Chapter 5 Do not Force Yourself

I am not happy.

Today is the first day of school.

"I dont want to go.." I grumble.

"Miss,you should take a bath already." Ara sigh when she looks at me.

I atleast have her.

She is trust worthy.

She did not hate me and like me that much.

She already use to me and understand my needs.

She doesnt panick or tremble anymore talking to me too.

Im glad she came with me.

"Can you pretend to be me and attend class."

"I dont want to be beheaded." She said.

I am looking around and hiding as I goes.

This school is my graveyard.

Everyone with no exemption,hates me to the core.

I dont blame them though.

I sigh when I successfully got in the classroom without being notice.

Margarite usually seated at the middle of the class but I choose to sit at the back.

My enemies are entering classroom one by one.

Everyone looks at me once or twice and no one sit close to me.

I am happy they avoid me though.

Its better this way than to force a conversation.

"So you are here.Heh~"

Who is this?

Shit.

Only one girl is tough enough to talk to Margarite in her classroom. How did I forget?

Stella! Arianne's best friend.

I cower and hug my bag.

"W-what?"

"Pfftt.Trying to fool us that you become so meek? A bitch like you?"

It...IT HURTS!!!!

Why? I know Im a bitch.

Margarite is.

Even though Im not her,Im super hurt.

"So?" I glare at her.

She is taken a back.

It seems she is expecting something else and was not sure how to continue now.

"Do not try to act pitiful by crying!" she shouted.

Oh,Im crying.

"I dont want to talk to you.Leave me alone."

I shouted back.

Good thing the teacher came in.Stella leaves me alone.

When the teacher saw me she sigh.

"Do not cause trouble again." She said angrily.

My heart is in pain again.

Its not me who went and argue.

Though I cant blame them.

I cried alone at the back while taking my notes.

I dont expect pity.

I just want them to stay away.

Recess

I am glad that no one stay in the classroom in this time.

I unwrap the sandwich,Ara made me.

I want to avoid places with people as much as possible.

They will just insult me.

"I am looking for you!" A guy with a silver hair and purple eye.

The prince?!!

Why are you looking for me again?

With him is a girl,beautiful and vibrant.

I dont have to guess.

She is surely,Arianne.

The novels heroine.

I want to run away but there is no place to hide.

"Apologize!" He shouted.

I look at them.

"Sure."I said.

The Prince smile brightly.

"I know you will understan--"

"Promise me one thing.You two will never stand before me ever again.If we met,you pretend we never knew each other.Whatever happened.I dont want to hurt my father again.He is the only one left who cares about me.I beg you to stay away from me and so I am to you two." I bow my head.

"Im sorry Arianne for everything.I bully you,said things evilly.Im such a stupid and sinful woman.I font deserve to live.Please.Please find in your heart to forgive me.I will never stand before you ever again.From this day onwards." I shouted every word with feelings and clearly.

Everyone who is passing by must also heard me.Good I am now free from the two.