-CHAPTER 02:

Janina took another long sip of wine from her glass, then leaned back on the sofa. His eyes were glued to mine, but his hands were visibly shaking. Before I could ask her if she was sure this was what she wanted, she reached for her jeans and unbuttoned them. Without taking her eyes off mine, she slowly slid the zipper all the way down and opened them. I could see the top of the black lace panties sticking out of the jeans. She slipped a hand into her jeans and I could tell exactly when her fingers were touching her pussy. His head recoiled slightly from the electricity of the contact. By now my cock was already harder than it had been in years, just begging to be released. But I still wasn't sure what to do. Janina then lifted her hips off the sofa and with a slight pull, pulled her jeans up her legs. It was as if someone had taken my breath away. I had trouble breathing and I know I was shaking. There sat this beautiful young woman in a pair of sexy black lace panties rubbing herself slowly through the thin, sheer fabric.

➖JANINA: Does that excite you Lauric?

I nodded yes, without hesitation.

➖JANINA: So why don't you do something about it.

I shrugged and mumbled something incoherent and she added;

➖Well, maybe you need a little more visual arts

With that, she bent down and slowly pulled her panties down to join her jeans. She leaned back and opened her legs to show me the best view I had seen in 4 long years. Her pussy had small, swollen, deep pink lips. Even from where I was sitting, I could see the dampness between them. She extended a finger from her right hand, placed it on her swollen clitoris and started moving in small but quick circles. His breathing was becoming shallow and I could see his face turning a little red.

A few more seconds passed and she asked me in a soft deep voice;

➖If you're going to cum with me, you better start, because I won't last long the first time.

The first time, I thought? Very unsure of myself, I moved my hand to my jeans. At that moment, she gave me a smile. Not just any smile. Whoever told me it would be great. I open my pants, then in one motion, lower them with my boxers. My cock was rock hard and stood at attention.

Janina moans;

➖Oh, Lauric, show me how you stroke your cock.

I wrapped my hand tightly around my cock and started to slowly move up and down. His eyes were glued to my cock and mine to her pussy. I guess she could tell by the acceleration of my punches that I might be rushing.

➖JANINA: Not too fast. Enjoy, slow down, let me cum once, then we'll cum again together.

I nodded in agreement, then slowed down a bit and looked at Janina. Her finger speed increased and she began to arch her back a little. Even though it had been a while, I knew she was close. I asked him to look at me. She tilted her head slightly and looked me straight in the eye.

➖ME: Cum for me, Janina, cum on your pretty hand.

It was as if I had flipped a switch to turn on the light. She cried;

➖Ohhh my goddamn... I'm here, mmmmmmmmm yeah fuckaiiin

She struggled and wrung her hand for what felt like a minute before coming back down to earth. She moans;

➖Oh my God, Lauric.

➖ME: Oushhhh this was the best juice I've seen in years.

She whispered;

➖Ohhhhh good. I'm a little sorry for the language.

I shook my head and answered;

➖It's totally correct, Miriam was always very vocal when she had an orgasm

I then asked innocently;

➖Can you cum again?

Janina answered;

➖Oh yes, probably a few more times

It was new to me. Although Miriam was never the one with orgasm problems, she never came to a session more than once.

➖JANINA: So and you? Wanna cum with me this time?

I nodded yes.

She placed the two fingers that had just been in her pussy in her mouth and sucked them slowly. She then brought them back between her legs and resumed rubbing her clitoris. Slowly at first, but constantly increasing the speed, but not as quickly as before. Now my cock was throbbing, my balls swollen, ready to burst.

➖JANINA: I want to see you cum up close. Come sit next to me here.

I got up and sat down next to her on the couch. As I sat down, my thigh touched his thigh and I could feel the heat radiating from his body. We stared at each other for several minutes until it became obvious to her that I wasn't going to last any longer. She leaned over to me and whispered softly;

➖Do you want to change hands?

By then, I was too far away to care anymore.

I answered;

➖Oh my God yes

She took her right hand out of her pussy. I could see the juices dripping from her fingers. She wrapped it around my cock and started a slow, methodical motion. I moved my left hand to her pussy. I easily slid my finger inside her. She was positively tempered. After a second of fumbling, I found her clitoris.

She whispered;

➖Ohhhh yes right there.

I started the quick circular motions that I know Miriam loved, but I was really lacking in practice. After a few moments though, I seemed to get it right. Janina started pumping my cock faster and moving her hips.

➖JANINA: Oh my God, I'm close again. Yes yes continue, continue like this, ahhh yes

She turned her head and looked at me and for once I took control. I lean down and press my lips to her in a long, deep kiss. Her tongue quickly found mine and within moments she was cumming again.

She cried;

➖Fuck... Enjoy, enjoy, yes, enjoy nowaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

She was pounding my cock like a pro. Suddenly it hit me. Janina arched once more and cried softly;

➖Oh my God, this is so good.

Before she had barely finished those words, I felt my body twitch and my cock burst spurting out wave after wave of hot cum. Janina continued to stroke and squeeze my cock until it was completely dry. She leaned down and once again kissed me long and deep. When our lips parted, she smiled and asked;

➖Do you think this could be a regular thing between us.

Somehow I just don't see why not.

The days passed. It was already Wednesday and I hadn't heard a single word from Janina since the amazing meeting on Saturday evening. I was beginning to think she felt she had made a huge mistake. Even though that night was the most incredible experience for me since my wife Miriam passed away, it wasn't worth losing Janina's friendship. Several times that day, I had picked up the phone to call her but was overwhelmed with panic each time. I promised myself that if she didn't call me by Friday night, I would call her.

We both live in the same gated community and I actually have to pass Janina's house several times a day as they live on the main street of the community. I usually leave around five in the morning and rarely get home before maybe seven in the evening. When you have nothing to take home, you are never in a hurry to get there.

For several days, I slowed down past Janina's, hoping to see her outside or perhaps in her vehicle. By Friday morning, I still hadn't heard from her or met her at home. I decided to call her when I got home that night. This whole working day seems to go on forever, my environment wandering on my problem. I decided to stop on the way back and get some take out, shower early and stay home.

After getting out of the shower, I ate my dinner while watching TV, as I usually did. I kept staring at the cell phone trying to work up the courage to call her. Finally, around 9 p.m., I called. The phone rang several times and then I got his recorder;

➖Hi Janina, this is Lauric. I haven't heard from you all week, hope you're well, call me when you can.

Several hours passed and nothing. Now I knew something was wrong. Janina has never taken so long to call back. I decided to leave one more message and then leave it in her hands: “Janina, call me when you can. Take care of yourself. >>

I went to bed around midnight but couldn't sleep. She was my wife's sister, my sister-in-law and part of my family. What had I done? And more importantly, what if Janina felt really bad about it and opened up to Theophile about it. I wasn't afraid of anything physical between Theophile and me, he was too shy around men, he only intimidated women. But I just knew he would like to tell the rest of the family what happened. My in-laws were great people and it would devastate them. They both took Miriam's death very badly. She was their eldest and her mother's best friend. Although Janina and her mother got along very well, she was closer to her father. Miriam and her mother were two peas in a pod. They spoke at least twice a day on the phone. It was becoming a disaster.

I woke up the next morning and immediately picked up my cell phone. No posts. It was the nightmare I feared. I got up, took a shower and got ready to run some errands. Then finally the phone rang and it was Janina. I took a deep breath and answered;

➖Hello

I managed to pull it together in my best nonchalant voice.

➖JANINA: Hi Lauric, this is Janina, how are you?

She started telling me how busy she had been at work that week. She said she had thought about calling several times but never had the courage. I told him that I had done the same thing. Suddenly, two people who always got along were having trouble carrying on a normal conversation.

➖ME: Listen Janina. I think we should have a talk when you have time. We can't let things like this between us. Can we meet when you have some time?

➖JANINA: Of course. I work today. I am alone in the office on Saturdays. It would be a great place to talk uninterrupted

➖ME: It will be great, Janina. How about noon or so. I'll stop by and have lunch if that's okay

➖JANINA: Fine, I'll see you around noon.

I stopped and had my lunch, then walked to Janina's office which was about twenty minutes away. On the ride, I was trying to think of what to say and how to say it. I arrived and was glad to see only Janina's car in the parking lot. I still had the key to the building since Miriam had been Janina's partner for years and I still owned half of the building with Théophile and Janina. I locked the door behind me and walked up the stairs to Janina's office. When I reached the upper landing, I called Janina so as not to scare her.

She shouted from the conference room;

➖I am here.

I walked in and put the bags of food on the table. She looked amazing as usual. She hugged me and gave me my usual kiss on the cheek. Not good, I thought as I sat down. I opened the bags and laid out the food as she finished on her laptop. She soon joined me and began to eat. We chatted and it was obvious that neither of us wanted to start this conversation. Finally, I decided to be the only one.

I looked for a sign of what she felt on her face;

➖Janina, I don't know what to say, but I have to say something. The other night was amazing, but I kind of feel like maybe that was a mistake.

She looked down, then finally spoke.

➖JANINA: I had a wonderful time too Lauric. It's just that I don't quite know how to behave with you right now. I mean, what exactly are we now. Are we friends, are we more? I just don't know.

➖ME: I really don't know either, Janina but we have to figure this out.

➖JANINA: Yes I know. Théophile knows that something is wrong with me. He asked me at least a dozen times this week what was happening to me. I just told her that I'm exhausted

➖ME: Janina, if he finds out, you know he'll tell everyone in the family.

She nodded in agreement as she took another bite of food.

➖JANINA: I just think the best thing to do right now is to take some time to think about this Lauric.

➖ME: If that's what you want Janina, I'm ok with that. I just don't want this to come between where we were before this happened.

➖JANINA: I agree.

We agreed to take the time to reflect on what had happened and fully assess the situation. We talked for a few more minutes and I left her to her work. Coming home, I knew I had to put all of Janina's romantic thoughts as far back in my mind as possible. On the way back, I did my usual shopping because the next day I was going to see Miriam's parents, which I still did at least once a month.

I arrived at my in-laws the next day around noon for Sunday lunch with them. While we ate, we had our normal conversation. They caught up with me and I with them. They were good people and I have to honestly say that throughout my marriage to Miriam I never treated me like anything other than the son they never had. As I finished my meal at the table, feelings of guilt took over. We talked for about an hour, then I started my journey back. It was always good to see Miriam's parents. But it was also always sad. We both remembered what we lost when Miriam died.

The week started off like any other, trying to bury my head with work so I didn't think about things. No matter what I was trying to think about, I kept coming back to one thing. How long would it take to resolve this situation between Janina and me?

At the end of the week, I still hadn't heard from her. Should I call? No I decided, this time I would wait for his call. After all, she was married and I wasn't. It was much more dangerous for her.

That Saturday, I had the local video store install a new TV on the wall with surround sound. While they were working, the phone rang. It was Janina.

➖Hi Lauric, how are you?

I answered;

➖ I'm fine my darling, and you?

She told me she was fine and wanted to see me again and talk. She told me that Théophile was going to play golf the next day with his friends as he always did on Sunday mornings. He never came back until late in the evening and he was usually drunk. We agreed to meet at my house around noon.

The next day came and just at noon the doorbell rang and there was Janina. She wore a blue denim skirt and v-neck cashmere sweater. She looked amazing, but then again, she still was.

We sat down and chatted for a while about the last week at work. Miriam told me that business had been busier than usual and she was working long hours. I did everything I could not to look at her legs not wanting to make her feel uncomfortable, but all I could think of was the heaven that had just passed in front of those creamy thighs. Finally, she broached the subject at hand.

➖JANINA: Lauric, I don't really know how to say that without you taking it badly. And I don't want to make things worse than they already are. I don't know how to say this without saying it. I know this is going to sound crazy, I know I think it is.

My mind was no longer at peace. My heart was beating. Did I want to say something, maybe stop her before she says something I don't want to hear? Too late.

➖JANINA: Lauric

She followed with the longest pause of my life and stammered;

➖I think I may be falling in love with you.

I was stunned. It's not what I expected. How do you respond to that? I thought about what to say. Finally after a while I answered;

➖Janina, I have always loved you, I never thought of being in love with you.

I looked at his face for any signs that I might have said the right thing or the wrong thing. She looked down at her shoes, biting her bottom lip. She looked like maybe she was sorry for telling me. She looked up, took a deep breath, and continued;

➖I only thought about what happened since that night. I felt just about every feeling I think can be felt. I was anxious, full of regrets, excited and guilty all at the same time. I guess I was stupid thinking I could replace Miriam. I'm sorry Lauric, let's put that behind us and get back to how things were.

➖ME: Janina, no one can ever replace Miriam. I wouldn't want you to try. I also felt all the emotions you described. I was afraid that things would never be the same between us again. I never imagined you would feel so much for me.

Janina asked;

➖What do you want to do Lauric?

I could see she was struggling emotionally, her eyes started to fill with tears. His whole body had started to sag, his shoulders slumping. I had a knot in my throat trying to think of what to say. I said the first thing I could think of.

I asked;

➖And Théophile?

She sat up surprised. His eyes bore deep into mine. His gaze was captivating.

TO BE CONTINUED...

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-PAGE: EROTIC+ TV

-TITLE: I HAVE FOUND LOVE AGAIN

-AUTHOR: LOLO