chapter 4

As I'm waking up I forget for a moment what has happened to me. Then I notice that my wrists are tied to the bed. As I look around, I see that I am in the bedroom I blacked out in. Then fear starts to overcome me once I realize what is about to happen to me. Tears start to run down my cheeks, then I realize my pain is gone, that I'm fully healed, and I wonder how long I've been out for.

I hear someone at the door. I shut my eyes, hoping that it's not the Alpha fear running through my veins. I hear a women's voice I slowly open my eyes, and she's a doctor. “Hi there, your finally starting to wake up. You've been out for quite sometime,” she says. I ask her how long have I been out for? “Well, honey you were pretty banged up it took some time for you to fully heal. It's been about 3 weeks I would say.” 

“Why not just let me die,” I responded. 

“Don't you remember? You are marked by the Alpha. You belong to him now,” she says.

“No,” I scream. “I don't want this. He is a monster, please help me escape this hell!” 

She starts to laugh, “You ungrateful bitch,” and slaps me across my face. “He let you live after you disobeyed him. Oh! What fun he will have with you.”

 I yell, “You're just as evil as he is,” and begin to cry. 

She grabs me by my hair, “You are so weak. You won't last a month when he begins with you. Accept the life that is about to be yours. The slave to the Alpha.”

She leaves the room. My face is stinging from her slapping me. I know she is going to inform him that I am awake, so he can start. I hear a voice saying to stay strong we will get through this together. I'm at a loss for words thinking I'm losing my mind then she said, “Silly, it's your wolf. You're not alone. I'm here.” Then I realized that I finally communicated with my wolf, forgetting that I'm at that age now. A smile spreads across my face with excitement but is short-lived when I hear footsteps and someone gets ready to walk in the door.

My wolf tries to comfort me, but my fear is overwhelming us both. I want to be strong for us both, but the fear of what is to come is too much for me to handle. I'm waiting, but the door doesn't open. The sigh of relief overflows me. I ask my wolf her name, “It's Jazz,” she says.

 “That's beautiful,” I respond. “Jazz, why is this happening?”

“Sabrina, we will get through this. Just submit, and when we get the chance, we will escape this hell,” she says. 

“Jazz, he marked me. What's that mean?” I ask.

“You are his to show others. You are claimed for.” Hearing her response made me sick I don't belong to anyone. 

The door swings open, “Hi my sweet Sabrina,” he says. I freeze in place. “You are finally awake,” he walks over to me and lies on the bed. 

Looking into his blue crystal eyes, I responded, “Get away from me,” trying to move myself where he isn't touching me. His touch making me feel uncomfortable. He smiles at me and leans over me, forcing me look at him as he tries to kiss me. I turn away from him, so he pulls me forcefully back and kisses my forehead and says, “My sweet Sabrina, it starts tonight.” He untied my wrists and says, “I want you to get cleaned up. I will sit clothes out for you to get dressed in.” He gets up and leaves without another word.

I sit up as I rub my wrists together, happy to be untied. I get up to go to the bathroom. I turn the water on and it's warm. With so much relief, I take a warm bath. As I look in the mirror, my bruises are fading away almost gone. I tell Jazz, “Let's start our plan on escaping I submit to this monster for now until we can escape.” As I'm soaking I hear the door open and close. Thinking he must have brought my clothes. I finish washing up, get out of the tub, dry myself off to go put on what he calls clothes.

I'm surprise to see what he puts out for me. It was a pair of jeans and a blue t-shirt as I'm getting dressed the door swings open it slams against the causing me to jump. It was a woman she is pissed off I can see it in here eyes and says “so you're the bitch that's taking my Alpha from me”. I say “I don't want your Alpha he hasn't given me a choice he killed my family and kidnapped me”. She laughs says he is mine” you can have him I don't want him can you help me escape him”? “No, you are marked by him, you dumb she says. “What's that mean”? I ask “you can never escape him you belong to him now” she says. “No, please help me I don't want this life”. She replies “I can't help you but I can kill you”. “Wait, please” I cry out she grabs me by the thoart I see the hurt and angrier in her eyes feeling sorry for her as I'm starting to lose consciousness. I drop to the floor look over to realize the Alpha has the women by her throat as I'm trying to speak telling him not to hurt her he breaks her neck, and she falls to the floor dead.

I scream out “why would you kill her”? His eyes red as he slams the door shut. “She disobeyed me, that's what happens to those who don't follow their Alpha”, he says. “You're a monster” I say back to him as he is walking towards me, I back into the wall when there is nowhere else to go. He gets close to me and says “she was going to kill you”. He takes his fingers and runs them through my hair and kisses my forehead and turns away and says let go as he grabs my hand tugging me to follow him I submit and follow his command as he steps over her lifeless body. I feel sorrow that life means so little to him. We walk out of the room there're looks to be a guard he tells him to get the room cleaned up before his return.