll protect me?” I ask, staring in his eyes hoping to find a hint on how he really feels. Nothing. He’s completely masked his emotion. He leans so his mouth is against my ear. I can feel his warm breath.

“Not just your virginity. I will be able to have you when I want and how I please. You’ll be all mine. In exchange no one will touch you besides me. I’ll keep you from having to do anything dangerous or bad,” He steps back from me and I’m suddenly cold. I want him near me again. “Or, if you prefer to be a club whore like Ruby and Scarlet, no doubt they’ve already sucked off half the brothers. I wonder which one will end up fucking them tonight?” He pauses eyeing me like a hunter who has cornered their prey. “Oh, there’s one more thing. If you agree you need to be marked as mine. You’d have to get a tattoo.”

“I agree to your terms of protection.” I swallow hard.

This isn’t the way I’d imagined being with Cal, but I have wanted him for a long time. I’ve had a crush on him since the seventh grade. My feelings for him have only grown as we’ve gotten older. I want to be his mate even if I’m not fully worthy of that. Maybe this is a step in that direction. Either way I want this for more than one reason. I hate to admit it, but I will need Cal’s protection. I know it might make the two other female prospects hate me, but I don’t care. I’m out of my depth here and I’m not afraid to have some help to get to my goals. He grins clearly pleased with my acceptance and moves close to me again. His hands grab my hips and pins me to the wall.

“Smart choice, prospect.” His lips suddenly crash on to mine.

Our kiss is electrifying. If kissing him is this amazing then what will sex be like? His hands grab my breasts through my shirt and plays with them for a few moments while we continue to kiss. He lets go of my breasts as he breaks our kiss.

“Unfortunately, I can’t take you just yet. We need to stay a bit longer at the party. Until I can have you in my bed you’ll just have to use that pretty mouth of yours,” His thumb brushes my lips. He undoes his pants and lets them fall. “On your knees, prospect.”

I drop to my knees. His command does something to my core. I’ve never given a blow job before. I’ve gathered enough of an idea on what to do. Cal knows I don’t know what I’m doing. He will guide me I hope. I’m faced with his slightly bigger than the average males penis. I’ve never directly seen Cal’s penis before. I’ve only had a glimpse over the years. I’d be lying if I said I didn’t try to get a look at it. This is the first time I’m getting a real look at it. I take him in my hand then wrap my mouth around him.

He grabs my hair and guides me to the pace he wants. I try not to gag when he puts himself deeper. He is groaning which means he’s enjoying himself. I want to make him feel good because I know that he will return the favor. I use my tongue around his tip, a trick I remember hearing the club whores talking about. I’m glad I paid attention to their sex convesations. Cal cums in my mouth and I quickly swallow. He withdraws from my mouth and pulls his pants back up. I take the moment to breathe deep breaths. I just gave my first blow job to my friend and the guy I’ve had a crush on forever. Does this mean he might feel the same way?I can’t think much of the thought as Cal clears his throat gaining my attention.

“Come on, prospect. We should get back to the party.” He states offering me his hand. I wipe my mouth with the back of my hand and then take his hand. He helps me up. “I’ll come get you when I’m ready to leave. Not bad for your first blow job.” He gives me a half grin and I feel a small smile form. I’m glad I was able to please him.

We head back to the party and I grab a new beer as I’ve downed the one I had on the back to the party. Cal has wandered off and is talking with Sean. Is he telling him what just happened? No doubt Cal is spreading the word that he’s claiming me as his. I’m still reeling from what just happened. I gulp half the beer down.

“Nervous for tonight?” Ruby asks with Scarlett behind her.

“Why would I be nervous?” I ask, rolling my eyes.

“You’ll be losing your virginity. Which brother do you think will want to fuck the pretend wolf girl?” Roxy asks Scarlett who laughs.

“Probably no one. They might become dirty like her, but then again a virgin is a virgin even if they are broken.” She says as she shrugs her shoulders.

That last part stings. I am broken in so many ways and I’ve barely put myself back together. I know she has no way of knowing just how broken I am, but still her words strike a nerve and anger bubbles in my veins.

“Well, for your information our VP will be taking my virginity tonight. He’s already claimed me.” I inform them with a slight smug smile. Their faces go from laughing to serious.

“Our VP has better taste than to go for you. You’re just his friend.” Ruby spits at me.

“Look, believe what you want, Ruby, I don’t care. I know who I’m going to be with tonight, do you?” I ask her and then walk away only to have Doris join me as I walk away from the others.

“Maybe you can handle yourself against the other prospects just fine.” She comments which means she overheard my little spat with the other females. .

“I can handle myself. It’s really easy to counter petty bitches.” I say swigging even more of my beer.

“Nervous for tonight?” She asks.

“Yes, is it that obvious?” I ask, frustrated now. I’m nervous. I thought I had prepared for this, but I was wrong.

Doris chuckles. “It will hurt and then it won’t, if the brother you're with knows what he’s doing. Once it’s over with you won’t even know why you were scared in the first place. Everyone is nervous their first time. You’ll be fine. Besides, it seems you belong to Cal, now. From what I’ve heard of his skills, you’ll enjoy yourself just fine.”

“First, ew. He’s old enough to be your son. Second, I know Cal knows what he’s doing, but I have no fucking clue. I just gave a blow job based on a conversation that I overheard from the club whores.”

This makes Doris laugh even harder. “Oh, you poor girl. You should have come to me for some tips. There’s a reason these young male prospects will be eating out of my palm.”

“Ew, Doris. You’re like my aunt. I don’t want to hear that from you.” She laughs again. “I’m glad I can be your entertainment, Doris, but I have to go now and worry about entertaining our VP in his bed.” I say walking away hoping to find something stronger than beer. I hear Doris wish me good luck as she laughs her ass off at my expense.

On my hunt for something stronger I realize Cal is taking me to his bed. He never takes girls to his bed. I’ve been sleeping on a couch in his room for two years now. He’s not once ever kicked me out to have sex in his room. He even told me he purposely doesn’t take girls to his bed. So why me? Is it because I’m his friend? Him fucking me in his bed is a big deal and now I feel more pressure.

I curse as my search for something stronger fails. The brothers are far too greedy and aren’t willing to share with a prospect. Assholes. Before I can locate something stronger Cal finds me. He gently grabs my upper arm. “Let’s go.” He states leading me through the crowd and into the club house. It doesn’t take long to end up in his room with the door closed. I’m near the bed facing him. I fiddle my thumbs together and find some courage to look at him. Cal is looking at me with predator eyes. How long has he wanted me? Maybe I haven’t been making his cues up like I thought.

“Cal, I’m nervous.” I blurt looking down at the floor.

His hand lifts my chin so I have to look at him. “It’s okay to be nervous. Do you trust me, prospect?”

“Yes.” I answer. My voice is soft.

“Good. Get undressed while I grab a towel. We will need it.” He states.

I begin to undress. I’m a little less intimidated at this. It’s normal for wolves to strip before they transform. While I don’t transform I’ve stripped in front of Cal before. We went swimming in the lake once. We went naked and that was the first time I got a glimpse of what was between Cal’s legs.

By the time Cal comes out of the bathroom with the towel I’m fully naked. He tosses me the towel. “Lay it down on the bed and then lay on it.” He commands.

I do what he says. I watch him undress. Tattoos cover most of him while his muscles show his defined and toned muscles. I’m laying on the bed with the towel under me wondering how this is happening right now. I’m thankful I’m with Cal right now. I think I’d be really scared if I was with someone else.

Cal gets on top of me. He’s hard, ready, and the desire written on his face tells me I’m going to be taken whether I like it or not. He’s between my legs moving them further apart giving him all the access he needs. His lips find mine and I’m swept away by our kiss. I let him explore my body as I explored his. His fingers roll, pinch, and play with my nipples. I can feel the need building between my legs. I know this feeling. I’m going to want to have an orgasim soon. It’s the same thing that happens when I masterbate. Cal’s one hand moves down my belly and between my legs finding my clit. I inhale a sharp breath when he starts to rub me. I’m getting wet. Cal breaks our kiss.

“Before I take you, I want to taste you.” He grins as he lowers his head between my legs.

I damn near lose my mind when his tongue swipes over my clit. I arch my back giving him more access. His hands play with my nipples, making me thrash under him. The need builds in my center over taking me as my orgasim seizes my body. I don’t have a second to process before I feel Cal at my entrance ready to plunge.

Suddenly aware of what’s happening I put my hands on his chest. I don't want to stop him. I just need a minute. Cal grabs my hands and pins them above my head as the head of his cock teases my entrance. “Tell me now if you want me to stop. Once I start, I won’t stop no matter how hard you beg me. So tell me now.”

“Take me.” I reply.

That must be the answer he wanted. With a satisfied grin he plunges into me. The motion is fast and I whimper under him from the pain. He’s stretching me. Tears prick my eyes as he moves in and out of me. His mouth finds one of my nipples causing pleasure to counter the pain. He still has my hands pinned above my head as he pounds into me. His speed is fast and then slow. He’s taking his time enjoying every moment. His lips find their way to my ear where he nips at it.

“You are beautiful and you’re all mine.” His voice is husky.

His lips find mine once more and we kiss deeply before his lips move down my neck. He bites my neck and I know he is leaving marks. He’s a werewolf. He bites are a little sharp and draw some blood, but I like it. He dominates me, marking me in every way he can to stake his claim over meHe finds his release pumping everything into me. He stays in me for a few moments before he removes himself all together. He’s off the bed a few moments later.

“Come on, prospect, let's get cleaned up.” He says walking towards the bathroom.

I sit up seeing the blood on the towel and between my thighs indicates I’m definitely not a virgin any longer. I follow Cal to the bathroom where he is wetting a washcloth. He wipes himself clean, rinses the wash cloth and hands it to me.

“Clean up then let's get some sleep. We both have early mornings.” He says walking out of the room.

I take the washcloth and clean up. It stings like a bitch to clean myself up and peeing is even worse. When I get out to the room Cal is still naked and climbing into bed. He normally sleeps naked. However, normally he hides it. I guess now that we are going to be having sex regularly there’s not point in him hiding it. I don't know what he wants me to do. Do I sleep naked now? I decide I don’t care and head to the couch too tired to care.

“What are you doing?” He asks. I stop in my tracks.

“Going to bed. Isn’t that what you wanted?” I ask, afraid I somehow missed something.

“You’re not sleeping on the couch. You’ll be sleeping in my bed from now on. So, come on.” He pats the open space on the bed.

“I thought you didn’t sleep with girls in your bed.” I comment making my way towards the bed.

“You’re the one and only exception to the rule.” He says settling himself under the covers.

“I’m special then?” I ask, getting into the bed.

“Yes, you’re special, prospect,” He says as I lay on my side facing away from him. His arm wraps over me and he pulls me so my back lays against his chest. “You know you’re special to me. Don’t you?.” He asks quietly.

“I know. I was always going to be yours wasn’t I?”

“Yes, goodnight prospect.” He states and I know that’s the end of that conversation, for now.

“Goodnight, Cal.” I replied.

I can only call him Cal when we are alone now. When we are around others I have to call him VP. Same goes for Uncle Scott, although I’ve always called him Alpha when I was around others, so, President isn’t that hard of a change. Technically, if I called Alpha instead of president it would be considered fine. Both are his title and both are held in equal respect, at least in our pack that’s how it goes. Every pack has their own rules as long as we don’t cause trouble the council leaves us alone. The council is a bunch of old supernaturals who govern the supernatural world. Basically, they only intervene if someone fucks up pretty hard.

Shutting my mind down for the night I focus on sleep. I need rest. Cal just wore me out. Maybe if my wolf wasn’t dormant I’d be able to keep up with his libido, but I know I can’t. I’m not complaining. If tonight was any indication of what I’m in for then I will be enjoying myself just as much as he is. Plus, I owe Cal a lot. He stuck his neck out there for me and if wants sex as payment for that and his protection, well, he’ll have zero complaints from me.