Chapter 6

cHAPTER 6

HAYANA'S POV

I cried as I watched Luisa cry as she packed her things. It's my fault but it's Señorito's senator.

"How's that Luisa. What job are you going to do now?" Akira said while looking sadly at Luisa.

we are all here in his room. Even Aling Li is here too.

"H-I don't k-I a-know. W-I don't know any other job" was its crying answer

"Maybe we can still ask Señorito. Let's beg him not to send you away" Talia suggested as I looked at her.

it was my fault but it was Luisa who perished. I have to do something so he doesn't turn sixty.

"I-I'll beg her. I'm the one at fault. I'm really sorry Luisa. You're the one she heated up" I said with a bow

"No matter what you ask, you can't change the Señorito's decision. I told you not to do anything that would make him angry, didn't you. Your heads are so stubborn" sermon by Aling Li, but I know he also feels sorry for Luisa

I bowed even more. It's my fault he should send me away. This is not possible. Luisa can't lose her job because of my stupidity.

I stood up and started walking. I'm going to Señorito. I'm going to beg him to let me go, not Luisa. because his children are miserable when he doesn't get another job. That's just what his family expects

"Where are you going, Hayana?" I heard Talia ask.

"I'll make a way for Luisa not to leave" I replied before finally leaving her room and going to Señorito's room.

I don't know how to plead with him but it's up to you.

Once again I felt nervous as I was in front of the door of his room. but the desire that he would not send Luisa away still prevailed over me.

Trembling, I brought my hand to the door to knock. I also immediately withdrew it as it suddenly opened and spat out the person I didn’t know I could face now. like a candle the little courage and confidence I had before was slowly fading

"Why are you here?" He asked in his cold and baritone voice

I made a few swallows before I quickly knelt in front.

"I feel sorry for you, SeñoritoDon't send Luisa away. Just fire me because I'm the one at fault "I begged. I'm persistent. I'll take care of losing my job more than Luisa.

"Stand up. I already made my decision and it's final" he answered loudly. I was confused that it was about to close the door. I quickly stood up and blocked my body so that he could not close the door completely.

"A-aray"

I could feel the door hitting the right side of my body. Gradually, I began to sit on the floor

"What the f*ck!"

it quickly approached me. I stared at him because he seemed confused as he helped me to my feet

"F*ck! Are you okay?" I don't know if what I'm seeing is right but for the first time, I saw emotion in his eyes.

Concern

I nodded at him even though I wasn't really okay. It hurt half of my body that was hit by the door closing.

I look so outspoken today because what I'm doing is pure stupidity.

"D*mn. Does it hurt?"

I couldn't help but stare at the Señorito. I feel that somehow he is worried about what happened to me.

"Stop crying. Tell me where it hurts f*ck!"

He examined my right shoulder which had been bruised. It was only then that I realized my tears were flowing. not because of my sore shoulder but because of a memory I try to forget

'You are so stubborn you are a child! Didn't I tell you not to give up. You're really useless' it scolded me then it hit my body with its Whip

'Maybe I should kill you'

'W-don't. Have mercy on me. I will not repeat. M-have mercy ... don't..don't kill me '

He took a few more strokes of the whip before he stopped. He is still not satisfied. he kicked me in the stomach before leaving the cage I was in.

"Hey! Hayana! Hey!"

I came back from remembering my complicated past when I felt a shaking and a few pats on my face. I cried even more when I saw Señorito's worried face.

no matter how much I forget, it doesn't seem like I will ever be forgiven for that.

"Still hurt?" Question it. I just shook because little by little the pain was disappearing. It seemed to help massaging my shoulder.

Earlier I still felt ashamed and isolated because of what he was doing.

I'm sitting here on his couch now. he brought me here earlier after I cried. I was surprised when it touched my shoulder earlier and started massaging me. I hesitated but I didn't say anything and let him go

"I think you're okay" he said. He is also back to being cold. the emotion I saw on his face before is gone.

"You can go now" it said coldly before we left and walked away from me

I took a deep breath before standing up. I suddenly remembered my purpose for why I came here.

Haysss..why did I forget

I bit my lower lip. even though the expression on his face suddenly changed before, I knew he was still angry because of what I had done.

"Ahm S-señorito" I call softly.

"What?" I swallowed because his voice was so cold again. But I shouldn't be affected. I need to change his decision

"It's my fault. I gave you that food. So I hope you'll just sixty me. Don't be Luisa. Please" I begged again. If I have to kneel down again. I will kneel again

"No" was its tough answer

"Have mercy Señorito.please Luisa is the only one expected to- "

"I said No" he muttered to my surprise.

I bit my lower lip again which was already aching. I can already taste blood. Maybe I was injured because I was bitten

"Please Señorito.I'll do everything, just don't fire Luisa. Whatever you ask me to do, I will do. Please p- "

I couldn't keep up when he suddenly pulled me and leaned against the wall. My eyes widened looking at his face so close to mine

"All?" its fragrant breath hit my face. I swallowed several times before slowly nodding at him

"What if I command you to kiss me. Will you do it?" its promise while staring at my lips

"Answer me, Hayana" It brought her face even closer so I could gradually feel the weakness of my knees.

What is happening to him. Why is that what he wants me to do.

"P-po? P-but I'm a housemate. I'm not p*kpok Señorito" I replied in shock

Another, kissing is not a simple thing. If Lyndon was my girlfriend, I would never have kissed him. He tried many times but I avoided him. i'm not ready for such things yet even if they say it's just a simple return that a lover normally does

It took its face away from me before we settled down.

"I'm not asking for s*x! You really are stupid !get out you're just wasting my time "malamik na may halong inis nitong saad.

I straightened up as it turned its back on me and walked closer to the couch.

"B-but Señorito. Can you just ask someone else to do it. I promise I will" I asked again. I just stayed away from him because maybe later he will do something to me again

I don't even know where I got the courage to face him. Whereas earlier I almost died of fear of him.

it's a good thing and he doesn't have the same aura as before in the kitchen. So at least a little I was able to talk to him. And one more, this is for Luisa. It's for my sin that he took.

"Tsk. Do not say that you can do everything if you cannot prove it. And if you do not know.promising is what I hated the most. Now, leave my room, you can't do nothing to change my decision. "Its cold harvest that I swallowed again. It sat on the couch and leaned his head against it.

I don't think there's really anything I can do to change his decision. I bowed first before walking away from his room. I went to the garden and hung out there first.

I don't want to see Luisa leave. My conscience is swallowing me up. He will lose his job because of me. If he hadn't covered me up earlier, I would have left and he didn't.

suddenly back to ala ala what happened earlier. How he covered me. How to shout and embarrass the angry Señorito. And how the fear I felt for him increased again

Flashback:

"I'm. Asking.you. WHOSE FOOD DID I F*CKING EAT?" his eyes glazed over at Luisa

Are we at the end. Jusko! I hope he doesn't fire us. I can't lose my job now

"Ka..kay bri..bridget po Señorito" Luisa confessed using her trembling voice. even I began to tremble as I looked at Señorito like a Lion who was ready to attack and tear us at any moment.

I felt even more frightened as its deadly gaze turned on me.

"D*MN. AND YOU LET ME TO EAT IT HUH, HAYANA ?wHAT DO YOU THINK OF ME, HUH? A F*CKING CAT? "It shouted with all its might. I backed away from fear. My knees were also slowly weakening.

"W-it's not Hayana's fault. It's my fault. I just ordered her. P-I'm sorry" I looked at Luisa in surprise. it is now on its knees while bent.

"YOU B*TCH! WHAT NEXT YOU WILL GIVE ME, HUH? A POISON? ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME?" His anger intensified even more. I could see the veins coming out of my neck. the clenching of its fists and the gnashing of its teeth in rage.

"H..No p-"

"SHUT THE F*CK UP! GET YOUR F*CKING FACE OUT OF MY SIGHT. I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE EVER AGAIN. GET OUT NOW !!!!"

I can't take it anymore. I ended up sitting on the floor because I was so scared. I caught his attention and looked back for a moment before he looked at Luisa again.

"Show me your face again. And you'll be dead" was its last harvest before quickly walking away. I even heard the noise of the broken object I think he threw

My whole body was shaking. I forced myself to stand up and approached Luisa.

"L-luisa"

"W-I don't have a job anymore Hayana" She hugged me while crying.

"K-it's my fault Luisa. It's my fault.p-sorry "I hugged him too tightly. It was my fault but he covered me up.

End of Flashback:

I immediately wiped my face as I felt the tears flowing.

I'm really unlucky. Everyone who approaches me sympathizes with my misfortune.

"Sorry Luisa.forgive me. I did nothing."

I laid my body on the grass. Fortunately and shady so it's not hot here in the garden even at noon. I closed my eyes to take a nap. To somehow get rid of my problem with Luisa in my mind first.

I don’t know how many hours I slept. I was just stunned when I heard knocks from the door.

Wait, knocks?

I got up and I was so surprised to see that I was already in my room.

wait, I remember in the garden I took a nap. How can I be here in my room now. Did I walk while asleep ??

"Hayana? Are you awake yet?" I heard Aling Li's voice outside my room. I hurried to get up and went to the door to open it.

"Which Li ?what time is it? "I asked. He looked at me in astonishment

"It's six o'clock in the evening. I've been looking for you for a while, you're just here" was his answer which made my eyes widen

"ALAS SAIS NA PO?"

How? .. about ten o'clock in the morning I went to bed in the garden earlier ah. Why? How?

"Yes. Why do you look so shocked? By the way, how are you feeling?" I was surprised when it touched my forehead

"You look okay. The Señorito said earlier, you fainted in the garden so he sent you here earlier so you can rest" He said to my surprise

"Died ?and what? The Señorito took me to my room? "I asked in shock. I was confused by what Aling Li was saying.

"That's what the Señorito said earlier. Of course hija. I have good news. Come, follow me"

It came out first. though confused I just followed him until we reached the kitchen.

My eyes widened when I saw the person busy putting away the equipment

"Luisa?"

He let go of the dishes he was wiping before facing me. a smile flashed on its lips.

"Wait, how?" I can't find a word to mention. My eyes are starting to water again

"I'm not leaving Hayana and I know if it's because of you" she said smiling

I bit my lower lip to stop my warning cry

"W-how? W-but said .."

"It was just that Luisa was leaving earlier. The Señorito stopped him. He said 'Stay' after he said that he also left immediately" explained Akira who was next to Luisa

"What did you do Hayana? Why did you change the mind of a Lucwein Creigh Monteverde"

I looked at Talia who was looking at me seriously.

"W-nothing. I-I just begged him. But he said. No matter what I do, his decision will not change" I replied

"Don't even understand that. The important thing is, Luisa won't leave" said Aling Li who they agreed

"By the way Hayana. The Señorito is telling you to pack his things for his departure tomorrow.Just go to his room "I immediately frowned because of what Aling Li said

"Pack? Why is Señorito going?" I asked in astonishment.

"Because Madam Cria called earlier, she said they can't continue coming home because they have a problem with their business in America and they need Señorito's help. So according to them, Señorito's departure is too early" Akira replied

"Come on Hayana, it's like Señorito's things are dressed up early. He's also leaving early tomorrow" said Aling Li who I just nodded.

I said goodbye to them and quickly went to the Señorito's room.

to this day it still puzzles me why he didn't send Luisa away. Why he suddenly changed his mind. Earlier, he said that nothing could change his mind. And another thing I think is why he carried me from the garden to my room. and why I didn’t even realize it. Did I get a good night's sleep?

I started knocking when I reached his room. I knocked three times but he still wouldn't open it.

No doubt I turned the doorknob and went inside. I was shocked but I just ignored it.

No volume reached me inside but I could hear the murmur of water coming from the bathroom. Maybe he's still taking a bath.

I just stood on the side of his bed until I heard the tubing kill followed by the opening of his bathroom door.

I immediately turned around when it came out with only a towel covering the lower part of his body.

“Ahm.señorito, I'm here to fix your medicine "I said politely

"Okay" was its cold response

I just kept my back turned. I'll finish changing her first before I start packing her things.

"Ahm. By the way Señorito.I would like to thank you for not sending Luisa away "I said

I’m happy because somehow. He also has a heart and knows how to be merciful

"Everything has a replacement, Hayana. And I'll charge you when I return"