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feelings
his heart thumps, and his breath is short,
he drinks up water and lets his bangs fall on top,
he wishes he could go home but no one would ever understand
why a celebrity would want to go home;
why he feels trapped when he's so loved,
why, why, why he wants to stay alone.
he laughs and he smiles but actually,
he just wants to die.
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