Chapter 14

Louis

"So you love me huh, Masha..."

My voice is husky,  and I smile smugly when I saw him blush cutely.

"... So what?" he murmur softly,  while he looked down and begun fiddling the hem of his blanket.

His voice is low, and if not for being a werewolf I might not hear him. But I heard him, every words... loud and clear. And honestly I want to shout from joy. To let others know that my mate feels the same as I do.

"I'm glad.." I whisper out,  while I slowly scoot over him. Gently and slowly, afraid that he might get hurt because of me.

He whip his head up to me, clearly confused. "Why?"

I grin happily and put my right hand on the back of his neck and caress him gently. "Because I feel the same as you do..'' I mutter, as I capture his lips to mine.

I felt that time stop when my lips brush against his. I didn't planned to do it,  but Masha is so irresistible that I can't help but to have a taste. And as what imagined, it's truly heart melting.

Sparks showers all over, while my heart beats more faster. Heat pools inside my chest. And I'm almost choking. It's truly a  bliss..

Just a simple touch of his lips, and I'm already this affected. God, it feels so good. So good that I can't stop anymore.

Any inhibitions that I have were thrown out the window, while I become more aggressive...

He gasp when I bit his bottom lip, I take advantage of it as I plunge my tongue into his hot mouth. I lick him all over, tasting every part of him.

Desire shoot through me when I heard him moan inside my mouth. I pull away, and hungrily drank his looks.

And hot damn!

He's so fucking hot... So irresistible with his disheveled hair, red and swollen lips and pinkish cheeks. I gulp when I felt my southern area become excited as it grew stiff. I lick my lips and lean down again, and brush my lips on his neck.

"Lo.. " He mewl. I groan and rub my hands on his chest but he suddenly flinch and hissed from pain.

I immediately stop and move away from him, looking guilty."Fuck! I'm sorry,  baby.."

He look at me with flushed cheeks and smile softly. "No its okay..."

I slowly brush his hair and gaze at him gently. "Well, it's wrong for me to pounce on you..especially now that you're still healing." I murmur, lovingly. "And before everything else, I think we also need to talk about this..about us.."

He become rigid but I just squeeze his shoulders, letting him know that he doesn't need to worry about everything . Masha breathed a sigh, and nod his head. "Yes, we really have to."

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Masha

I'm scared.

Truly petrified.

And a nervous wreck.

It's been three days since that day, but Lo still didn't come to me to have this 'talk'. And quite frankly, I'm thinking that he probably changed his mind. That he finally realized that he didn't want me anymore. That he really didn't like me, as what he said.

What if, everything is just a dream?

Sighing,  I look down at the garden. I've been in my room all this time,  but it's not like I can't go out.  It's just, for some unknown reason the others always avoided me. Even the triplets and Lo's mother.

And it's killing me. I don't know what I've done, or said that's why I don't have any idea what to say.

Oh come on Masha, you know what's wrong..

I feel a lone tear fall from my eye, then followed by another and another again.

Everything just came crashing down and I can feel my world slowly shatters.

Hurriedly, I walk towards my bathroom and slam it shut. Leaning on the door, I slowly slide down while clutching my chest as it throb painfully.

Finally, a sob comes out from me.

'Fuck, why the heck I feel this weak! What's happening to me? Why I'm crying again?'

I'm aware that I can't cry just because of this, but it seems my heart has a mind of its own. As the pain intensify. I bit my lips, enough to draw blood preventing myself from screaming.

I stood up, and slowly trudge near the mirror. Opening the closet, I take the bottle of sleeping pills and took a tablet. I gulp it down and go back to my bed after I wash my face. I sigh while I cover myself with my warm blanket.

At least, I can sleep.. And I can finally go and be free from this pain.. Even for just a while.

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Louis

"Okay, that's the last one!" I scream out and huff tiredly.

Two tiring days. But it's all worth it. Watching the whole place, I know that Masha will love this. But I can't help to feel guilty because I've been neglecting him just to finish my surprise for him.

The others have been busy too for helping me. That's why I really feel sorry that I didn't talk to him this past few days because he doesn't have anyone to talk to.

"Okay mom, I'm going to clean myself then I'm gonna get Masha.. " I state, while I begun walking towards the pack house.

"Yeah, yeah. Go get your mate! Gee, I feel sorry for him.. But this is really lovely huh.. Gosh, if your father is still alive. I'm really going to nag at him for not doing something like this for me.. "

"Eww mom, please your old already!" Kia snorted, while the others start laughing.

Chuckling to myself, I quicken my steps. Excitement filled me, once I thought what will he's reactions will be like.

Is he going to smile happily, or maybe he will cry while hugging me. And maybe he will become angry at me for doing something so outrageous.

Either way, I just want everything to be perfect.

Peeling my clothes I quickly wash myself. Just a second after, I jump from the shower and take a towel to dry myself. Finally I put my best outfit and run towards Masha's room.

Darkness greeted me and Masha's soft breathing. Carefully walking near him, I crouch down and my heart throb when I saw the dark circles around his eyes. There are even dried tears on his cheeks.

I'm really stupid, eh.

I can't believe that I'm so stupid to let him feel this lonely. Even he's human, he can still feel the bond between us and of course it will greatly affect him.

Sighing, I brush his cheeks with my fingers and caress him slowly. "Masha.. I' m sorry that I leave you for so long but not anymore.. I promise.."

I flinched, startled when his eyes snap open and he abruptly get up. "Lo... It's really you right.. I'm not dreaming anymore.. It's really you??"

I smile gently at him, and I'm surprised to see him tear up and throw his body at me.. "Please, don't leave me alone anymore!!"

My heart twinge, and I hug him tightly. "Promise.."

After a while I pull away, and look at him. "And like I said before we really need to talk first.."  I state, seriously. "But before that I want to say that I'm a werewolf and you're my mate.."

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Masha

Huh? Seriously?

"You're just messing with me right?" I stammer. But he's face didn't change while he stare directly in my eyes.

"Its true.." He replied back.

I study his face but he remain serious. There's no doubt about it, he's really saying the truth.

He sigh, and rub his face..which to my surprise looks tired. "I know that its all unbelievable to you. That maybe I'm just joking..but unfortunately I'm saying the truth.." He chuckle bitterly.

I feel a painful twinge inside my chest, "Then, am I just an unfortunate mistake...." I murmur, with a pain filled voice.

I yelp when he suddenly haul my body and pull me near him. "Don't ever think about something like that..you're not a mistake and you will never be! I'm so lucky to have you..and truthfully I'm the one you didn't deserve."

I look at his painful expression, and it hurts to see him like this.. Without hesitation, I put my arms around his neck and brush his lips with mine.

"I can't do anything anymore, huh. I guess, because  I'm really crazy about you..and even though you're a hairy wolf it seems that it doesn't matter to me anymore, I just want you and only you in my life... " I giggle,  softly and look at him tenderly.

I saw his eyes water, while droplets of tears slowly cascade on his cheeks.

"Thank you, Masha.." He murmur quietly near my ear.

Comfortable silence engulf us. Everything just disappear. And the feeling of content and happiness filled me completely.

Its amazing..

This uncontrollable feelings that overflowing inside of me is something I will never forget for the rest of my life..

Suddenly he pulls away and slowly drop me on my feet.

"I really wanted this moment to last but I still need to present you my surprise.." He said as he took my hand, intertwining our fingers and slowly drag me outside.

I blink my eyes when I saw how bright my world become. And looking up at Lo, it seems it get more brighter.

Turning my head in front I can't help to smile on myself while I walk beside him, hand in hand.

Lo lighted my dark world. He is the one who pull me from my abyss. And the one who brought me back to experience this extreme happiness.

No doubt, I really love this man..more than my life..

"We're here..''

I look up, when I heard him.

My eyes widen, and my jaw slacked. "Wow, this is amazing.." I blurted out with an amazed voice,  while my eyes glisten with so many emotions. I feel my heart thudded inside my chest. And I choked up when tears suddenly flow from my eyes.

Suddenly I felt a warm arms wrapped around me..

"I love you too, Masha.."

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