Chapter 2

Cracille POV

Aling Esther dressed me in a miniskirt and fitted shirt

I'm a bit unaccustomed to what I'm wearing now...here I am again, how many times have I made a fool of myself. and I was out immediately

I'm stupid because ...I'm done but I'm going to go to the pipitsuging club

I avoid it because Kuya might find me and sell me again

Especially if I apply to big companies

I am disgusted with him...he is the reason why the company collapsed because of him so I was forced to reconcile with Aizel and when it didn't work out we ended up in poverty

I think now...he's happy with gambling and whatever he's doing

"Miss, turn around," said the owner of the club

Spin and why would I spin I didn't want to spin but Aling Esther pushed me and she widened her eyes at me so I was forced

"Oh she's beautiful ...quite fresh...Are you still Ms Virgin?" asked the woman

I'm scared I thought I was a waitress why is he still asking me

I swallowed for a moment and thought...I never had any contact with a man maybe just kisses and most of all I'm not close to men even if they show me motives

They really wanted me to do something different

"Yes Madam" I answered seeing that he was happy and looking at me from head to toe

"Hmmm that's right you are the most especial your rate will be high if that's the case...you cost about ten thousand for just one night hija what will you agree to?" He asked making me nervous

Rude... They are rude...

I was shaking a little when I heard that, I was afraid...I don't want this anymore

But where will I go if... I don't know where

"What, Miss, will you agree...are you still choosy, will you be satisfied after you still have money? You know in today's time, that's not fashionable...it's necessary to hold on to a knife to survive...so if you agree, you that's the highest value here, after all, you're mestiza, white...and above all...fresh fresh"

Every thing he says scares me...I want to leave this place

"Can you become a waitress...even if the salary is low I will accept it...so I hope it's okay" I said

His face couldn't be painted when I said that but he had no choice...he agreed to let me be a waitress

But I just thought that...

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"Miss, come close to me" called the man who looked like he was hugging me

I didn't understand him but the manager of the club pulled me and forced me to come there

"I want to table you, can I?" He said his breath stinks and the way he looks like he's stripping me...it's scary

The manager nodded and asked me to sit next to that old man who was about my age but I didn't want to!!!

"Be nice to him" he said as he left

I can't paint myself, is this my destiny?

He was holding the part of my leg...I was nervous...wanted to cry...nor scream

But who do I ask for help...whom?

I held tightly to the bracelet I was wearing...because I consider it a lucky charm

I close my eyes...I almost cry every moment his hand touches me

"This girl I want one night ?" He asked, making the manager approach us faster, much to his delight

The manager smiled...I thought I was a waitress but why is she selling me again?

"20,000 cash as long as it's what I want" said the old man

I stood up from my seat

"I don't want!!! it's not possible... I'm a waitress, I'm not paid!" I screamed

But the manager didn't understand me and took the money

That man dragged me and put me in his car

I'm almost in tears...is this what I'm afraid of...

A few minutes later we arrived at the motel... A motel where what I feared could happen...

I'm scared...so scared

I hope...I hope...

Someone came to help me...

If ever....

Cracille POV

He dropped me in his car...my legs were shaking

I don't know if I can continue this

My heart was beating fast...I was clutching my lucky charm tightly

He dragged me into that Motel

I can't even feel my feet, my tears are pouring out little by little

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In just a few minutes we will be able to reach the room that that old man checked in for us...

Help! help! that's just what my mind says and what my heart feels like

Please... I hope someone can help me...at least for now...at least for now

"Let me go!!! I don't want it! I don't want it here! Please!!! Please!!!" I screamed

But he picked me up again when entering that room...forced

"You are paid !!!and above all one night ...you are mine!!!" He shouted

Until I hit him with my shoe

So he pushed me and hit my head against the wall...I was shocked to see that even my nose was bleeding

Until a few minutes later, I was about to stand up when that man...suddenly

He let go of me and I heard someone punch him

And I was forcing myself to stand up...stand up when someone suddenly supported me behind me

"Miss...Miss are you okay? He asked

I know that voice well...I know that, I'm not mistaken

I bowed my head and covered my face with my hair

He shouldn't know me, I forgot about their family a long time ago...

"Ms. You're bleeding, you're injured! I'll help you!" she shouted but I took her hand away

I forced myself to stand up

Even if I'm bloody I can handle this...I can handle myself...this life is mine

But he was forcing me to hold him in both arms

I pulled it away again until I was standing and I could run away from him...it would be a shame if he knew that I was like this

Shame!!!

I was walking slowly but I could still hear him...until

My surroundings seemed to be spinning, I grabbed my head when I touched the blood that kept flowing and touched my hand

I was surprised when I saw that...just the joy...just the pain...because at this time all the shame I feel is mixed

First shame because of my consequences

Second shame because of what happened

And thirdly because I looked useless

That the cycle of my bad luck is repeating itself...

What is my fault...why is almost all the trouble...I can feel it

I saw her face me...Jannie Montes...I know her

His face was full of worry when he saw me...

"Cracille! Cracille! I'll take you to the hospital!" He shouted

When I heard him say my name...I don't feel the pain...because somehow someone still remembers someone like me...someone like me

My name is...he knows me...

Until I just fell on his strong chest that I leaned on while he lifted me up

I'll let him ...save me now

I'll let myself...in his arms first

I'll let the pain go away first

I'll let him help me first

"Thank you" I said to him

I just saw him look at me

And it just kept picking me up